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Carissa stared at her reflection in the mirror this morning with a serious look on her features. She had gotten up before everyone else, like she always did, her slender hands gripped the sink in a borderline white knuckled fashion as she stood there staring at her reflection. She hated mirrors, but her vanity refused to allow her to look away from what she saw, make up from the day before was smeared across her face. Hickeys that she had hidden from her most recent tryst were now visible. She looked frail and incredibly pale in the bathroom’s blinding bright light and she hated it. She felt ugly, imperfect, everything that was wrong in the world, and most of all in these early morning moments Carissa felt isolated and alone, like she was drowning in some kind of black pit, being dragged down by a monster she couldn’t put a name too or a face on. Any hope of her ever being happy died with that darkness. Prying her eyes away from the mirror the sixteen year old looked down at the razor sitting on the edge of the sink and she frowned a bit. Chipped black painted fingernails reached down and picked up the thin metal, as Riss’ slender body moved to sit down on the toilet.
Scars covered her arms going every which direction, and her thighs were no better; she almost appeared to be running out of room, which was how the slashes across her stomach and hips had started. Pressing the thin metal to her arm, biting down on her lower lip in anticipation of the cool thin strip cutting through her pale flesh, like a hot knife through butter. She could feel the sting in her mind already, the way her skin caused the blade to tug just a bit, and the cold crimson coloured blood running down her arm, it was a thrilling thought one that gave her goose bumps. It was almost perfect, something euphoric and wonderful to participate in, just as she took a big deep breath bracing herself for the first slice, a fist connected with the bathroom door and banged on it loudly. Carissa squeaked and dropped the razor looking up at the door with round, wide hazel eyes as the male voice of her nineteen year old brother carried in through the door “Carissa, hurry your a** up in there would you I have to pee!”
Riss forced down a nervous laugh, knowing she would get tattled on to her grandma or her mother if her brother caught her with the razor, and then they’d take it away and she’d have to go get a new one. Picking the thin blade up off the floor she stuck it in the waist band of her pajama shorts and pulled her tiny tank top down to cover it the best she could. Yanking the door open she glared up at her ex-jock of a brother and scrunched her nose at him in irritation “ It’s all yours. But I want it back, I have to work today and I certainly can’t go in looking like this.” Brayden rolled his eyes at his sister and Riss felt him lightly shove her out of the way so he could go in the bathroom and he shut it in her face, without any more response to her than that.
Just over an hour later Brayden had dropped Carissa off at the library for work while he jetted off the diner to his job as one of the line cooks in the back. The rest of the day had gone by painfully slow for Carissa it was the same repetitive thing over and over again. People came in, they looked at books, they checked them out with Carissa’s help and they left. Every so often someone would do something exciting and bring a book or two back which Riss would have to go stack back on the shelves in their proper place so they could be found again, that was of course after she scanned them back in to the system. Carissa had spotted Ruth when she came in but she had gone to talk to the Town Historian, someone Carissa didn’t talk to beyond the necessary chit chat in regards to directing people his way when they had questions she couldn’t answer.
Sighing softly the sixteen year old leaned back against the counter and pulled her green hair up off the back of her neck and fastened it with a ponytail looking around the library with a bored expression. Her eyes travelled over to the clock and a tiny smirk crossed her features. It was almost time to go. Looking over at her co-worker one of the guys who she had gone to high school with up until last year Carissa flashed him a flirty smile and slid over the counter until she was right next to him her body pressing against his. Giving him a half-lidded sultry look Carissa smiled faintly and ran her finger down his arm, starting up on his shoulder and working her way down slowly. “ Hey so, my shifts basically done, so I’m gonna go. I really hope you don’t mind, I mean you seem like you’ve got everything handled here.” Carissa fingers had stopped to rest on the front desk and trailed across the front of her co-worker’s body as she leaned in to him and grabbed her purse off the desk pressing her slender form in to his. Snatching the black bag up she pulled away from the guy, who was starting to look a bit red in the face as she slipped the purse on her shoulder and shot him a coy smile “ See you later handsome.”
Carissa winked and blew him a kiss before turning away and walking out from behind the desk, reaching in to her purse to pull out her phone, the ringer had been off while she had been working, Library policy, so she hadn’t bothered to check and see if she had any texts until now. Unlocking her smartphone the sixteen year old noticed she had two messages, both from her best friend. Checking the first one over she raised an eyebrow a bit at the mention of Pennie being inside the diner, Riss secretly hope the girl was there to apologize to her friend and beg him to come back to the show. Just so they could mock them all, even more than they already did for entertainment. Flipping over to the second text to read it over as well instead of responding to both of them separately.
Message: I’m on my way ovr 2 U
Wrk jst ended
Srry culdn’t rspnd @ the desk
C U soon
We can tlk abt 1 cent ho then (:
Carissa made her way from the library to the Dream Bean in very little time. Entering the Cafe she noticed her best friend and made her way over to him swiftly. She came up behind Axell and gave him a big hug and grinned “Guess who! You off yet?” Without a care in the world the green haired girl hopped her skirted bottom up on the counter and kicked her feet looking around the Cafe with a bored expression before turning to her friend “Does this skirt look okay? I was worried it was too much, or not enough or I don’t know.” A frustrated unhappy look crossed Carissa’s features, when she remembered that Axell had mentioned that Pennie had been in. “Oh s**t, right hobag was in here wasn’t she. What the ******** did her a** want? Did she beg you to come back? Please tell me she did… all the way over here I was hoping the b***h got down on her knees and grovelled, like a pornstar begging for the money shot.” A smirk flitted across Carissa’s features, followed by an amused giggle at the mental shot of ‘perfect Pennie’ getting a giant gob of j**z all over her face. She crossed her legs over each other and leaned back on the counter boredly, having this urge to do something obnoxious, aside from talking to Axelle probably louder than she needed to. But she reigned her urges in, with quite the struggle when she remembered her friend was on his last legs with the manager to begin with. "Oh we have to go meet Brayden at the diner when you're done so he knows whether or not he has to drive us anywhere."
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