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[t.s.u.b.a.s.a][r.e.s.e.r.v.o.i.r][c.h.r.o.n.i.c.l.e]
I'm looking at you through the glass...
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh, god it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home sitting all alone inside your head
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh, god it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home sitting all alone inside your head
- i wonder if this is a little too flashy... I may take off kuro/fai, but I'm unsure. fai and kuro looked good together.
How do you feel? That is the question
But I forget.. you don't expect an easy answer
When something like a soul becomes
Initialized and folded up like paper dolls and little notes
You can't expect a bit of hope
So while you're outside looking in
Describing what you see
Remember what you're staring at is me
But I forget.. you don't expect an easy answer
When something like a soul becomes
Initialized and folded up like paper dolls and little notes
You can't expect a bit of hope
So while you're outside looking in
Describing what you see
Remember what you're staring at is me
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ι αм ƒяσм ;; - - ( tsubasa reservoir chronicle )
ι αм κησωη αs ;; - - ( ☆·.¸¸.·-[f.a.l.l.e.n]-·.¸¸.☆ )
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Allegra Rose Sohma
You can call me: Ally
I was born this many years ago: Nineteen
According to my pants, I'm a: Female
I'm this tall: Five foot six
Sometimes, I'm a bit of a: Mouser/Rat
Gotta love those: Idiot boys and charming female I suppose
They make my heart race: N/A
This is what I do: a model/actress I'm also still a High School Student. I miss a few years of school due to sickness.
This is how I act: I suppose I should amuse you by telling you a little about myself. I come with an array of masks. Though, I have one that is arrange perfectly and elegantly on my face. One that I will never take off. It's the one with the smiles. The kind gesture, the unselfishly way I act. The way I put people first. I'm always making sure others are before me, and I'm always acting in a way to make people see that I'm all right. That I'm getting by perfectly. A perfectly placed smile, and a wave of the hand. I'm all right. I'm not a mean person. I'll be your friend, your best friend?
In reality, when that mask is stripped, I'm actually a very impure soul. Impure how? I have bad thoughts. Some that are very frightful, and very selfish. I only care about the mask not faltering or cracking. If it cracks, they'll see me.They'll see all my insecurities, all my faults. I have to be perfect. I have to be kind. I can't make a mistake. Anger overtakes me, and I hit anything that will make me feel something. I can't feel compassion. I can't feel anything anymore. That's why I wear the mask. Because I'm someone else. I have to make sure I convey her rightfully. I don't ever show any of my real emotions. Only a few people can clearly sense them.
When I'm with someone I trust, I tend to act more childish, and be more true to them. I can relax around very few people. Akira isn't one of them, but Sei-chan, my manager, and a few others. It's not good for me to be around Akira as much though, she makes me nervous, as if at any moment she'll strike me, or something.
A little about my past: Me? My mother was from England, while my father was a Sohma. Mama died giving birth to me. When my father held me for the first time, I turned into a black mouser. Oh a joy that was for the Sohma family to cover up. He had his memories erased, believing that I had died with my mother. I was abandon, and not even a day. I don't know the face of my father, but I know my mother was a great actress back in England. The God and I are the same age, and we've been together for many years. Akira needed someone to be with her, so I arose to the position. When she was sick, I'd always be by her side and made sure the maids wouldn't do anything to harm her. I'm used to any violent action (BFs) and if I see that I am able to prevent her from hurting any of our other family members, I do it. Even if she gets angry. I never showed any emotions, because I saw what they did to you. When I was seven, I began going to regular school, but at that age I was diagnosed with Leukemia. I missed two years of school and lost all of my hair. Having Akira around was the worse then. When she'd get angry, I wouldn't be able to handle it, and snap at her. She stopped talking to me for several months after I told her some very mean things. I promised to be by her side always when she started talking to me again. I went into remission, and have been declared cancer free. There's still a chance I might get it though, and that scares me alot.
