[Bellatrix Raven Ja‘Dore]
Bella smiled at Adrian and gave him to friendly kisses on his cheeks ”Hey Adri- Whoa…” She was cut off by Damien reaching out and pushing the hair out of Adrian’s eyes to get a better look at what Adrian was so ashamed of. Bella was shocked, and speechless ”Damien….” She shook her head slightly, Adrian was so sensitive about his eye, and Bella knew that just by the way Adrian had hid it just as he started talking to Damien. Bella shot Adrian an apologetic look, not knowing how he was going to react. When he just ran off, Bella wasn’t surprised. ”I’m so sorry Adrian.” She called out to him hoping he would come back, but again it was no surprise when he just kept walking as fast as he could down towards the road. ”Don’t think its your fault…” Bella murmured as she turned back to Damien, ”After his accident he just hasn’t been the same..” She smile weakly at Damien to show him she wasn’t upset at all, just a little shocked. ”I’m sure he’ll come back and talk later, he is just really sensitive about his eye… He had an accident while working in a factory making blue jeans and some chemicals got into his eye causing him to go blind... Its just been hardship after hardship for him from there.” Her voice was a whisper, the way her voice sounded almost made it sound like the tragic event happened to her. Like Adrian, her eyes were focused on her shoes as she walked. Her thoughts were swimming again never able to focus on one subject for to long, Bella shook her head, she was being self centered again, ”Maybe I can’t do this on my own.” Bella thought aloud, but then shook off the idea of seeing help to get away from her troubled past, she didn’t need help. The one who needed help at the moment was Adrian. Bella thought about going after him, but she knew he most likely wanted to be alone.
Bella began to walk to the front doors of the school again, trying to forget the awkward moment that she just experienced between herself, Damien, and Adrian ”Oh, so Pinky do you want to meet me in the music room or do you want me to go with you to your dorm? I still want to see those piercings.” She wanted to change the subject as quickly as possible, knowing that if she dwelled on it for to long her past memories might rear their ugly head and cause her more mental distress than she just gotten to recede slightly. Bella looked up at the much taller Damien with a weak wry smile. The smile wasn’t the ‘100 watt’ smile she normally gave, but one that looked like she had forgotten how to smile and was trying to learn again. Bella shook her head again, finally forgetting about the awkwardness. Another one of her many talents was that she could store pain, or anger until she couldn't hold it in anymore. She put on her best smile and looked back up at Damien with her deep blue eyes. Hoping that what had just transpired didn’t ruin the mood that Bella had worked so hard to get him into. Damien was so much more fun, in Bella’s eyes, when he was happy and smiling.
When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday…"