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- Posted: Sat, 08 Nov 2008 18:16:53 +0000
They Thought She’d Take It
Her father was abusive, he was a horrible person set on ruining everything everyone he had. He was a control freak. He drove her mother crazy, he ran off her brother. All that was left was her, and she was determined to stay there and take it, as if she could prove something. Unfortunately, she had been born with his temper—he pushed her too far, and she was ready to push back. He was threatening her with a gun, but she wasn’t entirely sure that he would pull the trigger, because then who would he mistreat? She was stronger than he thought she was. She ripped the gun out of his hand and turned it on him—he hadn’t thought that she would actually pull the trigger. He told her she’d be nothing without him. She wasn’t so sure, but driven by anger she pulled the trigger, and fled the house. The police caught up with her, and she was tried, but proved innocent—they claimed that the murder was self-defense. She was in prison for a month. She isn’t sure that he deserved it. She thinks that maybe he was just trying to be a good father, she beats herself up. She hates herself for killing him.
She's pretty sure she's nothing without him.
Maxine Loraine Miller// Shrapnel Kitten
She's pretty sure she's nothing without him.
Maxine Loraine Miller// Shrapnel Kitten
They Thought He’d Be Okay
He lost everything to love. He was going to marry the girl of his dreams, who’d convinced him that she loved him, and everything else. She left him standing at the altar. What little money he had left after paying for her dream wedding she stole, she ran off with the Best Man, and left him with nothing. He was kicked out of the apartment, and lost his job because of a depression that was beginning to cause the customers and other employees, what the employer called, ‘discomfort’. He had nothing, and everyone promised him that another day, and he’d be fine. He’d bounce back. He still hasn’t and is even to this day living in a slump, living day to day with no idea where he can get a next paycheck.
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They Thought It Was Her Fault
Everything is blamed on her, and for some reason, everyone accepts that as if they saw her do it. She has the worst luck, and everything seems to be crumbling on her, just everything. So, because of that she cannot keep a job, a relationship, or anything. No one feels that they can put faith on her, and she’s beginning to believe it herself. The horror of everything that has happened to her is beginning to take its toll, and it’s something that she can do absolutely nothing to help. Even her family does not trust her enough to help her. It looks like, at this rate, there is nothing she can do to save herself from the pit it seems like everyone is pushing her towards. She’s hit rock bottom, and no one wants to give her a hand up, or throw her a rope.
Ally Banks // xosweetlyinsanexo
Ally Banks // xosweetlyinsanexo
They Thought He Was Perfect
Even when he was a child his smile could illuminate rooms, and his charm was flawless. He seemed so perfect that everyone began to lean on him. But when something began to happen he was falling apart inside, and there was absolutely nothing he could do about it. He was afraid to ask anyone for help, because he was supposed to be stable. He was supposed to be perfect, so he kept pretending. At this point it is unbearable, and he feels absolutely trapped. Crumbling from the inside and too petrified to get help for himself—he’s beginning to fail as help for others. He’s afraid that that is going to cost him friends, family relationships, everything. And without any of that, what will he be? What could he do? He’s paranoid, perhaps, but he can’t help it. With everything falling in on him, he’s too trapped to even be able to think without more walls caving in.
Nick Naovo // Wildstripe
Nick Naovo // Wildstripe
They Thought She Was Sweet
In a selfish world, she cares about everyone. She holds everyone over herself, and now the weight is so heavy that she’s beginning to collapse under it. But, in a selfish world, no one notices. No one cares to help her. No one wants to be placed down, to care about anyone else. In a selfish world, she’s slowly killing herself—and she can’t even notice because she doesn’t look in the mirror often enough to see what is physically happening to her. Even now, she has not noticed the bags darkening under her eyes, the exhaustion that can be seen in her every move. She’s falling apart, crumbling under everyone she cares about, and their weight—but no one seems to care about her enough to save her from what will, ultimately, be her death.
Nina Rosalie Edwards // A D D I C T E D smexiines
Nina Rosalie Edwards // A D D I C T E D smexiines
They Thought He Was Stronger
He was put into jail for something that was not his fault, something he did not do, something that he took no part in. He did time for it, a good bunch of years. And it ruined him, it broke him down. He became paranoid, afraid of anything that could happen. He withdrew, and feared speaking to anyone. He saw only the darkest sides of people, and couldn’t find a silver lining to the cloud that he knew was, somehow, endless. He felt enveloped in something dark, and even now, he feels there is nothing he can do about it. He knows he needs help, but everyone he wants to ask for assistance from, he can only see them failing him; himself failing them. Distress, depression, all he sees.
Jason Dante Connor // Geektastic Shortie
Jason Dante Connor // Geektastic Shortie
They Thought She Was Better Off
She gained everything she thought she’d ever want, in a single day. She became wealthy, got a big house. But she couldn’t be happy—because of her riches people flocked her, and whenever she reached out, hoping to find a friend, she would only find someone fake. No one wanted to really be there for her. So, she started to dress poorly, she started to hide her face in public, she would introduce herself with false names, mimic fake accents. She keeps reaching out, but all she can catch are elusive clouds.
Rose Sabaki // RoseAnki
Rose Sabaki // RoseAnki
Matches Made iN Heaven—But They Met iN Hell
Perhaps in pairs these social-rejects can help each other save themselves.
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