When I entered middle school, I found my passion in theatre arts. Acting. I could always act anyways, why not apply it where someone would see me? Besides, it was easier to act as someone else, and not myself. I'm not even sure of my real personality at times, but thankfully, I fill myself up with acting. I became quite popular, with males and females. I acted as a guy for a few plays. A lot of people had crushes on me. I fooled around with females mostly, since they were the easiest to be with. I stopped visiting Akira everyday. When her parents had died, I took care of her, and went straight home after school. I was now fifteen, and didn't care much, even if she was like a sibling to me. I stayed out late, kissed boys and girls, and lived recklessly for a long time. I was the most well known student around school. Smart and fun. Who wouldn't want to hang out with me?
Until that is, I fell in love with an actor. He was Romeo, and I was Juliet. Really. When someone spotted us together, word went around that I was finally holding onto someone. You see, the first time we practice Romeo and Juliet, he accidentally hugged me. Luckily, he didn't seem to care. We became friends, and I loved him a lot. I felt something, and slowly started to gain my freedom from my perfectly placed mask. It broke slowly, and reveled what was underneath. Everyone saw the change. Word got around like usual, and Akira found out about it. I don't remember what happened to him. I remember begging Sei-chan, to erase my memories of what happened. I just know since that time, I've met with Akira everyday. My Romeo has disappeared though, and I don't know what happened to him or anything.
I was scouted to be an actress when I was seventeen. I begged Akira to let me go into the company, and she told me only if I wasn't discovered to be part of the Zodiac. If I did, she'd confine me like she's going to do with the Cat. A punishment worse then death. I've become fairly well known. My hair is blond right now for a role I'm playing in a movie, but once I'm done, I'm chopping all my hair off, and re dyeing it. I'm also a model, and I suppose I'm well liked through out Japan. I'm nervous though, because it's been going so good so far. Usually my luck is bad... I"m still going to school, and still act in school plays. Lately I've been using make up to cover up bruises on my legs and arms. It shouldn't mean anything though, since I bruise easily.
I visit Sei-chan/Asahara-san quite frequently. She's like my therapist, even if I don't talk about my feelings to her. In general, I'm just a lost soul who's just looking for a place to call home. I think my home is the stage though.
I'm pretty f*cked up? Well, not as bad as the Horse. Now that b*tch is crazy....
I like these:
-Acting
-singing
-children
-sleeping
-rain
-eating
-subway
-dancing
-flowers
-Akira
I don't like them:
-cat
-sickness
-cancer in general
-hair loss
-cooking, though i'm good at making tea
-getting lost
-bruises
-people guessing i'm a fake
-waking up
-remembering my 'Romeo'
-Akira
-The Horse... That child annoys the s**t out of me....
These scare me:
-Getting Cancer
-Losing Akira
-Not being to act anymore
-losing anyone
Anything else?: I tend to cling to people who are Zodiac members, and not Akira
My puppet master: Naked_Yesterday
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[☆~Softly we tremble tonight,
Picture perfect fading smiles are all that's left in sight,
I said I'd never leave, you'll never change
I'm not satisfied with where I'm at in life.
Am I supposed to be happy?
With all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.
Am I supposed to be happy?
With all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.~☆]
Picture perfect fading smiles are all that's left in sight,
I said I'd never leave, you'll never change
I'm not satisfied with where I'm at in life.
Am I supposed to be happy?
With all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.
Am I supposed to be happy?
With all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.~☆]
- Cold...
That was the only way she could describe herself at the moment.
The bitter cold over took her body, making her feel numb. All sensation had been lost in her feet, and the tips of her fingers as well. The rat cursed shivered, and nodded at her directer. She pulled off the only thing that shielded her from the harsh elements, and closed her eyes. She was only clad in a tattered dress, and she was holding onto a sword. It was fake of course. The Sohma shivered.
"Action!" Allegra opened her eyes, her trembling subsiding, as she made a mad dash towards the bridge behind her. She had a bungee cord wrapped around her waist. Men in suits were chasing her, and she grinned as she looked over her shoulder. She unsheathed her sword, and blocked the 'bullets' that were coming at her. "Come one! Wasn't I just a girl?" One of the men came at her with a sword. This was where her choreography came in. Any false movement of herself or her co-actor would made a very bad injury. The two of them had practiced endlessly to make it perfect. He struck her first, and she withheld the move, casting her sword up. His leg swung to trip her, and she jumped up to the bridge.
