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♫♪♫Åmy Lιη Ngγηη♫♪♫
[Muℓaη ]





I'm up from my d o w n
I turn it a r o u n d
I'm making it b a c k,
I'm not gonna
d r o w n



Amy jumped when he grabbed her arm but didn't look up at him. She held back more tears and looked up at him, he really meant it. "I-I no you're not an idiot, i don't even know what it's like to be blind. I just keep blaming what, happened on everyone else. It's not your fault that i have a screwed up life."


She knew he had never meant to hurt her and it wasn't even his fault. She was messed up since her mother had died and had done some things not even her father knew about. At least she had never done anything really bad, one of her old friends had gone off the edge when his girlfriend left him. He had been in depression but had hidden it so well with alchohol that one night he drove his car off a cliff. Amy shivered when she thought about the car hanging on a branch, with his limp barely alive body hanging from it.


Amy shivered again thinking about him in the hospital. He had been paralyzed, now she saw just how hard it was not to have something everyone else did. "I had a friend that was paralyzed in a car accident, though it wasn't on accident. He was so messed up just because his girlfriend left him. Good thing i didn't end up like him, huh."




I'm taking a st a n c e
I won't miss a c h a n c e
I want you to s e e
I'm not scared to d a n c e
 
     
 
Brandyn Jeremy Hatch Peter Pan


>>Peter where do you live?
>>>>>>>>>>>>It's a secret place.
>>Please, tell me!
>>>>>>>>>>>>Would you believe me if I told you?
>>I promise.
>>>>>>>>>>>>For sure?
>>For sure!



                              Brandyn walked slowly as Krysta thought of something to do. She was muttering questions about what there was, when suddenly she looked up, apparently having an idea. Before he knew what was happening, she'd grabbed is hand and started running. He ran with her, headed outside. She let go of his hand, and started her way up a tree onto the roof. She called for him to hurry up, and he laughed. "I'm coming, I'm coming!" he called, and followed the path she'd taken up the branches.

                              Stepping onto the roof, he looked out over the town. He could see several blocks away from the top of the tall high school's roof. Looking out over the parking lot, he saw the students beginning to file their way into the school, some less willingly than others it seemed. "The view is amazing from up here..." he marveled. "Ooh! There's the cafe we were at!" he said, pointing to the small building. As he looked over the town, he felt a childish sense of wishing. 'This must be what it's like to fly,' he thought to himself, grinning.




I have a place where dreams are born,
And time is never planned.
It's not on any chart,
You must find it with your heart.
Never Never Land.
     
NaNoWriMo '09
33.5/50K

Novel stats thus far...
Things Burned Down: 2
Characters Killed: 4
Main Characters Introduced: 5
Monsters Killed: 12
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Logan was glad that she wasn’t mad at him anymore. He had been really worried. ”Everyone has a screwed up life. Just different degrees.” That was something Logan thought. That everyone had problems and it was just different for each person. All you could do is get over your problems and move on. Sometimes it was hard and other times it was easy and everyone was different. He needed to follow his own advice sometimes he knew.

Logan didn’t really like the silence when someone was upset. He never really knew what was going on. He cleared his throat a bit. He wanted to change the subject to something that will make her happy. But he had no idea if she wanted to still talk about this. He debated in his head if he should attempt to or not. Maybe he should just wait for her to say something and then go off of that. He decided to just wait for her. He didn’t want to make things worse by talking again.



And out there living in the sun
Give me o n e day out there
All I ask is one to hold f o r e v e r
Out there where they all live unaware
What I'd give, what I'd D A R E,
Just to live one day o u t there.
 
