Jayybirrd
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- Posted: Fri, 15 Aug 2014 02:02:35 +0000
- xxxxwell ixxxx never knewxxxx you
wish i xxxxcould have xxxxsaved you
casualty of all the pressure
shame shame shame that our homecoming queen
that we put on her
was a lot like you and a lot like me
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NOW WE'VE LOST HER FOR GOOD
shame shame shame that our homecoming queen
that we put on her
was a lot like you and a lot like me
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NOW WE'VE LOST HER FOR GOOD
Life was far from perfect, and Harper King knew that. Hell, if anyone knew that, it would be her and the people she was living this crazy life with. Put simply, Harper was the matriarch of something that was way bigger than she was, but she couldn't turn them away. She was only twentyfive, and she would have sworn the weight of the world was on her shoulders on more than one occasion. Which, just by itself is one thing, but when you've got the deck stacked against you, things are a little more complicated.
Harper had been awake for a little over an hour, going through her "normal" routine. Fifteen stretches with her arms up in the air, fifteen grabbing her toes. Repeat. Ten jumping jacks, and if one was missed, all ten had to be started over. Twenty crunches, and if something didn't feel right, she started back to one. Harper was obsessive compulsive. She had already gone through each set of the exercises twice, and was now half way through the third, and if all went correctly, this would be the last set. "Eighteen, nineteen, twenty." She finished the last one and laid on her back on the floor, her chest rising and falling a little faster than normal. This felt right. There was just enough of an ache as she tried to lift her arms, and she was just tired enough, to where if she closed her eyes and relaxed, she would be able to drift off to sleep again. But that would mess everything up.
Her lips parted slightly as a sigh slipped through before she stood up and looked around the room, her hands on her hips. From what she could tell, everyone else was still asleep, which was good. In this house of homeless youth, the longer everyone else slept, the longer Harper had to get herself under control. Long legs carried her silently to the bathroom, where she shut the door, making sure not to let click of the door wake anyone. In this cramped space, this was where she sorted herself out, and got herself under control.
Practiced and knowing hands reached blindly back behind the mirror, finding the hidden bag filled with the white powder. Harper worked quickly, lining out a small bit of the white powder on the counter, and inhaling it quickly through her left nostril. Eyes watering and trying to not make a sound, the girl wrapped the bag back up and carefully hid it back behind the mirror, before letting herself sink to the floor. Back against the bathroom door and eyes closed, Harper waited patiently. Thankfully, it didn't take long, before she felt her heart start to race, the blood in her body working double time. Her eyes shot open, looking quickly around the bathroom. Sink, toilet, shower, cupboard. Nothing abnormal in the room, but to Harper, everything might as well have been alive. She would have bet money that the sink grew legs and was walking around the small space, throwing water on her. But why was the water from the sink red?
Once the initial high wore off, Harper was able to look around and see the room for exactly what it was: a run down bathroom, with a drug addicted adult sitting on the floor, dried blood on her face and shirt from her nose. "s**t," she mumbled as she stood back up, turning the water on at the sink, and washing the blood off her face and shirt the best she could. Once she felt at least presentable, she dried her face with the cleaner, bottom part of her shirt, and quietly left the bathroom.
Harper heard the commotion of everyone downstairs. She quickly changed her shirt, putting on a worn, soft, long sleeve black shirt. She also quickly changed out of her pajama pants and slipped into a pair of jeans. Making sure she has cleaned all the blood from her face, she hurried down the steps to join the rest of the family.
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somebody's daughter looking for somebody to love her
guess no one really saw her
somebody's daughter looking for somebody to love her
guess no one really saw her