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Posted: Sun Oct 26, 2014 7:52 pm
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Posted: Sun Oct 26, 2014 8:20 pm
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Posted: Mon Oct 27, 2014 5:47 am
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escape
Paige froze.
Part of her had realized that this would eventually happen. She'd known. It didn't make it hurt any less. It didn't make her feel any better. She wasn't the kind of girl that Cee wanted for the long term, and that had to be okay - and maybe eventually it would be. Cee had pieces of her that she'd never given anyone else - those late night parts of her that had been only hers to shoulder had been shaved down and made manageable only because Cee had forced her to share them. And Paige had been thankful, but she'd always figured that something like this would happen, because Paige was good old ******** Paige and there was nothing exciting or daring or good enough to keep the attention of a woman like Cee.
"I don't want to do my own thing," the words were small and quiet and out before Paige could stop them, and she hated herself for saying them because it wasn't giving Cee air and it wasn't being cool and as much as Paige wanted and needed to do what Cee asked of her, she couldn't. She was panicking, her hands shaking, and she was standing on the edge of a fathomless hole that felt impassable and Cee was on the other side and Paige wanted to tell Cee that they were cool.
But they weren't.
The door cracked behind Cee and Paige took a step forward, her hands reaching for Cee's -- we're cool, we're cool, we're cool -- and the sound that the tall blonde made was nearly inhuman.
"I'm sorry," was all she could force out, quiet and trembling. Her voice cracked and her eyes were wet, still bruised-looking from the time she'd spent alone in her dorm sobbing over the loss of her best friend. "I'm sorry."
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Posted: Mon Oct 27, 2014 6:23 am
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escape
No no no no
Seeing Paige shaking, swollen eyed and on the verge of tears further cracked her. Her indefinable inner tumult just continued to chisel away and she wanted very much to just grab the woman, pull her inside, and just tell her to forget it and to shut up and it was fine.
But when her hand snaked out, warm and electric against Paige's, she gripped (so hopeful for a moment, so needy) and then pushed away.
"Just.." Cee's argument weakened and her angered expression shifted to something more pained. She looked hurt, somehow (by herself only), "gimme some ******** air fer a sec!"
It was a shriek, a cracking howling statement, that had Cee retreating backwards. The whoosh of her door brought all the sweet pleasant smells from her room, but the slam behind her was simple rejection when she disappeared inside.
The handle was locked, her body audibly thrown back against the door on the other side. If Paige cared to listen, Cee was there panting in exertion, struggling with whatever was happening inside of her, right on the other side of the wood.
"Just ********.." She muttered, loud enough to hear, "just ******** gimme a break fer a while.."
For a while. For a second.
Do your own thing.
For a while.
After a few minutes there was another ragged howl from the room, but she didn't care who heard.
The door would stay locked until she was sure Paige was gone.
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Posted: Mon Oct 27, 2014 11:24 am
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