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[REFERENCE 'KABOOM' ENTRY]
hah, s**t rolls down hill. i like it.
and wow. other than the atrocious spelling, this could be me right now.
only people aren't fighting.
they're actually pretty nice.
i mean i like the stuff i essentially said there.
"take it all in and spew it all out. I don't want ill will, or aggression, or tension."
that's nice. and me now. kind of.
though maybe i spew out a little too much. which is kinda annoying people.
or maybe it's just that we're all a little distant. or we've always been like this, i'm just noticing now.
oh wow, you probably want to know where that came from, well i was just thinking. people now are kinda more distant. i should chill with them more outside school, seeing as i never see them in.
like kris, and leena, and skye, and sabrina, and becca, and amanda, katie, jo, even erica or emily. [wow that's a lot of chicks]. i should like.. talk to matt and lana-banana , and sara about chilling. you can only expect to get out what you put in. so i figure being fun and chill [polar opposites?] is exactly what i need.
so don't expect to see too much of me, i'm gonna try to get back on gaia and all, but i'm gonna do more too. i just can't wait for A.North to come and end.
though i want it to last forever.
but i just have practically no time or money now. wich you need to hang. kinda. meh. i'll even chill with sean, becca, luc, rob and will if need be. jeff to maybe. and i have to see colson again, see how she's changed, talk to her about music. talk to everyone about music. go see laura. i like being happy, case and point. [random?] i like dressing happy too.
a green bandana would make me happy. BRITE green.
oh and. past appologies to anyone i've been a b***h to, said anything i don't mean, 'cause i want grudges over. you can dislike me, hell you can hate me, but you can't say i act liek a b***h 'cause it's my goal to be the nicest little sonofabitch that ever lived C: [or maybe just went to Mayfeild].
raves would make me happy too. and people who go to raves. i need to know more .
Being called a poser makes me laugh, and actually doesn't bother me. it's funny. i would have been so offended before, but now it's kinda like a nick name or something [which is a little homo, i know] but still.
And not to shove anything in anyone's face, but i got's a hot date tomorrow night. i haven't been to the movies in sooo long. it's kinda sad. even sadder that i'm looking forward to using my gift card at the movies. and going to starbucks. wow. starbucks. suddenly i want to go to chapters.
i think i realised you don't have to hang out with the same people all the time just because they're your friends [though i do love y'all.]
-oh and there's the sowing machine on tv which signals time for me to go make my skirt.
overnout.
 .!conoclast. · Wed May 23, 2007 @ 03:49am · 3 Comments |
