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- Posted: Sun, 09 Nov 2008 17:04:25 +0000
"It's always darkest before it turns absolutely pitch black."Ally R.
Ally took stable sips of her latte. Her mind, right now, was like a notebook. It used to be a notebook with crammed in pages, but now it was just either scorched into ashes or thrown away or just entirely blank. Either way, all that it meant was she had no idea what was going on. All Ally Rose knew was herself and her innocence. For as far as she knew, Ally was in the clear. Sometimes, like now, she can sit and wonder if there was another clarification for always being blamed on.
Maybe she was blameworthy, one way or another.
Maybe she wasn’t, everyone was blind and deaf.
Maybe she’s blind and deaf and doesn’t have any control over herself anymore.
Maybe this was all true, how would she know?
A small amount of tears rolled down her cheeks, but no one seemed to take in, as usual. Wiping them off with her wrist, Ally took another swallow of her latte. I didn’t murder him she thought over and over again. I wouldn’t do anything to harm him, I was reading my f***ing horoscope was all. No, Ally could never slay her one and only sibling. It was just that, he crept over the pool and…drowned. It wasn’t her mistake. Her mother can’t just blame her for something she didn’t do.
But she can, because she was doing it for years now. Not just her mother, every other darned person too.
Maybe she was blameworthy, one way or another.
Maybe she wasn’t, everyone was blind and deaf.
Maybe she’s blind and deaf and doesn’t have any control over herself anymore.
Maybe this was all true, how would she know?
A small amount of tears rolled down her cheeks, but no one seemed to take in, as usual. Wiping them off with her wrist, Ally took another swallow of her latte. I didn’t murder him she thought over and over again. I wouldn’t do anything to harm him, I was reading my f***ing horoscope was all. No, Ally could never slay her one and only sibling. It was just that, he crept over the pool and…drowned. It wasn’t her mistake. Her mother can’t just blame her for something she didn’t do.
But she can, because she was doing it for years now. Not just her mother, every other darned person too.


