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- Jaiden felt like screaming just to let the frustration that he was feeling out. Half of him wanted to just hug his friend and get past this stupid fight and the other part of him wanted to hit Z. If the other would just let that grip on his arm go then maybe he could think clearly and wouldn’t have such conflicting emotions right now. But Zarek just continued to hang on almost like he just couldn’t let go which was something that Jaiden could understand. He knew that this little talk between them was only going to last for so long. Soon, one of them would say that it was enough and walk away even though the two of them had plenty to say to each other. The awkwardness that hung in the air though was thick and it was bound to get to one of them, or maybe even both, soon enough. And even though Jaiden knew that that was how this interaction would play out, he couldn’t help but wish that Zarek wouldn’t let go. That they’d keep hashing it out until the taller male realized how stupid this all was and would go back to being his dear friend and confidant.
He could see that one golden eye narrowing to glare at him, but he wasn’t about to just back right down. He knew how obstinate Zarek could get, oh god he knew, but he wouldn't have been so close to the other if he just let Zarek get his way all the time. So his multicolored eyes narrowed right on back as he glanced up at the other. ”You don’t know anything. How could you possibly know that it was more than once? You’re not even around to know why I do it,” he shot back. He knew better than to try to lie to Zarek as the other knew what his tells were, but he still couldn’t help but try.
Why was the other even so upset about it anyways? Deep down, Jaiden knew that the answer was because Zarek was still his friend and still cared but the other sure as hell didn’t act like it most of the time. It annoyed the blonde so much. He wasn’t there to stop the cutting from happening even though Jaiden had tried to get ahold of him, but now that the damage had been done he was going to chew him out for it? Yeah, that was fair. Jaiden’s eyes swept over Zarek and he could see the little details like those fingers curling up or the prickling hairs and knew that something was wrong. Obvoiusly they were fighting about a sore subject and this was the first time they had talked this much in a while, but it was still more than all that. Zarek was still acting…weird. Jaiden’s gaze went back to the other’s face and he let out a sigh. ”Why won’t you just tell me what’s going on?” he whispered as he doubted he’d even get a reply to that. He had asked it before, plenty of times once Zarek decided to start pushing him away but he never received an answer…at least, not an honest one. The other would either ignore him or just make up some excuse. Zarek could tell when he was lying, but Jaiden could do the same too. He still just wanted to know what it was exactly that was going on that made Zarek want to put space in between them. Even if the answer was that the taller male just didn’t want to be friends with him anymore because he didn’t like him anymore, that’d be fine as long as it was the truth. Jaiden knew that it wasn’t that though since he could tell that the other still cared about him as a friend.
Jaiden could tell that he was winning this argument as soon as he saw that ear blush making its presence again. He wasn’t sure if that made him happy or not because all that it meant was that he was right, it was none of Zarek’s business. He couldn’t have it both ways. Zarek couldn’t just be out of his life except for moments like this when he hurt himself. He lost that right as soon as he started to ignore Jaiden. Jaiden was conflicted again when he felt Z finally let go of the grip on his arm. He brought his arm back to his side too, his fingers automatically brushing against the gray fabric to make sure it still covered the bright red mark there. He was glad to have his arm back as he could think more clearly now, but also felt like Zarek could just bolt and walk away from him any second now again. He didn’t move as the other took a step forward and crossed his arms, actions that showed he wasn’t giving up yet. He let out a small bitter laugh at the other’s words and replied, ”So the only way I can get your attention is if I hurt myself? Then you’ll actually act like the Z that I know. Fine I’ll come back to you when I’m bleeding then.” He knew that his choice of words would most likely just piss Zarek further and he never would cut himself just to get someone’s attention, that’s not why he did it. Yet the words slipped past his mouth before he could stop himself. He readjusted the straps on his shoulder and said, ”My bags are getting heavy. I’m going to find my room,” before taking a few steps away from the other. He wasn’t sure if the other would stop him or not, but he knew he had to try to leave before he said anything else stupid.
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