Well that was quick. I'm back to the journal already. Well not everything is said. Ok... Lets see.....You can't be what someone else is. They can't be what you are. If either one wants to be its called envy. But envy is also with possesion. Possesion of something you want is so hard to control of envy. You just can't help it. Yes if you thought I am feeling envious your right but of what I cannot say. That makes matters better in a way. I cannot say it because it could cause so much to happen and I don't need that. Drama and love are 2 of my worst feelings. So much comes from it and I don't need that. People may take it as an obssesion and others for fun but I take it as an annoyance. When I start to feel a crush now I stay away. I know if I keep going back it will grow and I don't need a huge crush to be told off and become broken-hearted.It has happened once before and now I know not to go down that road. Drama is nothing but overacting in real life and that is something I don't like. It is so annoying to see overacting to something that happens to everyone. I know cause everyone does it. And if everyone does it, it becomes old real quick. Life is so unpredictable though. And I can't stay away and that makes me real irritated but also happy. But I'm not telling. It irritates me to look at the archive and find out NOONE IS READING THESE!! Thats the whole freaking point of a journal on the freaking internet!! For your friends to read it and learn about you! I just don't get it. And bug me as much as possible but I will never tell.
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