     
 
        ♡ N odding and laughing as Brandyn pointed to the top of the little café they’d just been at, Krysta heaved a content sigh before plopping her petite body down onto the roof and making herself as comfortable as she could, pillowing her head with her arms and everything. Patting for the area next to her with an arm before retrieving the body part to assist the back of her head once more, the small seventeen-year-old sighed, looking up at the bright sky and clouds through her white-blonde bangs and grinning. “You know,” she cheerily quipped, “This is how our lives should be like; nothing to worry about or stress over. Nothing to do but have fun. I wish we could do this all day.” Of course, Krysta wasn’t suggesting that they lie on the roof all day and watch the clouds go by, but…that’d also be lovely, to just spend some time with Brandyn and chat about nothing at all.

        ♡ S hutting her eyeliner-mobbed eyes for a brief second, the green-clad girl opened them again just in time to see a particular cloud float by above their heads. “Look,” she laughed, raising a thin arm to point at the fat cloud above. “It’s a crooked little tree!” And it did look like a crooked little tree, a couple of the stumps even appearing to be covered with little circular things, as if they were entrances. “It kind of looks like a hangman game,” the girl mumbled to herself more than to Brandyn, and then her eyes lit up. “We’ll call it Hangman ____” she declared brightly, and nodded to herself, bringing back the arm that was trailing the cloud to cushion her head once again.

        T
        his is…nice, Krysta decided as she happily sighed once more and just shut her eyes, lying there on the rooftop of the school they were supposed to be in with her arms pillowing her head and her legs comfortably relaxed. That truly was the position she wanted to be in all day; lying down and enjoying the sunlight.
     

summertime
☺☮♥ Sophia Rose Mahinakeala Anderson ☺☮♥





              Sophie looked around her surrounding. A lot of people were in deep conversation. "Oh how wonderful.." She stood up and walked to the front of the building to sit on the curb. "Well don't I look like a hobo." She chuckled quietly to herself. Wondering where her little friend could be she texted her friend Ashelin, and josh. "Hey guysss.. what's up?. Snapping her phone shut, she thought of her family and how odd they were. Her phone rang. "Hello...? Oh Hi Mom"....."No, and who?"............"WHAT?!" She shut her phone with such force the back of her phone popped off. "Dammnit." She bent over to get the phone.

              Sitting back on the curb she wondered about the conversation with her parents. It fusrated her deeply. How could they do such a horrible thing to her? Why her? Rumaging through her bag she found gum and put it in her mouth. She awaited closely to hear her phone buzz for someone to text back. "It's strange that I'm just going to sit and nott.. Oh! Pretty flower! Getting up she plucked up the flower and put it in her hair. She smiled warmly at the little caterpillar eating a leaf. It was fat and smooth. "Aww, how cute."


I know you, i walked with you once upon a dream...
 
     
 

♫♪♫Åmy Lιη Ngγηη♫♪♫
[Muℓaη ]





I'm up from my d o w n
I turn it a r o u n d
I'm making it b a c k,
I'm not gonna
d r o w n



Amy thought about his answer, it was like he thought so carefully about what he said. Of course he probably did, always. Maybe it was just part of being blind but she thought it was a good thing. She never thought about what she said, she just blurted stuff out and hoped it didn't sound stupid. "Yeah you're right, but i don't understand why people hide it sometimes."


Now something else was prying at her, she really wanted to know if he had been blind all his life or not. But then again she knew it would be rude to ask. She looked at him and decided that maybe it wouldn't be so bad just to ask him. "Oh and um, i hope you don't mind me asking but i was wondering if you've always been blind?"




I'm taking a st a n c e
I won't miss a c h a n c e
I want you to s e e
I'm not scared to d a n c e
     
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Logan shook his head. He never really did mind when people asked how it happened. He figured that if he were in their position he would ask the same thing. ”No I don’t mind. I used to live out in the country with my family. Around the age of nine I got chicken pox on my eyes. Because of that I started to lose my eyesight and it was gone completely when I was twelve. It’s not so bad. I at least got a chance to go to a school to learn what I needed to know before I became completely blind.” He smiled to show that it didn’t bother him all the time.

