Summer lovin' [Yaoi rp] (Filled)

[master-of-snow]

C H i E << y a m i >> K o T o A N A

i WRiTE SiNs, NoT TRAGEDiEs . . .

He listened to the boy, and he smiled as he heard that the person Alexis was talking about found someone. "Well, I wish it was that simple...to just find someone...good luck to you finding someone...but no one wants someone who constatnly sets an experiation date on their own life..." he said, shaking his head now...

"You'll find someone...you're kind and caring...wish someone would care as much as you do..." he said, standing up now, holding his cut wrist in his hand. He looked kind of like a sad pupppy or some other sad, hurt creature...

[CuddlyEmoKitten]

ღ A l e x i s L a c e r d a ღ

He gave him another pout. “If you don’t mind my asking…why do you want to die so much? Life…can’t be that bad…I mean…nothing in life is that easy, but killing yourself isn’t an option for anything, no matter what you’re going through. If you really need someone to talk to…then I’m here. I know that you don’t know me all that well, but I won’t go blabbing anything to anyone.” Nah, he wasn’t that kind of person. If it was something really important and not something that should be shared…he didn’t talk about it to a third party. Not unless he REALLY thought the other person really needed help.

He sighed and looked down at the ground. “I’m sure there are more people who care…I can’t be the only one in the whole world. Please don’t give up.” He wondered what had happened to the other that makes him want to kill himself so badly. Alexis couldn’t imagine what it would be like to be so…suicidal. “Let me help you…Please?”

There he goes
He's walking away
And each step he takes
Brings heartache my way

[master-of-snow]

C H i E << y a m i >> K o T o A N A

i WRiTE SiNs, NoT TRAGEDiEs . . .

Chie blinked, and then allowed a smile to the boy. "You're...actually the first one to say that to me..." he whispered softly, looking at the boy in the eyes. He looked away for a bit, sighing softly. "It's just...no matter what I do at home, my parents don't look at me really...nothing I do is good enough for them..." he muttered quietly.

He gently rubbed his wrist again, wincing slightly as it was feeling irritated again...

[Spidrei]

☀☁D e r e k Alexander H a r r i s

This is not the man I hoped to be
And I'm just trying to stop the bleeding
I don't know how to word it
I just started to deserve it
And all my, all my faces are alibis
And me, I'm half the man I wanted to be

Derek sighed and nodded. "Yeah, it really has been what seems like forever huh?" He nuzzled his face into Riley's neck slightly. He sighed and kissed his neck. "That boy hated me when I came out. He just didn't understand I didn't want to live a lie, but in reality he was living the same one!" He said with a small grumble. He shook his head and smiled when he felt Riley's arms wrap around him. He smiled and closed his eyes. He wondered if it could stay like this just stay in this moment, just be like this forever. He opened his eyes when he heard a branch snap. He pulled away from Riley to see Cory with a smug smile on his face. "Tsk tsk tsk. Should you really be doing that out in the open?" Derek blushed hard and looked over at Riley.

[master-of-snow]

// GAH! stuck again... //

[rocker_gal226]

Sometimes being different...


~{J} o s h {M}ichael {L} a n c i n g~


...isn't such a bad thing.


Josh hugged Hunter and snuggled up to his best friend. He was trying to slow down his harsh breathing as he coughed a few times roughly. He listened to the soft sound of Hunters breathing and sighed softly as he cleared his throat with a cough and wheeze. Joshs breathing was hitching up still and he let out a wheezy breath of air. He looked at Hunter and coughed again roughly. "I hate this. My chest is really tight Hunt,"Josh said softly as he squeezed Hunters hand gently.

Josh pressed his inhaler to his lips again and quickly and breathed the medicine in deeply. He was wheezing and trying to slow down his harsh gasps and wheezy breaths for air. He leaned heavily against Hunter and winced as he breathed. He was feeling terrible and couldn't fall asleep even though Hunter was laying right next to him. He was stressing out as he breathed, trying to keep calm and breathing deeply. He hoped that Hunter would keep calm as he wheezed. He took a strained breath and looked up at his best friend. He looked at Hunter and blinked back some tears. "I h-hate to say this, but can you please get the nurse? My chest is really tight,"he wheezed softly with a few coughs.

To: Derek
From: Josh
hey.
what's up?
hunter and i are going back to the cabin so i can catch my breath.
i had a bit of a flare up, but i used my inhaler.
don't freak out.
i'm fine.

Josh looked at the text he sent to his brother and bit his lip, hoping Derek wouldn't come running. "I need to breathe easier, but I just can't and it sucks,"Josh said with a raspy sigh. His shoulders were shaking rapidly as he breathed and he leaned over, hugging Hunter tightly as he wheezed. "Please get the nurse hun,"he mumbled softly with a rough cough and heavy wheeze. Josh coughed harshly and took another deep, wheezy breath from his inhaler before he coughed again. He was panicking again and he tried to slow his gasping down. He hoped Hunter would get the nurse so he could breathe better and be so wheezy. "I c-can't sleep Hunt. It's really hard to breathe,"Josh muttered weakly before his lips parted and rough, wheezy coughs left them quickly and harshly. He gripped Hunters hand tightly again and sat up clutching his chest, trying to take deep breaths of air. Josh closed his eyes dizzily, trying to focus on breathing and not hyperventilating as he hoped Hunter got the nurse.

