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Posted: Fri May 19, 2017 12:23 pm
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Posted: Fri May 19, 2017 12:28 pm
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Posted: Fri May 19, 2017 12:46 pm
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Posted: Fri May 19, 2017 12:49 pm
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Posted: Fri May 19, 2017 12:54 pm
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Posted: Fri May 19, 2017 1:32 pm
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Posted: Fri May 19, 2017 1:37 pm
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Looking away again, avoidant but trying his best to comply he nodded. "I want to, but I don't know how to even talk about it. I'm not sure why I do it other than there is a certain pleasure from it, from seeing the slow effect it has, from feeling thinner and therefore younger, even if it doesn't actually make me that way."
He sighed. "I suppose some part of me feels like it is a statement of my devotion to you too, which is why it is difficult to stop. Initially it was a statement of how I felt when I wasn't with you, less and less and less. It's just that now even with you here I still feel that way because I did this to you. It feels like how I imagine guilt might I suppose, an atonement in some ways."
"I don't know how to fix any of this, and the idea of simply going back to eating as much as I want, of indulging in such a carnal satisfaction feels dissonant and wrong. It feels like giving up control and that by going back, becoming resplendent, glorious and powerful that you would trust me less than when I am humbled."
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Posted: Fri May 19, 2017 1:47 pm
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Posted: Fri May 19, 2017 1:59 pm
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Posted: Fri May 19, 2017 2:06 pm
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Posted: Fri May 19, 2017 2:24 pm
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Posted: Fri May 19, 2017 3:08 pm
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Posted: Fri May 19, 2017 3:17 pm
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Posted: Fri May 19, 2017 3:35 pm
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Posted: Sat May 20, 2017 2:59 pm
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