He wondered what time it was. He didn’t want to have class start because then this conversation would end. It was nice. It started out kind of rocky but now he was really enjoying himself. Logan reached over to his left wrist where a wristwatch was. He flipped the glass cover off and gently let his finger glide over the hands of the clock. He still had time to talk to Amy. That was good. ”I apologize again for what I said. I try not to let the fact that I’m different get to me. In fact I can usually go months without it coming up. Some days it’s just hard though.” Logan hopped that understood. She probably did and he was more than likely just over stating everything but he always liked to be sure that people knew what he was talking about.
 
     
 

♫♪♫Åmy Lιη Ngγηη♫♪♫
[Muℓaη ]





I'm up from my d o w n
I turn it a r o u n d
I'm making it b a c k,
I'm not gonna
d r o w n



Amy felt so bad for him, what it must've been like to lose your eyesight at such a young age. "I'm so sorry that it had to happen to you, at least you weren't born with it though." That was something Amy was afraid of, losing sight. She was even afraid of the dark, it made her feel so alone. She didn't think she could live with blindness, it would kill her. "I don't know how you do it. I've always been afraid of the dark."


Amy felt kind of embarrassed saying that, she always felt like a five year-old being afraid of the dark. She hoped he wasn't the kind of person that would laugh at stuff like that. "And it's okay, i understand, well maybe i don't but i know what it's like to be different. And it can be hard, i know."




I'm taking a st a n c e
I won't miss a c h a n c e
I want you to s e e
I'm not scared to d a n c e
     
>>>>>>>>>£ o G Λ N
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>>>XXXXXX● ●XXX● ●XXX



Logan shrugged. "Don't be sorry about it. It's really not that big of deal. I can still do most of the stuff that other people can. And I can proudly say that I am no longer afraid of the dark." He smiled to show her that he was joking around. He liked being able to joke around like this. He hardly ever did. His mother would always give him this look when he tried. Granted he couldn't see this look but she would always get really quiet and Logan remembered what his mother's little looks were like. His dad wasn't like that but his dad also didn't live with them in town.

Logan wanted to know more about this girl. He didn't know much considering he just met her and they had started talking about his eyesight problem. "So enough about me. What about you? Tell me about yourself. You already know quite a lot about me." Logan was interested in what she would say. He liked to learn about people.
 
     
Electricy sparks inside of me and I'm free
I'm free
 
Ĵøsн______Bιαkə______Ёиgəl


Ðîмîтяî





The Jester of the court
Twirls ideas in his head
While he prances around




Somebody cleared their throat quiet loudly behind him. Josh was then tapped gently on the shoulder by the girl behind the counter. He smiled charmingly at Emilia and turned to smile at the girl. "So what can I get you?" she asked him. Without a second thought he looked over at the muffins and pointed to a blueberry muffin. "I'll have the blueberry muffin and a chai latte..." he said. At the last second he hesitated, still unsure about the muffin, but in the end he gave in and nodded his head vigorously. Finally, a decision he could live with had been made. The girl punched in the order and announced the total cost of his little adventurous meal. Josh pulled out his wallet and paid the girl, stepping to the right so other people could order while he waited.

He didn't go back to rejoin the group, mostly because he had spaced out and completely forgotten that he had come with them. But that was normal, after all he had been a loner for a long time. Again the girl tapped him on the shoulder to get his mind back to reality. She held out the muffin and the cup of the latte to him. With another smile he took the food from her and thanked her. He walked out the door and his phone rang in his pocket. For some reason he was expecting some strange motherly message from his parents. Anything from his parents! Carefully he maneuvered the drink and muffin all in one hand as he pulled out his phone. A crooked grin overtook his face as he saw who the message was from. Sliding out the keyboard he began to type back:

'Hey there! You didn't hear me callin you at the cafe? I just got my usual with a muffin smile I like to think I'm feeling adventurous today.

