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- Posted: Tue, 18 Aug 2009 09:33:21 +0000

A beautiful woman sat impatiently upon a chair which overlooked the entire yard, teasingly twisting a loose stand of dark brown hair. She could not rationalize with herself right now, all she knew was this sight will not be with her for much longer. The time passed like sand through the hourglass of her life, she knew that the sand would soon run out. Felicity was always one of those women to be extremely emotional, and now was defiantly no different. It was one thing that she would not get over as easily as she did other things. Felicity found herself drowning in memories of when she first moved into the Starke household. The memory was as vivid as the surrounding skies blue skies, but as uncertain as the gray clouds that lick at the edges. Back when she was first starting off, Felicity did not realize how much she would fall in love with the four children that Mr.Starke had brought up. It was funny how something so lovely could tear someone apart. Felicity let her hand fall onto her lap as she snapped back into the reality of which was her life. It was hard to figure out why she thought that she could stay there forever when it was so evident that children grow up. Young Nathanial was now ten, and the eldest is now seventeen. Mr. Starke agreed to allow Felicity to stay until she could find a place to stay; after that, she was on her own. Being around the children all the time, she did not have the time for men, let alone herself. The children were ready to grow up and they did not need a governess anymore. A tear trickled down her cheek as she thought once more about the aging children. Her heart reached out so far to these children, so that knowing that they did not need them anymore made her heart break in two. A small tap on her shoulder made her jump and fly onto her feet. There before her stood a eight year old beauty; Jaquie was now awake from her nap. A smile was on her face until she seen the sadness that was in Felicity's eyes. Jaquie walked over to her, wrapping her arms around Felicity's waist pulling herself closer. "Are you okay, Ms.Felicity?" She asked, her warm brown eyes finding those of Felicity's.
"Of course I am, Jaquie." She said in a cheerful voice; whether she felt it or not. " What are you doing up?" She asked, rubbing the little girls head.
"I got ever so restless... I wanted to go to the hills again today!" Jaquie chimed, letting go of Felicity."Can we please go?" She asked, tilting her head to the side slightly.
How could someone say no to a child so cute? " Of course we can, Jaquie. We just need to wait for your brothers to get up, and for Tallen to come home with the carriage."
"Where did Tallen go?" Jaquie inquired.
" He was asked to call by Viscount Middleton." Felicity replied looking off of the balcony. " He shall return in no time at all. I requested him to return so that we could go to the market." She smiled down at Jaquie who was smiling back at her.
"Of course! We shall wait! Do you want to come play with me and Polly?" She asked. Polly was her favorite doll that Felicity had bought for her recently.
"No my dear, I need to go make some lunch. Why don't you..." She knelt down and looked in her in the eyes. "... Go downstairs, get Polly, and meet me in the kitchen, and we will cook something together, alright?" She smiled that matched that of Jaquie's. Jaquie nodded and ran off towards the door. "Lady like, Ms.Starke." Felicity said pushing herself up, touching the side of her nose gently. That was something that Jaquie and her shared; a secret. Jaquie turned and tapped the side of her nose as well and then fixed her dress and her posture before exiting the room. Felicity adjusted her corset and then looked at her reflection in a mirror that was on the opposite side of the room from where she was. Walking over to it, she looked at what a mess she looked like, a frown gently pulling at the corners of her mouth.
"Frowning will give you wrinkles, Ms.Worthington." The voice made Felicity jump slightly, and she turned to see Mr. Starke standing in the doorway. Felicity gasped and adjusted her posture. 'What is it with me today? Jumping at every sound?" She flicked the losse strand of her brown hair behind her ear, making sure that it was hidden away.
" I am sorry, sir. I shall not frown." She said, smiling in his direction.
