Due to the love that I have for two people I may end up bringing a baby into this world with out knowing who the father is. It is between the person that I am going to marry and the person that I was going to marry. My life now is even more complicated then when I was human. Maybe if I was still human none of this would have happened. But then I never would have met Togoru or Sky and my life would be nothing without them. I don't even remember to much about my life before them. I do remember my creator. He was the kindest person I have met. It is to bad that he had to die. I miss him terribilly. I wish he were still around, he would know what to do about all of this. Maybe I should go and see my slayer friend. Or should I say ex-slayer. She no longer kills vampires, mainly because she has so many friends that are vampires. I shall end it there for now. The sun will rise soon and I don't wish to be out when it does, even though it doesn't burn me. It still hurts my eyes a lot and I am tired and need to feed, so before the sun comes up I should try to find someone to hunt. Namaarie.