Allegra was afraid of heights, but Arisa was not. She felt the wind at her back, but she didn't stop the dance she and Sakuya were having. She slashed his cheek, but that's when she tripped. She fell backwards. "Arisa!" He grabbed her hand, and the two of them stared into each other's eyes. 'Arisa' smiled. Tears trickling down her face. With that 'Arisa' unstrapped her glove, and started falling into the river below. The rough wind whipped at the Sohma cursed. This was the worse part of the scene though. She pulled her arm up, and cut the bungee cord. She didn't close her eyes, she had to keep staring at 'Sakuya's eyes.
When she hit the water, she lost her breath. Allegra snapped out of 'Arisa' mode, and screamed underwater. She despised the cold, she began to shiver and she desperately started swimming to the surface. Someone's hand wrapped around her wrist, and she was hoisted up into a boat. She was immediately taken below deck, and stripped of her clothing. She felt warm water hit her body, and someone pat her shoulder. "Good Job, Ally! Kyouya and you did that in one take!" Allegra's teeth chattered, but she smiled, and nodded. That had been fun, but she was still freezing. Though she was glad she didn't have to do it again. The crew helped her into warm clothing, and gave her blankets and chocolate to warm her up. They all had been up since three AM. They were trying to wrap up the movie before school started again. Though, Allegra wasn't the only one to jump into cold water, yesterday Kyouya had been in it, looking for Arisa's body. This was the last take of the day. They needed a rising sun to be in place.
Allegra was done with filming though. She'd be off till next year. She was pretty glad. They had worked straight through Christmas, and she hadn't had any rest since October. It was over now though, and she was done... For the meantime. She escaped quietly after saying goodbye to Kyouya, the director, and her manager. She needed to get home fast. It was already morning. The make up on her face was still there, and her hair was still done. She wasn't in the dress thankfully. They had made sure her hair and make up would keep even through going through water, and wind. She needed to wash it off, but didn't have time to.
It took her awhile to reach the Sohma estate, she hoped Akira wouldn't be too displease with her make up and hair. 'Arisa' had been at a party, though Allegra had a few scratches from the sword dance, and a bit of blood had ran down her cheek. She had dyed her hair blond for the part, and she didn't mind the color. Akira though didn't like it that much. It made Allegra worry more and more as she entered the estate doors. The maids looked at her as she quickly pulled off her boots, and coat. He hair was dripping a little. Allegra unpinned it as she walked to Akira's room. Did she smell of the river? She hoped not. Her hair fell in curls down her back. It was unmanageably long. Allegra also took out her green contacts.
She reached Akira's door seconds later. She spotted two people in her room, and she raised an eyebrow. One was Sohma Miku or Princess. She was the rabbit cursed, and was making tea for Akira. That was usually Allegra's job. Allegra cursed that she had got here late. She prayed Akira wasn't mad. The other was a male she was not familiar with. She looked up at him, her face showing the slightest of expressions. He was taller then her, that was a feat... Then again most Sohma males were tall. The average height of a Japanese male was five foot six or 168 centimeters. Allegra was five foot seven, or 170 centimeters. She was at the same height or taller then most males at her school. Some of the girls were jealous too. She didn't care though. Allegra almost reached up to touch his hair, but quickly snapped back to reality, and smiled softly. It was forced as usual. She couldn't keep calm around Akira. Allegra had to though. She relaxed her body... Though it was still very ridged.
