I'm tired... V_V

[Hiddochi wolf]

But I know that the instant I actually go to bed, I'll probably be wide awake. Just like the last several nights have gone (hence why I'm so tired). e_e  

[Hiddochi wolf]

There needs to be more hours in a day. Then we could all consistently "sleep in" every day without losing any productivity time. xp  

[Hiddochi wolf]

So, total ******** here, but the thought just occurred to me that our definition of lifespan is totally artificial. Our age is determined by a measure of years, which consists of months, then days, then hours and minutes and seconds... all completely arbitrary measurements thought up by someone looooong ago. So when someone says they want to live to be 1000, it's not theoretically impossible. In any other arbitrary measurement system, I could perhaps already be 1000 (units) of age. It's all a matter of perspective...  

[Hiddochi wolf]

...And now I'm wondering what the hell I'd think about/speak of while drunk. I'd probably end up being that pseudo-philosopher talking about the societal implications and metaphorical significance of a grilled cheese sandwich breaking the sound barrier after being launched from a projectile weapon into international waters. lol  

[Hiddochi wolf]

My whole (for-fun) reading list for this summer is all nonfiction and in the two subjects of either psychology or technology, and I find it kinda sad that I haven't touched a fiction work in so long but I haven't been interested in fiction lately. I just don't want to lose my imagination and creativity in the process... sweatdrop  

[Hiddochi wolf]

I love how this simple thread has slowly evolved into a landfill for all the random s**t I think about in my sleepy haze. xd  

[Mama Ame]

All the kids in this house like to wait until I'm asleep...and then they magically wake up.  

[Hiddochi wolf]

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever find true, long-lasting satisfaction in life, or if life itself is built around the premise of the unfruitful search for fulfillment.

My whole life has felt like that moment when you reach the top of a mountain and glance out over a breathtaking landscape, but realize that you have no one there to share the moment with and so you look onward wistfully as you think of how many miles you've just walked for this momentary whisper of happiness. It's a fleeting satisfaction, a temporary relief from that deeply-seeded existential loneliness we all seek to ease. What I want is to find that missing piece to my puzzle, to find the substance to fill that void with some permanence to add more meaning to my accomplishments than a fleeting taste of happiness. I'm tired of feeling lonely in a room full of friends and family. confused  

[Hiddochi wolf]

Mama Ame

All the kids in this house like to wait until I'm asleep...and then they magically wake up.

Heh, definitely sounds like the timing of children. xd Pretty sure I did that to my mom when I was little at least a few times...  

[Mama Ame]

Hiddochi wolf

Mama Ame

All the kids in this house like to wait until I'm asleep...and then they magically wake up.

Heh, definitely sounds like the timing of children. xd Pretty sure I did that to my mom when I was little at least a few times...

I totally get you on the being sleeping thing. And for me I can't fully blame the kids. If I'm tired, they're awake. Once they're sleep I'm not tired anymore.

Do you get like that? I'm exhausted until I finally reach the point and my body is like "******** it, you can't sleep. Accept your fate."  

[Mama Ame]

Technically everything in the world is made up by someone. Like all those scientific theories and such? They're just there because someone decided to do it that way.