┇↣ ⋮Hey! Where will you be waking up tomorrow morning?*
- - -Out the backdoor goddamn but I love her anyway
xxxxxxHEY
- - ---I love her anyway
____ ( __OUT THE BACK DOOR_❦_GODDAMN BUT I LOVE HER ANYWAY__ )
__ ( __MISS JACKSON, MISS JACKSON_❦_MISS JACKSON____ )
Are you nasty?- - ---
Miss Jackson, Miss Jackson, Miss Jacksonxxxxxx
Are you nasty?- - -
* I love her anyway ⋮ ↢ ┇
Those dark hazel eyes stayed looking ahead as the taxi moved through the streets, she wouldn't have acted on her feelings of need. For what would they have given her? Marc was distant and even in company his fake 'all is great' stand was wearing very thin with her. She looked out of the front window. Remembering a time where the lift was where they'd get started, they hadn't been able to wait to get back to his place. She knew it was the reason the feelings had stirred up, gone where the days they couldn't keep their hands off each other. The silence between them passed and she had finally spoke, he took his time in answering and all the while, her eyes stayed forward. She wasn't sure why she'd come, she didn't really feel the need to be in public right now. She felt him shift, an arm was around her shoulder and she reacted naturally. She leaned into him a little and looked up, all anger she felt slipped and for a moment it felt right. Then he kissed her forehead and he spoke, the conversation sounded forced. She was so sick of tiptoeing around the elephant in the room. She nodded at his answer and looked back forward, wanting the journey to be over already. She needed a drink and some company she felt at ease with. No confusing emotions or conflicting hatred and love, where the hell was Rach when she needed her?
She was well aware of the reputation she had, for someone so small she packed a hell of a punch. She stood up for what she believed in and so where had that gone with Marc? She knew it all came down to stupid feelings and love. She loved him. She knew it would have been healthier for the both of them to split. Perhaps after he found out her secret, he'd do it for them? He obviously didn't want to be with her and so why was he hanging on? Pride? Well if her secret was revealed tonight, his pride was going to get crushed. They were not perfect, far from it. He'd lied, she knew he had -though there was no solid evidence. She wondered who it had been with, someone she knew? She frowned, someone she was close too? They arrived and Marc acted in his usual way, opening her door and slipping his arm through hers. He always lead her in a way she felt she was leading herself, she knew he'd mastered this move a while ago. The waiter arrived with the champagne and she took it from Marc as he handed it to her. Allowing that to be her answer instead of answering him. She scanned the crowd and saw Rach and Riley, though with Nessa, she figured they'd go that way. They didn't, Marc grumbled something about a proper drink and lead them towards the bar. She frowned a little and wondered what that was all about, had Marc fallen out with Riley or was it something else? Someone else...did he have an issue with Nessa?
Between shifting between conversations and looking at his phone Hattie was growing bored. What was it with him tonight? He seemed more on edge than usual...was he worried what the Blaster would say about his dirty little secret? She forced herself not to frown, allowing a blank look to pass through her features. As if she wasn't bothered by the way he was acting, it seemed he couldn't wait to leave her. He started a conversation and she heard his phone go off once more. She bite down on her lower lip and unhooked herself from him, she leaned on the bar and looked at the bar tender. "I hope they are paying you loads to deal with this crowd." She said, her voice smooth and her smile was natural. "You do know who's party your at right? Of course I'm getting enough." He grinned easily. Hattie laughed and looked at him. "Do they pay you extra for the bullshit?" For a moment he seemed shocked with her honestly and then he grinned. It was as if he'd made his mind up in that brief conversation that he liked her. She ignored Marc whilst he was so engrossed in his phone and seemed to follow someone's movements out of the door. She didn't care who it was, she was passed caring tonight. Bring on the Blaster and let the drama unfold.
The Bartender seemed to snap back to the reality of the situation when Marc spoke once more, he moved his eyes away from Hattie and looked at Marc. Smiling professionally, he got both drinks which were ordered and passed Hattie's to her personally, his own hand brushing against her finger tips. She didn't notice, for Marc had regained her attention. She turned away from the bartender and looked at Marc, the bartender went to serve someone else, leaving the couple alone. She almost didn't want him to have her attention, from his half sentences and distractive phone, she felt like she was in the way of some new found relationship with him and his phone. She rolled her eyes at herself and brought the drink to her lips, wanting to do something with her hands. She looked cool and collective, like she was in complete control and she looked at him and watched him trip over his words. He seemed to want to try again but had they ever stopped trying? "I-" It wasn't to be, someone broke into their conversation and called her by name. She arched her eyebrow at the male and wondered where she recognized him from. She didn't manage to say anything, about loving him too, if they could really work, whether they were kidding themselves, nothing escape those kissable lips as he told her to stay here. His window for leaving her had arrived and she watched him go.
Normally she wouldn't have done as he asked because Rach was her best friend and she didn't like to be told what to do. But Rach would hate being rescued and she didn't feel the need to follow Marc. She let him leave her, it seemed they had been edging towards this all day. Had shopping taken all his fake front out of him? She downed her drink and gestured for another one, within seconds she had the bartenders attention once more. "I think I'm going to get into girls, reckon I'd make a good lesbian?" He cleared his throat, where the mental images already in his head? She grinned in a mischievous way and shook her head. "Men are so easy." She said in a bitter manner and wondered if the bartender was single, how easily could he be lead astray? How easily could he break the heart of someone he loved? She turned around and then looked around, her back now to the bar. She sipped her new drink and studied those that had arrived. She got her phone from her bag and opened up a new message, sent a text and then slipped the phone away. She didn't need it attached to her hand, she was not Marc.
To: Vlad
From: Hattie
Scared our little secret will get out? wink
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