((REPOST!!!!!!!. I'll post again as soon as the new Camper 5 person posts, kay? Don't get too far ahead please while I wait. Thanks y'all!!!!!!!!))

[CuddlyEmoKitten]

ღ A l e x i s L a c e r d a ღ

He pouted again. “Really? That’s just….horrible. How can you be like that to your own kid? My parents knew I was gay the moment I put on a dress, and that was when I was a one year old. Apparently my cousin, who is about the same age as me, came to visit and I put on one of her dresses and wouldn’t take it off.” He giggled a bit at that. “I was such an odd child, but my parents loved me all the same. I’m happy for that. For all these stories I hear how parents of homosexuals just…disown them, or completely ignore them…I get sad. Then I start to think about what if my parents were like that? I’m happy that they’re not.” He then sighed.

“But…to have parents who make a child feel like they're not good enough…its wrong. So wrong. I can’t imagine how that would feel.” He loved his parents, and his parents always made him feel loved. No matter what he did, they couldn’t not love him. His mother…well, she was one of those mothers who were so proud of their children. His father was the same, but he was more strict than his mother. With him, you couldn’t get away with much. Unlike with his mother…she hated punishing her children.

“You know…I know you don’t know me and I don’t know you, but if you ever need or want a place to stay, you can live with us. Mom…would want to help you. She’s like that. See a kid in need and just has to take them in.” He then looked down at his wrist again. “Please get that looked at? It would make me feel a lot better if you do…”

There he goes
He's walking away
And each step he takes
Brings heartache my way

[master-of-snow]

C H i E << y a m i >> K o T o A N A

i WRiTE SiNs, NoT TRAGEDiEs . . .

Chie looked at him, and he smiled. "I'll get it looked at..." he whispered, not responding to what the kid said before. "I feel like I'm the camper here, and you're the counselor...though, I never went to camp..." he whispered, sighing softly as he started to head to the camp nurse. He didn't know if the kid would follow him or not...he actually did want the boy to come with him...he wouldn't actually ask the kid to follow him though...

[CuddlyEmoKitten]

ღ A l e x i s L a c e r d a ღ

Alexis shrugged a bit. “I just don’t want you to…hurt yourself…And this is my first time at camp. I don’t know what goes on at camps…Though I have some kind of an idea…from movies and all…” He then started to follow the boy, just to make sure he went to do as he said he would. He didn’t like to be lied to. And he thought if he followed Chie, then he’d get the wound looked at so it would be…better. He just hoped it didn’t happen again. That would be horrible.

There he goes
He's walking away
And each step he takes
Brings heartache my way

[master-of-snow]

C H i E << y a m i >> K o T o A N A

i WRiTE SiNs, NoT TRAGEDiEs . . .

Chie let the nurse take his hand to look at his wrist, after Chie walked into the 'infirmary'. The nurse started to talk frantically about how killing ones' self was so pointless and selfish. Chie ignored the nurse, rolling his eyes now. He didn't want to hear the crap from this idiot, in his mind.

I don't need to hear this... he thought, wanting the little 'check-up' on his wound to end. The nurse cleaned the wound, wrapping the gauze around his wrist. Finally, Chie was allowed to leave, and Chie did so...

[Moirica]

Get it back, get it back, get it back now
Right now and leave it all far behind
Get it back, get it back, losing track now
Lights out, it's the only way we're gonna survive
The thrill is gone we need a change
Don't hide, don't sugarcoat the pain
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☽Riley Andrew Thompson☾

Riley had to admit he really loved it when Derek nuzzled against his neck like that. God how much he had missed this. He nodded in agreement when Derek said how Josh had hated him when he had come out. It had been pretty bad, Riley remembered. He had taken a lot of the crap too when he had been brought home. He remembered how he had broken down a bit after meeting Josh the first time. He had hated Riley so much and afterwords Riley had gone to Derek and told him that maybe they shouldn't be together because he didn't want to make things hard for his family. Derek had just laughed and then kissed him and told him that he didn't care how Josh reacted, nothing would make him leave Riley. He smiled softly at the memory and pressed closer to Derek. He was happy in their little bubble when he heard the annoying voice of that doctor. He frowned a bit, more at the fact that Derek pulled away and blushed then anything else. He just smiled at Derek though and then turned to look at Cory. He smirked, "I think we can do whatever we want in public. He is my boyfriend after all." He emphasized the last part, an answer to the question the doctor and jokingly posed in the hospital. Derek was his boyfriend again now and Riley wasn't going to let a creep like that come between them.

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