Hello everyone. How's things?

[Xiporah]

Hiiii.

I've been doing better recently. I finally gave in and spoke to a doctor about my compulsive habits and I've been on Prozac since the beginning of August. It's also helped tremendously with my severe depression. I've lost almost 15 pounds and I feel better than I have in a long time. I wake up in a good mood now, go for long walks in the mornings and I feel like I have more control around food.

Unfortunately, I gained back every single pound I lost a few years ago, which dragged my self esteem through the mud, but I am doing better now. I am not drinking nearly as much as I used to (In fact I got a hangover from two beers the other night)

Anyway, I wanted to apologize for being so unpleasant for so many years. Having a terrible temper, flying off the handle over dumb s**t, posting super self abusive posts, etc. I don't know how you all put up with me, but thank you.

Hope you're all doing well.

 

[Lord-of-the-flies]

You never seemed negative in the slightest, Xippy. Perhaps it's because I never got on your bad side?  

[The Reverend Menagerie]

I'd have to agree. You're one of the few I'd still give my phone number to, as well.  

[Undecidability]

HI XIP

Even though I have you on facebook, it's so much more special when you come here emotion_kirakira

Anyway I'm glad that things are working out!  

[Wisdom Chyck]

XIPPYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!
*PTERODACTYL SCREECH*

HAY GURL!!! omg I missed you so much! I'm so glad to hear you're doing well! *HUUUUUGS*

Also, I made a thread to show you something eons ago,
namely my (at the time) latest avatar since I knew you'd appreciate it,
buuuuuuut I'm way too lazy to find it so here:

Innit cute~? :3

 

[Xiporah]

biggrin

You guys are awesome. Maybe my own negativity just sticks out to me more than everyone else.

And that is a very cute avatar. :3

I'm still with Evil McBadguy. Our relationship is stronger now that I am happier as well. Tomorrow is our 6th anniversary, and we do plan on getting married in the next two years. I am still hesitant, but a friend's fiance died in June, and after watching what she went through and how his family excluded her from the memorial service plans (they were together for 9 years and she wasn't even mentioned in the eulogy.) I have kinda softened a little to the idea of marriage.

 

[Undecidability]

When y'all get married, I'm seriously going to send you a velvet Elvis as a wedding present.  

[Xiporah]

No idea. I don't know if we'll just do a courthouse thing or go to Vegas and throw money at them to have everything predone. I kinda wanna do Vegas, anhd kinda find a courthouse wedding apealing. As long as I don't have to plan it. I don't find weddinng planning appealing.

It'd be nice to have it on a Saturday and on our anniversary, so I guess that means I need to decide wtf Is less hassle before 10/1/16, which would be our 8th.

 

[The Reverend Menagerie]

Vegas, probably.


If I ever get married again, I want it done in Vegas by a transexual Korean Elvis impersonator. Possibly at a drive-thru.

I figure hit all the cliches at once.  

[Xiporah]

Soooooooooooo, the Belllagio has deluxe wedding packages for $2,000. It includes the officiant, photography, usage of the chapel, ride to the registrants office, use of the dressing rooms...we may have to do this.

 

[The Reverend Menagerie]

Xiporah

Soooooooooooo, the Belllagio has deluxe wedding packages for $2,000. It includes the officiant, photography, usage of the chapel, ride to the registrants office, use of the dressing rooms...we may have to do this.

But that's one of Terry Benedict's casinos....  

[Arianah]

Oooh oooh ooh! Can I officiate? I promise I will sound just like that dude from The Prince's Bride.

Mawaaaaaage.

And I know you were struggling because you told me, but you never came across as negative or bitchy. I'm glad the prozac helps.  

[Drakie Cakie]

Glad that you're doing better. smile