Demonic high~! (C/U FOREVER)

[ChaoticDownpour]

((well katie the girl that was talking with us on three way... well kindra cant check her email cause of her parents... now someone hacked my email and said crap like oh Dont be friends with Katie etc etc. I tried to explain my email was hacked but i dont think she believed me... NOW SHE IS GONNA TELL KINDRA AND KINDRA IS GOING TO HATE ME!!!!!! *sits in corner and sobs*))

[Princess_Sakura_Flower]

((Well, if you did say it then why would you try and cover it up? That would be a good point to bring up. Katie has a thick head if she doesn't believe you.))

[ChaoticDownpour]

((i dont care about katie! I just dont wanna lose kindra again for something i didnt do. and right when she finally started to like like me! *cuts wristss*))

[Princess_Sakura_Flower]

*takes razor* Stop it, if she truely liked you she would listen to your story and understand.

[ChaoticDownpour]

((i hope... cause i think i am truly in love with her. i feel so lost without her. like nothing else matters. AND SHE DIDNT CALL TODAY! *sobs* im having a sucky day))

[Princess_Sakura_Flower]

((Mine sucks too. other than the fact that I saw one of my three bestest buds. I SAW KRISTEN CHAN TODAY :3 Haven't seen her in like a few months. Along with Lindsay, my other friend))

[ChaoticDownpour]

((*sits in corner and mopes* *curls up in ball*))

[Princess_Sakura_Flower]

((*sits down next to the ball* Maybe she has changed, alot of people change. Maybe this time she will actually follow her heart, if she doesn't then she is a total moron.))

[ChaoticDownpour]

((*sigh* i just wanna talk to her. or get some sign that she isnt mad at me. Or proof that when she told me she loved me that she meant it.))

[Princess_Sakura_Flower]

((I wish she would call you. It isn't right for her to put you through this pain. You became depressed for her, then she fills your heart with joy, then with your heart she just ignores it. That jerk, she needs to call you!!!))

[ChaoticDownpour]

((yeah i think my heart is crumbling. god i sound like im from a crappy love movie but thats how i feel. im sitting listening to emo boy music.))

[Princess_Sakura_Flower]

((Ooooooh who sings it? Linkin park is my fav. Within temptation is good for some emoish songs. Oh god, I sound emo ><. Hearts crumble sometimes, but eventually they start to rebuild, they just need an helping hand.))

[ChaoticDownpour]

((without her i dont think it would ever rebuild... maybe partially. but never fully. I have never felt this way about any other girl i have dated...))

[Princess_Sakura_Flower]

((Well, if you doubt that it will ever rebuild then it never will. Sometimes you just have to take a chance with things. If you loose the game just play again. Sometimes you win, sometimes you loose.))

[ChaoticDownpour]

((i guess... im willing to take a chance with her. Im just afraid to lose *sniffles*))