"Ohayou gozaimasu." She bowed to the male, and then walked to Akira, and kissed her cheek. "Ohayou gozaimasu, Akira-sama. **Okurete gomen ne" Apologizing for being late usual helped... "I got caught up with taking a scene for the movie. I hope it didn't cause too much trouble for you... I'm off for the next couple of weeks" She made sure her speech was polite every time she talked to Akira, not wanting to disrespect her. Allegra wasn't going to say she'd stay with Akira everyday, day and night. She had drama club to go to, as well as hang out with a few of her 'friends'. She had a lot to do... It was too much... The Rat Cursed was exhausted, but she didn't show it to anyone except Sei-chan... Didn't Sei-chan tell her that her brother was coming into town? Allegra racked her brain, trying to remember what Sei-chan said
[OutOfCheese]It's soooo long!!! I'm sorry everyone! xD You just had to read the bottom part. I haven't RPed in a while, so if it's somewhat crappy sorry!! *Ohayou gozaimasu means 'Good Morning.' **Okurete gomen ne means 'I am sorry I am late.' I'm trying to show that Ally is very polite towards Akira, though to some people she's more casual[/OutOfCheese]
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» ` ★ 【 Chitose Rose Tori 】
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❝ I'm the New Cancer!! ❞
- ✖• • ❥ Between the ♫ LINES
________ Chii - - -
___________ Not with one 'i' but two 'i's! If you say 'Chi' is sounds like Che but if you say 'Chii' then it sounds like Cheeeee... Okay yeah, I'm a nerd... Everyone gets lazy with saying my whole name so they lower it to one syllable. Isn't that funny? Or that it mean we're getting lazier and lazier by the minute?
________ Rosy - - -
___________It's my middle name. The reason some people call me 'Rosy' is because when ever I get embarrassed or frighten, or almost anything, I blush. When I'm daydreaming my cheeks turn red. A friend of mind decided I'd be called Rosy because of that. It's a cute nickename though! A lot of people at school and the hospital call me Rosy
________ Tosey-chan - - -
___________In grade school, I was always around running barefooted showing my toes to everyone. It was because my mother always painted my toes everyday, and I wanted to show them off. The teachers called me Tosey-chan until middle school where everyone started calling me Rosy.
✖• • ❥ Only a ♫ NUMBER, with a BIRTH
________ 【m.a.r.c.h third 】 and I'm seventeen years young
✖• • ❥ Like OMG !! I woke up and found out I'm a
________ charming, clumsy young lady
✖• • ❥ Awake to take in the ♫ VIEW
________ The Hen of the Tori Family
xoxoxoxoxoxoA walk in my shoes
xoxoxoxo「 Prologue- 」 Got it all figured out inside of my head. There's a bag xoxoxoxoxoxoxopacked up at the foot of my bed. You say the word, baby I'm all set
In the beginning, Papa loved Mama, and Mama loved Papa. It was a love story. Papa's family though didn't want Papa to be with Mama. Papa didn't care. You see, Mama and Papa have known each other since grade school. He was always pulling on Mom's braids, while Mom would trip him everytime he walked by. It started with a little note in middle school... That's when they both started acknowledging their feelings for each other. They went on dates, and held hands. They got a lot of grief from Papa's family, and their friends. They didn't care.
One Chilly November night, Papa was banished from seeing Mama. He was locked up until his family thought fit. Mom visited him every night, planning his escaped. They formulated a plan. She'd come 'rescue' him from his family, while he just told her to bug off. He had been using her because of her family. She'd run away crying. The plan was put in place, and Papa's family believed that Papa didn't love Mama. Later that evening, the two of them ran away to Osaka.
xoxoxoxo「 chappie ichi- 」 It won’t be like this for long. One day soon you'll drop xoxoxoxoxoxoxoher off. And she won’t even know you're gone
The first child they had was a bright eyed baby boy. My older brother. He's such a good guy! I love him. My parents had him at a very young age. My nii-san is seven years older then me. He's very athletic and charming. They waited seven years, and then I came along. A beautiful baby girl with bright blond hair and blue eyes. When Papa held me, something weird happen. I turned into a baby chick! Papa almost had a heart attack, and Mama laughed it off. At first, Papa and Ni-san weren't sure what to make of me, but then Mama told them I was their daughter and sister all the same. We lived peacefully.
