Rhapsody
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Of All the Angst and Darkness
I have no more best friend. Annie and Jessi hate me.
I was a bad friend anyways.

I have no more love. He cannot be there for me.
I am not worth loving.

I have no more family. Mother has given up on me.
I deserved to be abandoned.

I have no more self. I lost her.
I died on the inside anyways.



I feel so used. For happiness. For love. For sex. For affection. For a dumping ground. I was stupid and niave to trust.

I've become a ********.
Rape me with unhappiness,
Strip me of my pride,
Relish in my tears,
Leave me bleeding inside.
Leech away my happiness,
Kiss me with your lies,
******** me in the darkness,
Where no one hears my cries.


To everyone who pretended to care: thanks for betraying me.