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- Posted: Wed, 23 Dec 2009 04:01:36 +0000
XXXXXXXXGenevieve Lauren Maxwell
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I'm only up when you're not down.
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground.
It's like no matter what I do.
Well you drive me crazy half the time;
the other half I'm only trying to let you know that what I feel is true.
And I'm only me when I'm with you.
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground.
It's like no matter what I do.
Well you drive me crazy half the time;
the other half I'm only trying to let you know that what I feel is true.
And I'm only me when I'm with you.
- The knock had caused for Genevieve to look up, and come to see the person she needed. Her hope flourished quickly, and then just as quickly, fell as she remembered the words she had said. Quietly, and without a sound, she watched him, unable to look away from the boy she had so rudely blown up at. The boy she had changed so much for. At the mention of his being an idiot, she bit back the urge to say the words she was thinking 'You, you most certainly are. It was a good thing she succeeded in remaining quiet too, as he moved on to her change in appearance and perhaps even her attitude, given the recent events. Was this the Viva she wanted to be? The girly, prissy one that had to work at her appearance every morning? She did enjoy some of the aspects of 'producing' her look. It felt good to look pretty. And then he said the words that she seemed to be waiting for for most of the day. 'I've figured it out' Still, he had to have added the words I think in front of them, but Sam wasn't stupid. Slow with certain things, and definitely the party kind of guy, yes. But he wasn't out right stupid.
With his line at the end of his spiel, she had to crack a smile. "Needle in a haystack" she corrected light-heartedly. taking a deep breath, she looked down at the mess she was and the question came haunting back. "Is this who I want to be? Yes, I mean, no. I mean... Oh I don't know. I needed to show you that I could be just like all those other girls. That I could be just as pretty as them if I really wanted to be. I wanted you to see...that I'm more than just someone to play video games and go on rampaging car rides with in the middle of the night." With a pause, she glanced up to see if maybe he was following her. "I told you earlier that I'd tell you about who I changed for, and I had this big long list of things to tell you about yourself. Like how you've got this great smile, and this carefree attitude that pulls me in. And the fact that I feel at peace around you, even when things are wrong and complicated. As for putting up with you....well, to be honest, I never had a problem doing it. I wanted to help you, to be there for you. Because I liked you. I still do I've liked you for quite some time now. It was just taking so long to get you to notice that...I had to do something different." The words were finally out, and ironically, it was only after they'd been said that her fight against the tears that once more threatened to spill over was lost and she began to cry once more. More quietly this time, more calmly even. "I'm sorry I got so mad, and that I yelled at you back there...I know I shouldn't have. I was just so frustrated, and so...stressed about the entire thing that it really was the last straw and so I blew up..." her apology came at last, quiet and meek, like a mouse. Finished with what she had to say, she almost wished she hadn't said anything. Waiting for a response seemed worse than having to confess all of her feelings and reasons behind everything.