Ni-san and I both loved to play. We were always playing roughly, even if he was older then me by several years. Mama got me into dancing, and instruments. Though, the best thing she taught me was how to do make up and hair. Mama and Papa ran a restaurant and a hair salon. It had taken them a while to build it up, but when they did, the shops became very popular. Ni-san helped Papa, while I helped Mama. We did hair, nails, and make up. If I was a normal person, I'd work as a hair dresser. Everything was fine and dandy until I turned nine. That's when fate took a cruel turn for the worse.
xoxoxoxo「 chappie ni- 」 This sleeping child between us may not make it through
xoxoxoxoxoxoxothe night. I'm fighting back the tears as she fights for her life.
Ni-san and I were playing in the park across the street, while mama and papa were cooking dinner. I had been bruising easily, but Mama and Papa just thought it was because Ni-san and I played too roughly. They couldn't stop us from playing rough, so they let us. I had a nose bleed. Unlike the others I've had in the past, this one wouldn't stop. Ni-san and I tried to stop it, but I fainted. He panicked, and got my parents. They took me to a small hospital in Osaka. They put a large needle -I'd later find that I'd become best friends with that needle- in my back. I held onto my mother's hands until she yelped in pain. It took them a day or two to figure out what was wrong with me. My Mama flew with me to a hospital where Papa and Mama lived. I was admitted into that hospital.
Acute Promyelocytic Leukemia. A word a child shouldn't be able to understand. That was what I was diagnosed with. It was rapid onset, that night, my blood turned against me. The doctors tried everything to help me, and I almost died. I had to have brain surgery to release the pressure on my brain. I remember floating above my body, watching both my parents cry over my tiny body. I was going to turn and go up to see what was in the light, when I saw a Hen. The Hen kept peaking and peaking at my hand until I followed back into my body. I survived that night due to the stubbornness of my spirit. The doctors told me that if I could survive the first night, I'd be able to survive the next and the next.
xoxoxoxo「 chappie san 」 Keep holding on 'cause you know we'll make it through, xoxoxoxowe'll make it through Just stay strong
Mama had to go back to the Tori family to get money to help me live. Papa's family didn't want anything to do with him. When it was found out that I was part of the Zodiac, the family doctor checked me out. I indeed had Leukemia. I met both the God and Goddess. I was very surprised that there were others like me. I was very happy to find that I can hug boys without them turning into a hen. Though, after I met them, I had to go straight back to the hospital. I lost all of my hair. I refused to have any visitors. Some of the members of the Zodiac were forced to come see me, but I refused them. I had always valued my appearance, now I looked like a total monster.
I met Toshii Sakuya a few months later. He was a year older then me, and had Leukemia too. We became very good friends. As luck would have it, he went to remission first. He had been there longer though. We both cried when we had to part. I was ten, going on eleven. Sakuya is my first love. He's helped me through a lot... When I went into remission, I was very happy. My mother helped me fashion wigs. I started going to school again. It was fun knowing I had family members. Sakuya and I met yet again. We became the best of friends. My young adult years started off without a hitch
xoxoxoxo「 chappie shi 」
Despite the fact I really couldn't have a boyfriend/hug any male, I had some good adolescent years. Even though I was an airhead, people still liked me. They took care of me. I'm really thankful for those people. My family members as well. I love my Zodiac family! Most are them are pretty nice, though a few can be a little scary. Though, it seems a few act cautious around me because of my sickness. It makes me a little sad, but oh well. I get along well with most people. In school, I was always the one to join many different clubs, and make a lot of new friends. I didn't have the best of grades, but I always tried my best in everything. I wanted to do everything, because I knew that life was pretty short.
I would visit the hospital every holiday and weekends to meet my old friends there, and the new ones. I ended up started styling the cancer patients' hair, since I wanted to help them out. I loved taking to them, and listening to their stories. I cried a lot though... When one of them would die. Even now, I still cry for someone who's past. The children are the saddest. A lot of people wonder why I put myself through that, but it's because I was there. In school, I became pretty close with a lot of people, especially Sakuya. I helped a lot of people with homework. The best things I got into were Kendo, Archery, and Fashion. Man, those were fun. They both helped strengthened my body, and fashion became my thing. I became the best at making clothing. Those were the best days. A few months before I turned fifteen, the bruises came back, and my period was too heavy to be normal. All the chemo was for nothing...
xoxoxoxo「 chappie go 」 It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go xoxoxoxobut I'm doin' it. It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone...
