I can't explain how it hapened, but I challenge you to
Explain just how I fell into you.
There I stood, bubbly as can be,
And then you start being a jerk to me
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Tell me how it was you went from that to so sweet,
Because it's confused me for the past couple weeks.
You loaned an ear to listen when I needed it most,
Let me into your heart, and were a wonderful host.
You made me smile when all hope had gone
Restored all my faith as an anon.
But then I met you...
When we spoke the first time I was addicted to your voice.
Skyped 13 hours straight! Likely not the best choice,
But I don't regret a minute, because it was a blast
To see how long the two of us could last.
The longer we spoke, I got to know you more,
To a point where it felt like we had spoke before.
You read me like a book, examining every phrase,
Remembering every word, appreciating page by page.
Then you decided to ask me...
How could I say no to someone like you?
I felt so giddy, everything brand new.
Of course I want to see you and go out sometime.
Dinner sounds great, time just yours and mine.
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Excitement filled my heart, a rush I didn't understand
We barely knew each other, why does my trust expand
To a height so great nobody's reached?
All before we were even to meet.
But then I saw you...
Like a long lost friend, it was awkward at first
But surely our first meet could have been worse.
My day filled with thrill, a new high to me,
And after all that I decided this could not be...
It was all Inception! I'd wake up soon
Back at home, alone in my room.
But instead I opened my eyes, and there you slept,
Still next to me, where I wanted you kept.
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Even though we parted, I feel like I wake next to you every morning. Your presence fills me with hope and happiness, reason to get up and go every day. I know I can depend on you when something is wrong, and that you'll be there for me no matter what happens. The care you've shown for me in the short time we've experienced is one of the greatest influences I've had in my life. I want you forever, as I hope you want me in return.
Don't expect me to go until you ask, because although
I might not be the right one, and it might not be the right time, there's just something about us I've got to say, cause there's something between us anyway. You gave me reason to fill this hole, to wash this memory clean, and
I'll love you forever, forever and always, through the good and the bad and the ugly...
I love you Mer
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