Yesterday I felt so alone. Hah, yet I was at a party with about 20 or so of my friends, two of them were even my Bestfriends. Yet I couldn't find it comfortable to be around them, at times I felt like starting to breakdown and crying, I can't even be there for them. The only person who said comforting things to me and actually made me feel good was the person I tried to tell them I hated, because they hated her, I said I had only rebefriended her because She was so close to her, but yet I felt she was the only one who cared. What a lie. I know I have no ill intent towards her yet when around another I may say I feel as they do towards her while I don't. I need Some Stability on my friendships for they tear me apart in ways, they make me feel so alone....
 Kj the Neko · Fri Jun 22, 2007 @ 10:35pm · 3 Comments |
