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Posted: Wed Nov 23, 2016 8:02 pm
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Posted: Wed Nov 23, 2016 8:11 pm
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Everyone had to take a turn at mess tent duty, and it was something to do in between patrolling and fighting what came out of the jungle. Jordan sat on a camp stool, his hands moving automatically at the task of peeling a pile of potatoes, and let his mind wander, thinking about nothing in particular. He was a million miles away, and so when someone sat down nearby, he barely noticed until Melvin spoke.
He jumped slightly, refocusing. "Hey," he said, a little cautiously. Last time he and Melvin had spoken, they hadn't parted on particularly comfortable terms, and Jordan wasn't totally sure where they stood now.
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Posted: Wed Nov 23, 2016 8:18 pm
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Posted: Wed Nov 23, 2016 8:28 pm
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Posted: Wed Nov 23, 2016 8:34 pm
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Posted: Wed Nov 23, 2016 8:43 pm
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"I've been working a lot too," Jordan said, and shot a sideways look at Melvin, thoughtful, assessing. He pried an eye out of the potato, one that had started sprouting. It sounded like something had happened to Melvin, and he was immediately curious as to what, but things were awkward. He wouldn't ask. Melvin would talk about it if he felt like talking about it.
"Didn't think you were going to talk to me again," he said in response to the last comment, carefully neutral. Yeah, he might have said, but that ran the risk of shutting down the conversation, and at the very least he didn't want the remainder of this task to be performed in cold, unpleasant silence.
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Posted: Thu Nov 24, 2016 5:06 am
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Posted: Thu Nov 24, 2016 9:26 am
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Jordan was quiet for long moments, watching his hands as he peeled, thinking it over. What had happened to Melvin? Something had shaken the other man up, shaken him out of the willful blindness he'd been losing himself in, and maybe he'd realized he was mostly alone. Maybe Jordan could empathize with that.
"I'm not going to tell you to ******** off," he said finally. "We were friends longer than that." He shrugged one shoulder, kept his eyes on his task. "You made some bad choices, yeah, but hell. I've made some bad choices." He'd been isolating himself, and maybe he wasn't as okay with that as he might have been thinking, and Melvin was reaching out, looking for a connection again, starting an apology.
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Posted: Thu Nov 24, 2016 9:35 am
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Posted: Thu Nov 24, 2016 9:55 am
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Posted: Thu Nov 24, 2016 10:17 am
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Posted: Thu Nov 24, 2016 11:50 am
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"I don't particularly like to lose people I think of as friends. Even if they're the ones who chose to walk away." There was a dull ache to the thought, a pain that never left. Choice and circumstance had taken people away sometimes, and it was maybe part of why he'd withdrawn into himself again, reverting to a pattern set before the island, before friendships that he'd let mean something. Ferros rumbled softly and curled close around Jordan's thoughts; Jordan let their thoughts intertwine, grateful for the dragon's constant, reassuring presence. That was one relationship that could never be taken away.
Another half-shrug. "I don't think punching would solve anything. I mean, unless it'd make you feel better." The statement was delivered with a slight wry undertone, a sideways glance.
"I've gotten used to having my own space again. I've been keeping an eye out for a decent house, when I go down into the town, but I haven't seen anything I like enough to do the work on yet, really. Maybe sometime." He tossed the idea around from time to time, but much of its momentum was stalled. "I've been hanging out with Suns and Moons, mostly," he said, and named a few people he'd been working with regularly, names that Melvin might be half-familiar with from missions, or might not, people Jordan had dropped into working friendships with, nothing much deeper than drinking buddies.
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Posted: Thu Nov 24, 2016 12:10 pm
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Posted: Thu Nov 24, 2016 12:29 pm
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"It's an impression I like to give people, anyway." It was said lightly, half a joke that might or might not have touched on something deeper.
The question made him fall quiet again, moving the peeler slowly over the potato as he thought of what to say, touching a hurt that was no longer fresh enough to feel like a bruise but that wasn't by any means finished healing. "I don't know if I'd say terrified," he replied after a moment. "It's ... it was too empty. But I guess I've gotten used to that again. Keeping my own company, not sharing my space. It's, it was colder, I guess." Poking gingerly at a sore tooth, finding it less painful than before; it was a relief, but a cold relief, tinged faintly with disappointment, even still. He wasn't over it. He didn't know if he wished he was. He looked thoughtfully at Melvin, sensing some personal stake to the question. "I got a second chance, but I always sort of knew that it might not work out, after all. So I was braced for it this time, in a way."
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Posted: Thu Nov 24, 2016 2:19 pm
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