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PostPosted: Thu Aug 21, 2014 8:08 pm
Hi. I'm iPret and i'm 23 years old. I was diagnosed with depression about 10 years ago. I was on Zoloft for a long time and because I took it at night I would grind my teeth in my sleep. I didn't know it until my current boyfriend told me. So I went off it immediately because I didn't want to lose my teeth. That was four years ago. Beginning of this year I tried Citalopram and that made my appetite sky rocket and made me gain about 30 pounds. Went off that as soon as I noticed but it was too late. I am now trying to find another medication as I pretty much want to disappear. I am extremely shy and fragile right now but will try to talk. Thanks for understanding!  
PostPosted: Fri Aug 29, 2014 10:08 pm
Hi, Notochi here.
I joined because after making future plans with my girlfriend, she ripped my heart out and stepped on it.
Now I'm pretty sure she's mocking me, and I think I got hard core catfished.
Tch, that's just evil.


Anyway, I want to kill myself, but I'd like to enjoy myself a bit more before I tie the knot. (On my noose)  

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PostPosted: Fri Oct 03, 2014 7:38 pm
http://allpoetry.com/story/11682063-The-First--My-Beginning--by-Ghost9er <--- Just read this, it'll explain majority of my past, which ties in with why I'm here in the first place... I guess. smilies/emo.gif not like anything I say or do matters...  
PostPosted: Sat Oct 04, 2014 9:52 am
Hey.
I'm Mikke (pronounced Mick-a)

Where do I begin...?

I'm transgender, so every day I wake up and look in the mirror I struggle to see a glimpse of my true self. I'm not out yet, so I don't have to deal with a lot of persecution, but I do have to live with everyone treating me like a male. And I'm lesbian, so none of the women I'm attracted to are attracted towards me.

Sometimes I feel like... I don't even have feelings. The woman who I suppose I'm dating lost someone the other day who was basically family to them, and as she was crying into my neck it was then that I realized I had no feelings for her. Not only that, but I had not a single shred of sympathy for her loss. Sometimes I feel like I'm just an evil person.

Most of the time, I feel an immense amount of sadness that isn't appropriate to express towards others, even people who are my close friends. I'm obsessed with not being a burden on others. But the way that I see it, there are only three possible ways that a person can see me: depressing, boring, or annoying. Annoying is kind of the best I can be, because at least it means I'm trying to have fun. But I know that I'm not cute, or funny, or entertaining, not like my friends are.

Another thing I'm not good at is endings, so......

I guess that's that?
 

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PostPosted: Sat Oct 04, 2014 9:59 am
Kiwigama Wrote:
Hi. I'm iPret and i'm 23 years old. I was diagnosed with depression about 10 years ago. I was on Zoloft for a long time and because I took it at night I would grind my teeth in my sleep. I didn't know it until my current boyfriend told me. So I went off it immediately because I didn't want to lose my teeth. That was four years ago. Beginning of this year I tried Citalopram and that made my appetite sky rocket and made me gain about 30 pounds. Went off that as soon as I noticed but it was too late. I am now trying to find another medication as I pretty much want to disappear. I am extremely shy and fragile right now but will try to talk. Thanks for understanding!


Personally I would kill for your weight gain, lol...

Being fragile feels like a crime in public, like you could be accused at any moment of not being fun and bubbly, for not enjoying life as much as some others do, but it shouldn't feel that way here. I know how it is, needing a whole pile of kittens to cuddle with when all you have is one significant other, lol.

You can talk to me if you need anything, okay? Talking other people through their depression is like one of the only things that helps me... somehow I can come up with advice for others, but not for myself. Figures, thanks Obama lol.  
PostPosted: Sun Nov 02, 2014 6:36 pm
28 male... Born with complications that began being "addressed" at the age of 8, and through enduring a hell-life, finally diagnosed with a schizo-affective disorder at the at the age of 24. Been trapped in my own world my entire life and no one to join me, or give me a reason to not be. Life-long dependent, never been in a relationship and it looks like I never will be. ultimately tired and worn out long ago, and just dragging my feet for 2 more months before i call it quits.  

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