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Post: 43429441_46 created on Sat Sep 20, 2008 11:38 pmPosted: Sat Sep 20, 2008 11:38 pm
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BENALEXLUTHOR (the whispers that it won't last roll up and down the pew) ![]()
Her cynical musings on weddings that were scarily similar to his brought a bemused grin to Ben's lips. Brides were supposed to be like Blair - well, like Blair before she dropped the baby bomb - happy and delirious and painfully happy. He could understand why - well, maybe not understand, but he could at least see why - she wanted to marry Nate, to feel that security. To know that someone actually gave a ******** about you, and would at least put up the pretense of loving you till death parts you. Load of s**t. Love didn't exist. "No, Bella," he instructed her. "Weddings are used so we won't die alone," he told her with a shrug. Why else would people tie themselves to each other? Fear of loneliness. It was as simple as that. She dangled the ring in his face, her tantalizing fingers so close to grazing his skin. She was so right. That ring wasn't a fairytale. It was a death sentence. "Then what is it?" he asked, but his question got lost in her own steady, slightly threatening words. She warned him not to ******** up the wedding - what wedding was she talking about? Blairs or hers? He was dangerously close to destroying both. "I don't define love...it doesn't exist," he told her, raising his eyebrows as her lips formed a devilish smile. Her hand was pressing against his chest, and he could feel the light scrape of her fingernails against the fabric of his shirt. They were dangerously close now, their lips separated by a few mere inches. One innocent kiss couldn't hurt, right? "And to be honest...I never really imagined you to be the blushing bride," he murmured as he leaned his head forward, his lips finding hers with a familiar ease. He had chosen Blair over her...why? He slid his hand onto the small of her back, running up her exposed spine and back down to the edge of Nate's boxers that she was still wearing for some reason. At the moment, Ben didn't really care that he was kissing someone else's future wife. He didn't really care that she might be using him to get her last ******** out of her system - he was sure that the idea of only having Nate to sleep with for the rest of her life was exactly appealing. He didn't really care that his girlfriend was somewhere in this hotel, that her fiance was in the same room as the engaged girl he'd already kissed and knocked up. None of that really mattered at the moment. It was as if soon as thier lips touched, all those other thoughts fled his mind like a criminal at a crime scene. All he wanted right now was to be with Bella again. This would only make the situation worse, for everyone...but all those logical concerns were no longer important. Everyone else could go to hell - this was what he did best, after all. He just ******** things up. It was practically expected of him out of this point...and they couldn't let everyone down now, could they? Not once considering pulling his lips from hers, Ben put his other hand to the back of her head of silky brown waves, gently pressing her down against the mattress. Yeah...sure, just one innocent kiss. There was no such thing as an 'innocent' kiss in Dalton Heights. Especially not when Ben was involved. |
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