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A Little Bit of Happiness When I Was Sad
I was upset because my one friend won't believe I didn't say something about her. But that's all fixed now. Now I guess I should start from the begining to explain the next part.

There was this guy that I liked. I had always thought that he was my friend. I had asked him out 3 times and he said no. The next year when he started going to a new school I heard rumors that he had backstabbed me and didn't wanna be my friend. I was really upset because I still liked him so I completly stopped talking to him. I then started seeing him in public and everytime I did I would get nervous because I thought he would look at me like "oh there's that creepy girl again." I kept seeing him everywhere too but it wasn't always him. I even started to get nervous when he signed in on msn. And then, he had said some things over msn that made me think it was all true. I was really sad and angry.

The night before yesterday I had a dream that he blocked me on msn. I woke up thinking, "man, that's a stupid dream!" I went on the computer for most of the day and all of a sudden he started talking to me. Here's our conversation

6:16 PM) BradyG.: heyy
(6:17 PM) BradyG.: i havnt talked to u for awile
(6:17 PM) Karyn.: i i know eh?
(6:17 PM) BradyG.: lol...so what have u been up to?
(6:18 PM) Karyn.: nothing exciting, you?
(6:19 PM) BradyG.: nothing...well..im in a band...and i write songs for it...and im finished my newest one now...
(6:19 PM) BradyG.: lol
(6:19 PM) Karyn.: lol
(6:20 PM) BradyG.: do u mind me showing u the lyrics...iv been trying to get peoples opinions bf i make a song out of it
(6:20 PM) Karyn.: ok
(6:20 PM) BradyG.: i can just copy and paste it
(6:20 PM) BradyG.: i just showed some people
(6:20 PM) BradyG.: il tell u when im done
(6:20 PM) Karyn.: ok
(6:21 PM) BradyG.: ::::all these portraits of u make me weak, heat waves of blazing fires burn within me, id sail 500 miles of dangered seas,to c ur face one more time my mind needs u to breathe
(6:21 PM) BradyG.: i see him standing next to u, making emotions pass through u, i hold on to whats left of u,, till i can finally be with u,, does that make me so wrong?
(6:21 PM) BradyG.: (chorus)make me your slave, what else can i say, u left me at bay, and my hearts drowning in suicidal waves
(6:22 PM) BradyG.: iv fallen for u, i gave it all for u, theres nothing left to do, but hope i reached out to u
(6:22 PM) BradyG.: u can torchure me, u can set me free, i wont run away,
(6:22 PM) BradyG.: make me your slave
(6:22 PM) BradyG.: make me your slave
(6:22 PM) BradyG.: (2nd verse)
(6:22 PM) BradyG.: seems like each day that passes makes me see, i ride the back of your train next to lies and misleads, i feel so sick now that u think your free, u think hes a friendly face but he doesnt trigger me
(6:23 PM) BradyG.: i feel alone again, leading weakend to pretend, set bad examples for my friends, got pictures of u in my head, does that make me so wrong?
(6:23 PM) BradyG.: (chorus)
(6:23 PM) BradyG.: )make me your slave, what else can i say, u left me at bay, and my hearts drowning in suicidal waves
(6:23 PM) BradyG.: iv fallen for u, i gave it all for u, theres nothing left to do, but hope i reached out to u
(6:23 PM) BradyG.: u can torchure me, u can set me free, i wont run away,
(6:23 PM) BradyG.: make me your slave
(6:24 PM) BradyG.: (3rd verse)
(6:24 PM) BradyG.: let the violence go
call me friend or foe
make angels in snow
or r u to cold?
(6:24 PM) BradyG.: fairytales dont last forever
but they can if we're together
take out all sins from these letters
make a saviour from my pleasure
(6:25 PM) BradyG.: get life lessons from your teachers
confidence can make great leaders
getting down will make you weaker
but its hard when i cant c her..
(6:25 PM) BradyG.: (slow)
(6:25 PM) BradyG.: make me your slave, what else can i say, u left me at bay, and my hearts drowning in suicidal waves
(6:25 PM) BradyG.: iv fallen for u, i gave it all for u, theres nothing left to do..
(6:25 PM) BradyG.: (chorus loud)
(6:25 PM) BradyG.: make me your slave, what else can i say, u left me at bay, and my hearts drowning in suicidal waves
(6:26 PM) BradyG.: iv fallen for u, i gave it all for u, theres nothing left to do, but hope this reached out to u
(6:26 PM) BradyG.: u can torchure me, u can set me free, i wont run away
(6:26 PM) BradyG.: make me your slave
(6:26 PM) BradyG.: make me your slave
(6:26 PM) BradyG.: done..what do u think?
(6:27 PM) Karyn.: omg it's really good.... i have to go eat bye
(6:27 PM) BradyG.: byeee

I was amazed that he had thought of all of that. I'm just happy because I can call him my friend. Now I've just gotta get Gabby to stop telling me he likes me. If I ever asked him out again he might actually hate me smilies/icon_stare.gif
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Update:
Gabby was so convinced that the song was about me she just had to ask him if it was. Now he thinks I thought the song was about me. Thanks Gabby, I get to be the creepy girl again!





 
 
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