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- Posted: Fri, 30 Mar 2012 05:28:47 +0000
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- YOU'GETTAKENALLTHETIMEFOR'A'FOOL x ✶
- xxxxxxxI || DON'T || KNOW WHY
xxxxlxxxxYOUR SO GULLIBLE || BUT I DON'T MIND
xxxxxxxTHAT'S|| NOT THE PROBLEM
xxxxxxxxxxxAND I DON'T NEED ANYONE WITH ME RIGHT NOW
xxlxxxxxMONDAY || TUESDAY IS MY WEEKEND
xxYOU GET TAKEN || FOR A FOOL ALL THE TIME
↬I DON'T KNOW WHY↫
- xxxxxDestery could slowly feel his concsience slip from him even while being completely oblivious to it, he had already forced himself to think that it wasn't anything to do with his DID.. but; he ended up being dead wrong like always. His heart began to pump fast in sudden rush of anxiety, making him breath harder-- but, he wasn't being loud with it. In fact he was being quite secretive when he least expected it, his eyes darted at Snow and the other girl. As he didn't say a word, just looked around him. Everything was making him paranoid at this point, he could hear thoughts that weren't really his-- Like if someone else was thinking within him; and that was just scary as s**t. "Eh..." Escaped his lips, being as speechless and having so many thoughts rushing threw his mind at once. What the hell could he even begin to say? Not to mention that it hasn't happened to him in quite some time, he'd think that it would just go away.. Nope, sadly disorders like his don't seem to work that way. They kick in and kick out as they please, no ifs, no buts. Destery again shifted his body, removing his back from his chair and scooting up to the table a bit more. Putting his elbows on them, and crossing his arms. Just staring in complete blankness, in which was his mind.
'Who are you people..?' Echoed threw out his head as he again looked up at the other girl; his vision was just as blurry as his mind, and quite frankly.. Destery didn't even know how to answer the question, he was in a spiral of endless thoughts. He was still mentally there though, holding himself from a cliff-- eventually his arms will give out, and eventually.. He'll fall. For now though he held on as good as he could, still being oblivious to what was going on with him. Destery looked to the side of him hearing Snow make a remark to the comment; he could barely even remember what it was even directed to. But she said he was a bad boy, true. So all the man could do is make a nod, "Yeah.." With a voice sounding like a dog whimper, a deep one or something. What sucked was that it couldn't be obvious that he was feeling sick, because it was only mentally. The only things that'd have signs of physical sickness was anxiety and light headed feelings. Of course they can't notice those things right off the bat, they aren't doctors.. it don't need no doctor to see that s**t all the time depending how it bad it can get though. You just know when something just isn't right.
It wasn't clear to him to whatever was going on around him, what was being said, and why he felt so ill. Destery's eyes wandered off around the room that looked as though it was spinning. He was on drugs to to top it off, for all he knows it could be a bad trip leading to a bad mental trip- He's never had a bad trip on any drug though, so it'd be highly improbable if it were the cannabis. Even if it was it wouldn't stop that guy from doing any drugs, seriously. Destery's mental fingers were slipping off the edge of the cliff at this point, and before he or anyone could even know it. He was gone. His vision went black though his eyes were still open, but it wasn't the Destery from before seeing what was sought through his lazy eyes. The Destery that Snow and everyone else had known, just wasn't there. Who knows where he could be? In the deep depths of his mind that seems to stretch as far as the universe goes..? No one knows.
Destery.. or who ever the ******** this guy was now, looked at both of the girls with wide eyes. Scanning them down like if they were a whole new species to him, then he turned his head in several motions while he looked at the ceiling and everything else that seemed to pop out at him. If you want; you can resemble him to looking like a lost puppy, it was clear that the Destery now. Had no clue what was going on, where he was, who he was with; and why he even looked the way he was. He shot his head back at the sudden voice of Snow, it seemed as though she was talking to him.. He wasn't to sure, all he could do is make squinted eyes at her pretty face. "What on earth..Is she talking about?' He finished his sentence threw his thoughts, its all he could really say to Snow's explanation to why she was touching him from before. He didn't remember so it just didn't matter anymore. While letting his eyes drift from Snow to the other girl, a drawing was being held before Snow and himself. So he looked at it with a frown, not because he didn't like it, because he just didn't know what the hell was up. Were they in some classroom? He began to suppose so.
Before Destery knew it he could see another picture being held up, but to just him. But instead he only scanned the picture for a few seconds to he laid his eyes on the girl instead, that he felt was far more interesting then that picture would ever be. The thoughtless boy scanned her lovely teal blue hair, and all of her other features that then lead to her eyes. That he gazed in so hypnotically. Till he shook his head, snapping out of his small trance-- "What? Who are you..who's..-" He stopped himself, in temptation to ask 'Who's Destery.' but, he quickly connected the dots. "I-I'm Destery ?" Wanting to clarify if that really was his name of his host, which he knows nothing about. Another odd thing about that disorder is that, only the main personality could hang on to memory's. The other was just there, and when it came out it would take some progress to remember simple things such as his own name; his actions however stood the same. Still narcissistic during progression.
The sudden actions of Snow reaching and touching Destery's forehead made his eyes shoot up to look at her hands for a split second, till they went back to her face. The look on Destery's face was just complete and utterly clueless, Destery reached his hand and grasped it against her wrist. With no pressure--"Wha-? Why are you even doing this? I'm fine." Swiping her hand away from him a little, carelessly. Destery couldn't help but laugh, he wasn't sure why he found the whole occasion so funny but.. He laughed away. "Pff-- I'm perfectly fine!" He let out ending off his laughing fit. Destery's aura and mind was just different now, it wasn't hard to notice when you already know the way he normally acts. Destery looked around the room a bit more, putting his arms off the table and let them fall to his lap. "Hm, Where are we?" and no wonder why it was so hard to make friends, no wonder why he didn't attend practically all of last year.. Hopefully it wouldn't be a long ways on telling Snow why he was acting the way he was, once he gets back to his normal self.. Losing a best friend to something at the means of this, would make him want to stab holes in his chest.
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