I've realized

[Mama Ame]

that by the time the state processes my insurance forms and I'm able to go to the doctor we'll know the gender of the baby (if he/she cooperates).  

[Zphal]

Well that's at least cool, even if the slowness of form processing isn't.  

[Mama Ame]

It's just really stressful that I haven't been to the doctor yet. I mean I'm basically doing everything I should be doing at this point. I avoid the foods I should, I take my prenatal.

My friend just had a missed miscarriage. Which is basically where the baby dies but it takes your body a few weeks to miscarry. It was at her 12 week appointment and the baby only measured 8 weeks.

Daniel says I shouldn't worry, and I know I shouldn't. But I was over analyzing things and the idea of being pregnant but the baby being dead just breaks my heart and depresses me. x_x