i don't write it here because i want your sympathy or your kind words.
i only wish to let you all know that if i don't seem myself that is the most likely reason.
he was the only grandfather i ever knew growing up, my others having died years ago.
that coupled with the stress of exams and the usual goings on of a 19 year old's life means i'm not altogether with it.
to any of you i owe signs/profiles/whatever, don't fret.
i will get them to you in good time and hopefully in the manner you wanted.
to the rest of you, just try to bare with me while i get over it if you will.
i'm not usually prone to grieving so hopefully a semblance of normality will be restored to my life shortly.
if you read all of that, hopefully you won't be an insensitive p***k about it. thanks.