" It is quite alright, frowning is not always the worst thing to do." He said, walking over to her, standing behind her. " Sometimes that is all you can do." He had a frown upon his own face, he was obviously thinking about his wife. It was so hard for some people to understand Mr. Starke and the things that he said, truth be told, Felicity did at times too, but she knew all too well what made him upset. Mr. Starke had a strong heart, but when his wife died, it took him a while to recover. At times, she would find him passed out drunk in his bed chamber, and asking, pleading out for his wife. It was hard for her to realize that what had happened to his wife devastated him, but once she did, she did all in her powers to keep his spirits high. Felicity turned to face Mr. Starke, placing her hand on his face.
" But frowning gives you wrinkles, and you don't need more of those do you?"She asked, smiling, removing her hand from his face.
" Oh, Felicity!" He chuckled, shaking his head. " No I do not need more wrinkles." He looked at her reflection in the mirror. " What am I going to do without you here?" He asked, placing his hands on his sides.
" You will prove to be the best father you can be." Felicity smiled and turned to face herself in the mirror once more. The two of them stood there for a matter of moments until Mr. Starke reached his hand into his pocket pulling out a small box. Felicity turned to face him, and he opened the box, extending his hand out to her. In the box, was a beautiful necklace adorned with diamonds and sapphires, in the shape of a heart. Felicity's mouth fell agape as she looked at the necklace. "Is... Is this for me?"She asked her hands floated to her mouth to cover the hole that was now there.
"Felicity, you are an important part of this family, and always will be. We love you, and I love you. You are like my daughter, and it is time that I showed it to you. "
"There is no need for this! I...I don't know what else to say...."
" Thank you will suit this just fine. " He smiled taking the necklace out of the box and unhooking it. " Turn around. " He said, Felicity did as she was told. He removed the necklace that was just there and placed it on the table next to them and then he placed the other one around her neck. Felicity's hands floated to her neck, caressing the necklace gently.
" Thank you so much, Mr.Starke" Felicity said, practically in a whisper.
" Don't mention anything about it, it looks wonderful on you. Maybe you should wear that white dress of yours with it tonight. " He said, motioning to the beautiful gown that say waiting patiently for her.
" You...You...You got me a dress?!" She looked wide eyed over to Mr.Starke, her head shaking slightly. " I....I cannot accept this!"
"You are far too modest, Ms.Worthington." He said, chuckling again. The dress was extremely extravagant. It was a simple white gown with blue sequence adorning the bust area, as well as lace bordering the cleavage, it was far too beautiful.
" Why on earth did you get this for me?"
"You must have forgotten, the party tonight? At the Edwards Estate?" He smiled and walked towards the door. "You have to get ready, I will send Romina in to help you get ready." He smiled.
" But wait! What about dinner? And I was supposed to go to the market with Jaquie!"
"She will understand. Just get ready.I will have the chefs make dinner, it is their job. And I will have Tallen go to the market. It will all be okay." There was no arguing with him, because he was out the door the next minute. Romina stepped in the room and looked at Felicity.
"You ready, to get ready?" She asked in her thick Spanish accent.
" I suppose I am..." Felicity said, walking over to Romina, tuning her back to her so that she could undo the corset.
It was about an hour later and Felicity was finally ready. She walked down the stairs to be met by the eyes of all of the people from the household. The light pink colour on her cheeks deepened as she met the eyes of Mr.Starke. " You look wonderful!" Chimed Jaquie who was now at her side. " We are going to be taking you and then going to the market!" All Felicity could do was smile, and that was all she ended up doing. It wasn't much longer until they were in front of the Edwards Estate. Felicity found herself standing outside of the carriage, saying her goodbyes to the family. As she walks up to the door, she glanced around at the extravagant estate in front of her and all of the foliage around, it was wonderful. She was now at the door, awaiting for someone to answer the door after she had knocked;and it wasn't till then that she noticed the other people waiting as well. Her cheeks instantly turned a bright shade of pink as she adjusted her skirt uneasily. It then she turned her head to see her dear friend, Camille. " Camille? Is that you? How lovely it is to see you once again!" She chimed, turning her body to face the extravagantly dressed woman to which she was addressing.