Josh finished typing and slipped his phone back into his pocket. After getting the food and drink in both of his hands he took a sip of the latte and smiled. He eyed the muffin before taking a bite, it was good! Many bites and sips later he was done with the muffin and halfway done with the coffee. He was almost back in school, which made him shudder, well school grounds that is. Instead of walking closer to the school building he sat under a tree nearby and drank more of the latte. His brain had been dead of ideas since a few days ago. It was a phase that he would have to overcome....a very bad phase at that.

([ There all better (= ])


________________________________________________________________________

Because sooner than they ever thought
His ideas would have earned him the title of
The King of Jokers and Deceivers
     

♫♪♫Åmy Lιη Ngγηη♫♪♫
[Muℓaη ]





I'm up from my d o w n
I turn it a r o u n d
I'm making it b a c k,
I'm not gonna
d r o w n



Amy was shocked that he wanted to know more about her. She guessed she felt that way because back in Japan she'd known all her friends since she was very little. "Well i'm from Osaka, Japan. You've probably never heard of it, it's kinda small. My full name is Amy Lynn Ngynn, uuh i live with my dad, you know about my mom. But you don't know she had cancer but died of a cardiac arrest."



Amy had never realized how little she'd ever had to tell someone about herself, she found that she couldn't think of much to say. "Back in Japan, my friends were all guys, I love to read, I like to play soccer, and i love to sing. Just so you know i have dark brown eyes, and dark brown hair, of course i'm Japanese.




I'm taking a st a n c e
I won't miss a c h a n c e
I want you to s e e
I'm not scared to d a n c e
 
     
Like walking into a dream, so unlike what you've seen So unsure but it seems, 'cause we've been waiting for you' xD

 
☺☮♥ Sophia Rose Mahinakeala Anderson ☺☮♥





              Before picking up the flower, she felt a vibration from her pocket. It was a new text message. She popped it opened and smiled. 'You did? Well.. i heard a faint call i turned around and I saw you but you were already heading inside the cafe. xD Lol. Mm. Muffin? I love blueberry muffins. ( : Anyways... hmm. Adventurous. Sweet, come over to my house wink NAH. just joking. Where you at? She sent the message and grabbed her small volcom bag and stood up.

              Sophie walked around to the big lawn and saw some guy sitting under a tree. She smiled and walked on forward. Making sure he couldn't see her she went around the tree and the opposite side and sat down. "Hah, i'm sitting on the other side of a tree, BWAHAHAA.. Awaiting for Josh to text back, she pulled out some homemade cookies she got from her house that morning. Before the tiresome morning, and attempt to wake up. She smiled while taking in a big bite of the cookie.



I know you, i walked with you once upon a dream...
     
Ĵøsн______Bιαkə______Ёиgəl


Ðîмîтяî





The Jester of the court
Twirls ideas in his head
While he prances around




After he was done with the coffee he set the cup down on the ground beside him. But he wouldn't leave the ground littered, he'd pick it up eventually. Josh crossed his arms behind his head and leaned more comfortably against the tree. The sky looked strange with the puffy looking globs floating in it. Had it always looked like this? It had been a long time since he had taken the time to look at it and actually think. His phone rang and he dropped a hand to his pocket, not wanting to take his eyes off the sky. But in the end he had to to read the message. Grinning again he began texting back:

'I couldn't control myself any longer!!! I really needed the coffee xD. Don't know where you live!!!! So that's an issue isn't it! I'm underneath a tree near the school.

To make himself even more comfortable he took off his bag and laid it down as a make shift pillow. He rested his head on it and put on his head phones. 'Back to Sky gazing...' he thought. This would be an interesting hobby. Dorky by his terms, but interesting. Plus he was sure his parents would like it better than having him go jumping around on a bike. With that thought he remembered that for another month he'd be a free man. Out of sheer joy he closed his eyes and threw his fists in the air. He liked his parents, but they liked controlling him too much, so in the end he became rebellious and decided to start the pranks. Speaking of which! A genius idea had made its way in his mind.