I took scissors, and cut off all my hair... Most of it anyway. I was going to end up bald anyways. The people I thought were my friends left me several months into the chemo, though a few still visited me. Sakuya visited me everyday, bringing a different flower everyday. He was the only one I didn't want to see sometimes. My Mama helped me a lot. She brought me wigs to wear, but Sakuya didn't care about my hair... We fell in love of course. Luckily, when he found out that I turned into a Hen, he found it very cute... No wonder I chattered so much. He made me laugh, and he made me cry when he left. A few months into my treatment, Sakuya came out of remission. We both cried when I started cutting away his hair too. He had grown it long, telling the teachers it was against his religion to cut it. Mama or Papa didn't tell the family that he knew about the curse. He also swore on his life that he'd never tell a soul. I started getting better and better, and became an outpatient, fully a few months before my seventeenth birthday.
We had a party for me to celebrate my birthday before I left the hospital. It was a little dance, and Sakuya and I had so much fun... I guess it couldn't stay like that for long... You can't always be too happy.... Sakuya took a turn for the worse. I was by his bedside when he closed his eyes and took his last breath. He had always told me that he loved the color of my hair, and that when we got out of the hospital, that he'd never let me cut it. I wanted to marry him, but now I could never... Though you'd think I'd go into a depression, I decided against that... It wouldn't be right if I let myself die, I had to keep living for him, and myself. It was hard facing our old friends at school, but I did it. The Zodiac members helped me out as much as they could.
xoxoxoxo「 chappie roku 」 Softly we tremble tonight, picture perfect fading smiles xoxoxoxoare all that's left in sight. I said I'd never leave you'll never change, I'm not satisfied with where I'm at in life
At school, I choose my friends carefully, keeping only the ones whom visited me, and called me when I was in the hospital. I'm still sick, but I'm not as bad as I was before. I can't participate in Kendo or Archery like before, but I still help out there. I'm always in sewing class, making clothing for people who've gone through chemo. I visit the hospital almost everyday, giving haircuts and hairstyles to everyone whom asks. I wear wigs, and fake eyelashes. I look like a freak without them. I don't wear massive amounts of make up, but it helps. My mother and several others have told me I still look very pretty without any hair, but I still dislike it. It's the only thing I have control over, since the chemo takes everything else.
At school, I'm like every other kid, but I get tired easily. There hasn't been an instance where I've changed in front of everyone, and I hope they'll never will be. I want to become a fashion designer when I get older, that's only if I survive the Chemo. Chemo is a tricky thing. It kills you from the inside out...
xoxoxoxoxoxoIt's just how I roll
xoxo❤▌❤ .... What does that mean? ❤▐ ❤
I'm airheaded, but don't think I'm dumb. It's just I'm a little slow at times, and I'm the type to learn after a lot of instructions. At times, I just don't pay attention, and get lost in a day dream or something. So usually I'm late to a lot of things. I also don't have a good sense of direction. I tend to get lost a lot. I can be a natural blond sometimes. There's a lot of people who know I'm like this, and they help me get through the days.
xoxo❤▌❤Sure! I'll do that for you! ❤▐ ❤
I'm always helping others out, and generally respect those around me. I'm a very kind and caring person. Some people get annoyed with me at times, but I don't care. I just want to help out! Sometimes I over do it, and hurt myself on accident, but most of the times, I'm careful. I don't mind helping others that much, it's a very rewarding experience. I love making friends, and taking care of others. It's just part of my personality. I'm very motherly, and friendly, so don't ever hesitate to ask me for anything!
xoxo❤▌❤Make love! Not war!❤▐ ❤
I don't like violence at all. I think it's stupid when people fight, for any reason. I try to step in and resolve the fight, but usually I get hurt. When I mean fighting though, it's when two people engage in combat when acting out in anger. Kendo, and other sports that having fighting in them don't bother me. I'm also a very peaceful soul, and a calming presence. I don't get angry, nor do I get sad. I live everyday as if it were my last, and live without regrets.
