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Misery Loves Company.
Behind the veil, I found the body underneath...
It actually almost scares me how much I like Jess, because I am just as equally vulnerable, and could get really hurt.

But through this, I think I'm starting to come out of my own comfort zone and I'm getting my confidence in myself in a relationship situation back, because I don't normally make the first move, I don't make it clear that I like them.

Hell, I never usually initiate the first kiss either.

But suddenly, I can do all this, and my zone of comfort is really starting to shift. And now, it just doesn't bother me that I was completely crushed when I was last in this kind of situation with another person. And the time before then, and then the time before that.

I need to put all that behind me, because I am not in the past, I am in the here and now, and right now, things are going great, and I've found someone who is just really smart and makes me laugh, and who is also beautiful, therefore, everything is good.

Maybe this is just me in denial about the whole thing, maybe I just don't believe I deserve this, when in actual fact, I am owed this by life, so maybe this is all jitters because this is almost surreal in a way.

This is weird for me, because I've finally found someone, and they are what I want. Every other relationship situation I have been in, it's always because I am the one who was sought after, and I guess I've never really been in a relationship where I've found someone I like, and it's been in my control somewhat, who knows?

The fact is, I'm happy, I've found somebody great and it's...refreshing.




Maximo Park Wrote:

You know that I would love to see you next year
I hope that I am still alive next year
You magnify the way I think about myself
before you came I rarely thought about myself

Behind your veil I found a body underneath
inside your head were things I never thought about
you know that I would love to see you next year
I hope that I am still alive next year

What's my view?
well how am I supposed to know
write a review
well how objective can I be?

What's my view?
well how am I supposed to know
write a review
well how objective can I be?

you know that I would love to see you in that dress
I hope that I will live to see you undressed
the every day is part of what consumes me
the hate I feel is part of what fuels me

I testify to having guilty feelings
I must confess I'd like to be caught stealing
you know that I would love to see you in that dress
I hope that I will live to see you undressed

What's my view?
Well how am I supposed to know?
Write a review
Well how objective can I be?

What's my view?
well how am I supposed to know
write a review
well how objective can I be?

I like to wait to see how things turn out
If you apply some pressure

I like to wait to see how things turn out
If you apply some pressure

What happens when you lose everything?
you just start again
you start all over again

What happens when you lose everything?
you just start again
you start all over again

I like to wait to see how things turn out
If you apply some pressure

I like to wait to see how things turn out
If you apply some pressure

What happens when you lose everything?
you just start again
you start all over again

What happens when you lose everything?
you just start again
you start all over again

What happens when you lose everything?
you just start again
you start all over again

What happens when you lose some pressure
apply some pressure you lose some pressure
apply some pressure you lose some pressure
apply some pressure you lose some pressure

What happens when you lose some pressure
apply some pressure you lose some pressure
apply some pressure you lose some pressure
apply some pressure you lose some pressure

You know that I would love to see you next year
I hope that I am still alive next year
You know that I would love to see you in that dress
I hope that I will live to see you undressed



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  • User Comments: [1]
    This makes me extremely happy.

    I miss you.

    That is all. <3

    comment stellablu3 · Community Member · Mon Jul 16, 2007 @ 11:05am
    User Comments: [1]

     
     
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