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Michelle, my belle.
These are words that go together well,
My Michelle.



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Today, I contemplated life, death, meaning and what makes true greatness after talking about the Beatles with a friend. I love their music, and I love them, but every time I think of them I can only think of John Lennon and how he died because some fan was psychotic and obsessed with him. I've been hoping for direction in my life, because I don't know where I'm going, and music is the only thing I can picture myself doing sometimes. But... I'm scared. If I don't make it I just get lost forever in a sea of new artists struggling to be known. My life here is well spent, but I've made no imprint. If I do make it, I'll have lost something. I've seen what musicians can become, and most of them aren't very healthy people. They get into drugs, alcohol. Their fame tempts them, makes them think they can get away with things. And what if - if the impossible happens, and - I actually make it... what if I become too big? Too famous? What if I'm the one shot by the psychotic fan in broad daylight? What if I go down in history because of it, and not for my music?

Today, I woke up thinking that I was sure what I was going to do with my life, the same as yesterday and the day before. Tonight, I go to sleep afraid and unsure of what I'll choose or do or be or if I'll make my imprint on this world. Unsure of whether I want to try.

(Sorry for being a downer.
Edit: Ironically, my random post style just had to choose the one band that I don't (or do I) need the most right now.)


Michelle, my belle.
Sont des mots qui vont très bien ensemble,
Très bien ensemble.
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You’re half a world away
But in my mind I whisper every single word you say



Today I discovered a new song and I lovelovelove it!


And before you sleep at night
You pray to me, your lucky star, your singing satellite
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Today I played a lot of word games in the word games forum on gaia whee
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Today I didn't earn much gaia gold.
Today I bought the wrong hair.
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Today I decided was a good day.
Today, I ate cereal for breakfast. sweatdrop
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Today I woke up to the sound of my mom in the kitchen.
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Michelle, my belle.
These are words that go together well,
My Michelle.



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Today, I woke up better than I thought I would, but still very tired and confused. Feeling less weird than yesterday, but dreading having to make breakfast for my family.


Michelle, my belle.
Sont des mots qui vont très bien ensemble,
Très bien ensemble.
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Today I slept in, did (basically) absolutely nothing, had an existential contemplation in the evening about my future and what I should pursue in regards to my long-term goals and how I should go about obtaining them and am now drinking whiskey with black coffee.
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Today I woke up way too early thanks to my dumb sister, and now I feel like hitting myself with a hammer to go back to sleep.
Today I ate chocolate for breakfast. o3o
Today I made a promise to myself.
Today, I worked and actually enjoyed it for once.
Also, today, I ate...a lot. Bahaha.
AND I got my hair did. And it kinda looks like my avatar's. Seriously.
        Today, I watched Stepbrothers and decided it was the stupidest and funniest movie ever. x3

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