kijo13
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- Posted: Sat, 18 Mar 2006 21:08:00 +0000
You are mechanical. You don't breathe. You don't live. You don't think. You just do as you are told. You cry at night because you aren't unique. You cry because you aren't really being you. You don't express emotions. You act indifferent to everyone. You are lying. To yourself and everyone around you. You are mechanical. You watch your life pass you by through tinted glass. You don't ask questions. You don't know of the lives that you ruin. You just spread gossip. You don't know why. You don't know that many people cut themselves because people like you. You apply your mak-up in heavy amounts. You don't ask why. You do it because your friends do. You do it because famous people do. You want to be beautiful. You just look like everyone else though. You put on the latest trends. You don't ask why. You do it because your friends do it. You do it because famous people do. You spend three times as much for name-brand. You eat low-fat foods. You don't ask why. The other girls say if you eat other than that you will get fat. You don't have normal food. Sometimes you throw it up. Sometimes you just don't eat. You want to be skinny. That way you could be beautiful. You go shopping. You don't ask why. You don't try other hobbies. Your friends enjoy and so do you. Or do you? You never questioned it. You never tried anything new. So how do you know? If you tried something new you could compare it. But you never have done that. You never even questioned it. I guess it is good enough. It would be ironic if you tried new things. Then turned out you actually hated shopping. And just didn't know it. And to take that furthur, maybe you like real food and just don't know it. Maybe you won't get fat. You won't have to starve yourself. You won't have to throw up. You won't have to insane workouts. You wouldn't cry. You would have to leave your friends to know. What happens when they are gone? What if they dump you? Will you try new things out of desperation? Or do you trust them enough not to ditch you. How would you know? You never asked. Try new things. Meet new people. Stop gossiping. Wear something unique. Don't wear so much make-up. Eat real food. Realize your true natural beauty. You would actually know true happiness. But I guess that is asking too much. You are mechanical after all.
kijo13 rolled 1 100-sided dice:
10
Total: 10 (1-100)
