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ღ A l e x i s L a c e r d a ღ
- He looked at his brother and gave him a small glare. Sometimes he thought his brother really hated him. He just had that…feeling. He had noticed the way that Josh had snuggled and cuddled into Derek, and how Derek held him back...It made him jealous. Truth was, he didn't know if Jake would ever hold him like that...like a brother. The thought made him want to cry, but he tried not to show it. He wouldn't let jealousy get in the way. He sighed and looked away. There was nothing he could do about that. While it was true about what he said, Riley was the one that offered. And it would probably get it whatever it was off his mind. He knew that if it was him, he wouldn’t want to think about it too much. Who would? Having your heart broken in front of other people…probably hurt even more. And it was embarrassing. Again, Alexis couldn’t really tell what Riley was going through…His own ex had broken up with him in his apartment. Yes, he had a boyfriend that was two years older than him…But he was cheated on as well. Apparently Aaron…felt that he was too old to be dating a kid and he just forgot to tell Alexis about that. And it really did hurt him. He didn’t feel good enough for Aaron…and maybe he wasn’t. But…that didn’t mean that there wasn’t anyone that was just for him. Aaron was not it, so Aaron didn’t really matter.
Alexis gave Josh a smile. “You’re welcome. I’m happy to help,” he said as he took a seat on the chair Josh had just gotten up from. “But you should still take it easy. You may be able to breathe, you need to just rest.” He was sure that Josh already knew all of that, but he just wanted to say it. He wasn’t some stupid model that didn’t know anything. He wasn’t a genius, but he wasn’t a complete dunce. He tried not to panic when it came to situations as such. “But you know, your brother was right. You should have let him call the paramedics if you didn’t recover soon…” And he didn’t know exactly how long it had been since the beginning of the attack. It was ten minutes of trying before calling the paramedics…Or at least that was what he read.
He smiled a bit and looked at Derek. “Josh is right. I mean, I don’t know anything about what went on between the two of you, but to me, its quite obvious you still have some feelings for each other. And I’m not trying to butt in…Its not my business, but if you love someone, you want to show them that you love them, right? Go talk to him…I’ll stay with Josh if you want me to. I know we don’t know each other, but I promise I won’t let anything happen." He then looked at Josh. “I can sing for you! I love to sing!” He loved to sing a lullaby that his mother sings to him…She tries to do it every night, but with modeling, it was hard sometimes, but all Alexis knew was that he loved it when she sang the lullaby to him. And he learned it so he could sing it to his love, or his children.
I'm giving you everything all that joy can bring this I swear
And all that I want from you is a promise you will be there
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☀☁D e r e k Alexander H a r r i s
This is not the man I hoped to be
And I'm just trying to stop the bleeding
I don't know how to word it
I just started to deserve it
And all my, all my faces are alibis
And me, I'm half the man I wanted to be
Derek put Josh's inhaler away and smiled softly. "I'm glad that you can breath." He ran his fingers through his brother's hair and looked at him still worried. He knew that it might go down hill at any moment, even though it would be very rare for that to happen. He
He smiled when Josh rested his head on his chest but of course the smile faded the moment he mentioned Riley. It was replaced with a bit of pain in his eyes. He stroked the boys hair and nodded but he didn't say anything about Riley. He didn't want his brother to start having another attack when he found out his brother was an a** who cheated on the man of his dreams. He'd tell him when he was back home or when breathing wasn't something that could be taken from him.
"Really?" He looked at Josh apologetically. "I'm sorry you found out that way kiddo but I'm sure if you had had sex with her it wouldn't have turned out well at all." He smiled when his brother said he wanted to sleep off the attack. "Okay, I'll go find Riley and you sleep promise that you do text me the moment you can't breath. I'll run all the way back." He moved the boy to bed and smiled. He kissed the boy's forehead and covered him with the blanket. "I'll see you in a bit." He smiled and looked at Alexis. "I'd really be very grateful if you did watch over him. Oh and don't let his weaken state fool you, he's a lot to handle." He felt a bit embarrassed by the fact that Alexis had also made his feeling about Riley and Derek's situation, what they didn't know was he had already tried to fix it but he hurt Riley badly that a sorry was not going to fix it. He kissed Josh's forehead and thanked Alexis again before he left the cabin.
He stood in the camp site and looked around. He didn't see Riley anywhere but he knew exactly where he was. He walked along the beach and headed to the rocky cove. He saw the back of Riley and all he wanted to do was come up behind him and hug him, tell him everything would be alright but he resisted and walked over to the boy and sat next to him. He didn't say anything for the longest time before he cleared his throat. "I'm not pulling any favors and I'm not going to ask you to do anything you don't want to but... Josh doesn't know what happened between us and with his asthma acting up I don't want anything to stress him out." He looked down at his hands. "So, in front of him can we pretend that we are friends and there isn't hate between us? I don't want anything bad to happen to him and you know how bad news stresses him out and..." He blushed when he realized he was rambling. He looked at Riley and smiled. "You know I've missed this place, and I'm really glad that I can share with Josh. I-I want his first time to be as great as our first year here." He looked out at the water and shook his head. "Sorry, I know that the way things ended with us wasn't the greatest, but I still consider you my best friend and as my best friend I feel I should tell you that Josh might be gay... So if you see him acting weird around the other boys that's why."
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Jacob Lacerda
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-----------------------------------I really don't like to.
-----------------------------------Lying just really isn't my thing.
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- Finally gathering the rest of his stuff, which took much longer than was necessary, Jake simply sighed as he leaned against the back door. "Ugh. I need to blow some steam." he mumbled, reaching into his suitcase. "I know it's in here..." he said to himself, rummaging until he sighed and gave up on finding the article of clothing he was looking for. "Screw it. Don't need swim trunks for a lake anyhow." he declared while putting the suitcase and all his stuff in the passenger seat. Closing the car door, Jake stretched lightly as he moved in the direction of, what he assumed, was the lake. 'Course Jake was actually just guessing in what direction the lake would be, but no one really needed to know that.
Somehow making it to the lake's edge, even he didn't know how he managed to do so, Jake grinned as he sat at the edge of the water. Due to his moderate annoyance at Derek, which was understandable, Jake was actually rather oblivious of anyone and anything around him other than the trees and such. "It's a shame Derek is so intent on getting him back." he mumbled to himself, laying back and starring up at the sky. "I wouldn't mind dating Riley." he said, using the same level of voice. Sure someone could possibly hear him, but they'd have to be sitting next to him. And he was fairly certain that he was alone at that particular moment considering he stuck out on the bank.
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-----------------------------------------------------------------------'Sides, I'll come out eventually.
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C H i E << y a m i >> K o T o A N A
i WRiTE SiNs, NoT TRAGEDiEs . . .
- Chie was retightening the bandages on his wrist when he heard someone muttering something to themself. He blinked, looking over in the direction of the noise. "Dammit..." he muttered softly to himself. I would have rather been alone...I like lonliness... he thought, sighing softly. He saw the guy that was muttering to himself, looking him up and down.
"Are you another counselor here?" he asked, scratching his wet and shiny black hair. Might as well strike up a conversation...or at least try to... he thought, sighing internally. If this didn't work though, Chie was seriously considering leaving and letting himself get depressed somewhere unknown. He then started to lightly rub his bandage, and then holding his arm behind his back. I'd rather not talk about my problems if I can help it... he added in his thoughts.
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