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A Simple Reminder Of Who I Am

	Forol Tam
	Forol Tam

There are times when I help, and instead of feeling the gratitude and the happiness of easing someone else's pain, it causes me great sadness. It reminds me of times past, when I was used and left there. Those are the times that I feel this intense weight on my shoulders, this overpowering knot in my heart. It causes me to do things I don't want to do, but I'm lost. Why is it that I need to feel this way? It's not some stage of a teenager's life, or a call for attention, it's something I've had for so long, something I just can't understand. I want to figure it out, but how? I don't receive the support I should be getting so I find condolences elsewhere, in places no one should ever wander into. But I have gone there, time and again.....I am not weak, I've grown to not care.....but I do care, why can't I understand that?

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