xoxo❤▌❤Let's keep going!❤▐ ❤
I just keep going and going. I'm a really stubborn person that works and works until I get it right or collapse. I guess that's how I've survived that long. It's my cursed spirit though that I'm like that. I guess if I wasn't cursed I wouldn't be like that... I'm not sure. I don't like leaving a task uncompleted. I try my best at everything I do, and if my best isn't enough, then i try harder. I've always been this way.
xoxo❤▌❤It's half full!❤▐ ❤
I don't view the glass half empty. What's the point of living life moping around, feeling sorry for myself. It's a pretty stupid thing to do. That's what I think. So I'm always out and about, volunteering for anything and everything I can. If I can't do it then I'll just try harder!
✖• • ❥ dance to the ♫ BEAT of my heart
________ Cancer- My Chemical Romance
What Hurts the Most- Rascal Flatts
✖• • ❥ The weekend we were in ♫ LOVE
________ Ehh?!
✖• • ❥ They told me you ♫ LIKE these sorts of things...
________ Tacos!
________ Doing hair and Make up
________ Sleeping
________ Making new Friends!
________ Having Fun
________ Sewing
________ Fashion
________ Flowers, Rainbows, and Butterflies
________ GPS
✖• • ❥ You ♫ DISLIKE this? That's weird...
________ Getting Lost
________ Really bad hair days
________ Having no Hair
________ Bruises
________ Falling Down
________ Jerks
________ Cancer
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- ☆·..·´´Ｉ ａｍ ｎｏt ａ.ｆ.ｒ.ａ.ｉ.ｄ ｔｏ ｋｅｅｐ ｏｎ ｌｉｖｉｎｇ`·..☆
☆·..·´Ｉ ａｍ ｎｏt ａ.ｆ.ｒ.ａ.ｉ.ｄ ｔｏ ｗａｌｋ ｔｈｉｓ ｗｏｒｌｄ ａｌｏｎe`·..☆
☆·..·´Ｈｏｎｅｙ ｉｆ ｙｏｕ ｓｔａｙ, Ｉ'ｌｌ ｂｅ ｆｏｒｇｉｖｅn`·..☆
☆·..·´Ｎｏｔｈｉng ｙｏｕ ｃａｎ ｓａｙ ｃａｎ ｓｔｏｐ ｍｅ ｇｏｉｎｇ ｈｏｍｅ`·..☆
- It was too early for this... She opened her eyes slowly, and she blinked several times. Nya... She squeezed her eyes, and then sat up. The Hen cursed slapped both her cheeks, and yawned. She crossed her legs, and rocked side to side. Too early, too early... Why was she waking up so early when it was her first day of summer?
Chemotherapy.
At the moment, the female had nothing except a pair of black shorts, and a pink tantop. Her head was completely bald, and she had no eyebrows, or eyelashes. At least she wasn't pale... Her skin was tanned from the sun... Even though she wasn't suppose to go to the beach, she still went. She was a brat like that. Underneath her pink shirt, you could see the portable vein in her skin. It substituted as a real vein since all her others ones had collapsed. The female stretched. She needed to put on a bra... Somehow, unlike all of her other friends in the hospital, she was developing nicely, but unlike her friends, her hair would take forever to grow back. Chitose knew it was because of the curse. The curse was usually like that, making her family members, and her look so pretty. Though, she was still somewhat skinny. She wanted to gain some weight to look more healthy.
Chitose got out of bed, and stretched her legs. She winced, her back hurt, a yawn escaped her lips once again as she walked to her drawers. She pulled out a cute little bra, and pulled off her shirt. She adjusted it quickly, and then pulled on her undershirt. It was too bad she couldn't wear V-necks. The Hen cursed stumbled into her closet, and grabbed a pair of jeans. She pulled them up over her black shorts, and zipped them. Since she had lost a good amount of weight, she had to trim all of her jeans to flatter her body. She didn't like when her clothing hung all loose on her. She was glad she can do all that. The stores didn't have clothing for people like her. At the hospital, she tailored everyone else's clothing as well. Chitose pulled on a black button up shirt, and button it up half way.