Josh propped himself up on one elbow to free his bag and get out his notebook and a pen. With awkward scribbles he wrote down his new idea and placed everything back in its place. He had all the things he'd need at home. Anyways he had been meaning to get rid of the noisy ferret his parents despised ever since it made its way into their toilet. The ferret wasn't so bad but so far it had caused him nothing but headaches and he had only kept it to spite his parents. Almost nobody knew about it outside of his house. If the thing was caught he hoped the science teacher would want to keep it as a pet or something. Josh put his head phones back in his ears and continued looking at the clouds.


________________________________________________________________________

Because sooner than they ever thought
His ideas would have earned him the title of
The King of Jokers and Deceivers
 
     
IsxxS P E E C H L E S S.
 


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Dαηvєrs




She wants to go home but nobody's home
that's where she lies broken inside.
No place to go;
to cry her eyes broken inside



Claire was almost done with her breakfast. She took a sip of hot coffee and sighed. She really didn't know what to do. Everyone around her was already in a group and she didn't want to interrupt Josh and another girl while they were talking. Claire kind of wondered their relationship was. She looked across the cafe and peaked a look at him. She blushed and looked back out the window. Claire was blushing so much she didn't even pay attention to the guys behind her. She didn't know why she was even peeking looks at him. He complimented her and she was going crazy already? Claire didn't even know what her relationship was with him. Besides, he probably already has a date. No hope of trying to get him to be your date. Look for someone else. Claire was obviously desperate...way to desperate.

Claire looked outside the window. She saw that Josh was already leaving. Claire didn't have the sense to go after him. She knew it would've sent him a wrong signal, and aside from the fact that Claire was going to drive to school and Josh had walked to the cafe. When Claire had finally looked up, a girl had been standing there. Claire looked around and saw that every other seat had been already filled. The only seat that had been open, was the one in front Claire. "Uh, yeah, sure. Go ahead." Claire said, softly and smiling. The girl looked to be about Claire's age. She was pretty and seemed nice.

Claire took a sip of her coffee. She liked it sweet. She took more than five packets of sugar. The sugar didn't even pile up to make her fat. Claire was naturally skinny. She had a condition where she ate was burned off right away. It was quite between her and the girl across her. It felt awkward to her and she said, "I'm Claire, you go to Serenity High, right?" she smiled and took another sip of her coffee as she waited for the girl to answer.




Open your eyes and
look outside find reasons why.
You've been rejected and
now you can't find what you left behind.



     
go to myspace.com/ahmadelattar & listen to the songs!
<3
Add him too. ;]
☺☮♥ Sophia Rose Mahinakeala Anderson ☺☮♥





              Smiling she felt a vibe from her pocket. "Well, I can always take you to my house ; ) It doesn't have to be an issue. Hmm. I hope your head is hard, cause it's gonna have a fall.

              Crawling on her stomach, Sophie laid next to josh on the grass. "What's up?" She smiled. Looking at the clouds she noticed how they made an "O". My stomach is an giant O I'm starving. Now sitting up she turned her head to look at josh. She couldn't wait for prom to come along. But, she wondered if he was the dancing type.

              Wondering what new scheme today would hold, she thought about it. When thinking a little info note in the back of her mind popped forward. "hot chocolate!" "Be right back." Standing up to grab the drink and her things, tossed her bag against the tree and continued to sit back down. Feeling a nice breeze pick up, she let down her natural black hair to enjoy the wind as well. Thinking back when she was younger and her other friends back home, she wondered if they missed her. Her mind travled else where to other places in her extradorinary mind. Lying now, next to josh looking up at the sky once again she smiled slightly to herself.. Letting her day dream once again..

              "Oh Fin..Tonight was just amazing." She grabbed his hands and interlocked it with hers. ... For some strange reason. She couldn't daydream today. Weird..



I know you, i walked with you once upon a dream...
 
     

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