music boy mario II
Exzael
A routine life. Not always a good thing, but I love it. Still, I do want to experience more things. One can handle a thing for so long. I so want to start a part time to have movie and like every week go to the movies with friends.
emotion_dowant It isn't about the routine part
it just the phact that even my friends will judge me or will make fun of me and call me gay >-<
it hurts even more to have the guy i love every day close to me and he doesn't give a fck about me ( more than as a friend ) he gets a real d*ck soemtimes even as a friend
i mean fck everyone can stare at me and judge me but hell ... it hurts like a b*tch and i dont even feel going on this way
emo
I know that feeling too well, bud. Too well. I always was a target for being judge, insulted and joked upon on for being bi and not to mention I was fat and it was more easy. It hurts, it stings, I cried my eyes out a lot. I always felt alone and uneeded and that I have nothing to make me special and that I was ugly as heck. But if friends does that, they are not your friends at all. You need to get away from them. Take it from me. Do not suffer, you got one life to live and it's not the best to live it down all the time and feeling sad.
You're a beautiful, smart and cool kid. Don't let anyone say otherwise.