if improvement is needed. I know my self-esteem is one of those things, but at the same time I sort of feel like an attention whorse... A part of this is due to the fact that I really miss my friends, the city, and my boyfriend a lot. The country-side is nice, but it's isolated, so it can feel a little lonely. I'm sorry if I seem like an attention whorse, guys... emo Even this thread. That's how you can tell it's really bad. I needed to vent. I've been keeping it in for a long while, but it bursts at the seams...