Chitose sat down in front of her dresser. She had a mirror, where she usually did her makeup or put on her wig. On her dresser's shelf, she had a mannequin head with her wig onto it. She picked up her make up back, and started applying the make up. She didn't where much, only just eye shadow, and lip gloss. It took her only a few seconds. She placed her light colored wig atop her head, and adjusted it. Now Chitose looked more like herself. She smiled at herself in the mirror, and put on her jewelry. A gothic cross, various of bracelets, and a few rings. She slid her heels onto her feet. Chitose grabbed her purse, cell phone, and IPOD, and hurried out of her room.
She and her parents lived 'outside' in their own little house. Her mother was already up cooking breakfast. Chitose kissed her mother's cheek. It was just her parents and her now, since Ni-san had left for K University a few years ago. She grabbed a piece of toast, and waved goodbye to her mother. Her Mother laughed, and Chitose left the house. The Hospital was a short distances from her house. She was glad it was, because then she'd have to make her mother take her. It was hard on her mother, that's why Chitose didn't want her mother to come with her. A soft sigh escaped her lips, and she wondered how the other zodiac members were fairing. The Chemo session wouldn't be too long. It only lasted about an hour. Though sometimes, that was too much.
Chitose arrived at the hospital a while later, and smiled at the kids, and new faces. She felt bad for the younger children. Those were the saddest to see. The nurse took her into a room, and she sat down in a chair. The doctor hooked up an IV to her portable vein. She turned her IPOD on, and turned on her music. She laid her head back, and closed her eyes
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- ωнαт кιη∂ σƒ ¢ℓυвѕ ∂σ тнєу нανє ιη нєανєη؟ ι ∂ση'т ∂αη¢є тє¢нησ αη∂ ησ тωσ-ѕтєρριηg
ι gσт α ƒєω ωαяяαηтѕ, ωιℓℓ тнєу ƒσℓℓσω мє тнєяє؟ σя ¢αη ι ѕтαят ¢ℓєαη ωιтн α яє¢σя∂ тнαт'ѕ ¢ℓєαя؟ ιѕ му ριтвυℓℓ тнєяє؟ нιѕ ηαмє ιѕ ρℓєχ нє ¢нσкє∂ ση нιѕ ¢нαιη נυмριηg σνєя тнє ƒєη¢є
ι'м ѕσяяу ιƒ ι'м αѕкιηg уσυ тσσ мαηу qυєѕтισηѕ ι נυѕт gσттα кησω, ¢αη мєχι¢αηѕ gσ тσ нєανєη؟
- Amaterasu, or Rita for short slowly opened her eyes, and grabbed her head.
It was pounding. She wasn't sure why. The Horse of the Zodiac took a deep breath, a growl escaped her lips, and she closed her eyes again. Where the hell was she? Her side was hurting pretty bad... She was in a room... She looked around. It was her room. That was good. At least she had made it home last night... Rita looked at her phone
five missed calls, all from work "Mutafu-"
It was from work. She got out of bed fast, which she regretted quickly. Her head rushed, and she scowled. That hurt. She rushed to the restroom, and took a quick shower. It was cold, to get her nerves working, she brushed her teeth, and got dressed in her uniform. She didn't put on cover up to hide the teardrop tattoo under her eyes. She had three small ones on her right, one for her mother, for her father, and for her brother. Then two on her left. She grabbed her bag, and took a deep breath. Time for the real life.
Rita almost ran all the way to work. She called on the way there, lying that her mother had been sick, and she had taken her to the doctors. She hoped her mother wouldn't be too angry with her. She arrived at work, her boss gave her the 'look' about her tattoos, and Rita shrugged. Too bad, that was her life. She quickly grabbed a tablet, and her apron, and made her way to an unserved table. She almost froze where she stood when she recognized Rashiel. He was a doctor, and she had visited him on a few occasions.... He was with a girl she didn't know... or she did look familiar, Rita wasn't too good with faces. She sighed softly, and walked to their table.
"Welcome, we're understaffed today, may I get you something to drink?"
She smiled at them. She hated smiling, but it was a job... for now.
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