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Post: 45184003_91 created on Sun Feb 08, 2009 8:54 amPosted: Sun Feb 08, 2009 8:54 am
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α∂яιєℓ σяιαѕ ∂ιяιαℓ ---------------The (ᄃᄂΣVΣЯ) м у т н σ м α η ι c ![]() Well, congratulations! You are the first person to ever ask me about myself, ********. I was born in England, specifically, Birmingham, England. A quaint little place in the middle of a cloudy, rainy paradise. My father, Darian Joseph Dirial, was a man working on the moors of England, toting people back and forth, maybe even taking them out for a little fishing now and then. My mother, Renia Ala Martinez, was a thriving business woman, traveling was her main passion in life. She was in England for a business trip, taking over some company or perhaps negotiating with them for something her company needed. Point is, when it came time to go to the meeting, my mother had to ride a ferry across the moor in which my father worked — needless to say, he was the ferryman. It was like destiny — it was like love. No, scratch that, it was love. The meeting was canceled, traded instead for a night or fiery heat and burning ardor. The funny thing is that either they were too caught up in their passion to think about or maybe they forgot about bringing one key item along — a condom. In result, their sex cells combined and I was conceived. I am a child of a Spanish mother and an English father — so yes, I speak Spanish and do so fluently and often. I also have this slight British accent, some people like to mock me and laugh at me — I am very sensitive about it. Anyway, I have a brother, a year younger, and he's already settled down — or so he thought. At one point, my mother toted both my father and I back to the United States, good bye cloudy paradise, hello sunny U.S.A. It was sufficient to say I was not happy. It turns out I had cousins in the U.S.A. so we moved closer to them. At that point, I was sixteen. Harsh, no? Having to start high school again in a new, strange place, and I was tired of being who I was. That's when the lying began, I was constantly saying things like, "my dog died," to get out of projects and homework, or maybe, "I once went to fifteen concerts in one night!" complete with ticket stubs and all. With money, you really can do practically anything. After a while though, the kids began to see through my lies and all of a sudden, I became an outcast — hated by all for my falsehoods. A year later, my mother got cancer. Leukemia, they told us. My father, brother and I went through months of pain and denial. She died, taking the joy from my father with her. When I went to school saying that my mother died though, nobody believed me and I ended up having to lie some more. Surprisingly, my brother and I finished high school,more or less intact and we both started to go to collage. I was going to Harvard, while he was going to Yale. He invited me over to his house when I turned 21 and he was 20. I went, turned out he was married — already! Too bad she was a total b***h. Just like a penny, two-faced and worthless she was just using him for our parents money, I decided to do my brother a favor — break them up. I know, it sounds horrible, but I had to. I said she was cheating on him, complete with photoshoped pictures, fake videotapes and some practice, he believed it. That is, until that a*****e disrespected me. I had it, we began to fight and somehow... I'm not sure, but I told him the truth. I was pretty sure my parents had been looking away from my lying, until this little incident. They all told me I had a problem, my brother isn't speaking to me and nobody believes me anymore! Doesn't that sound horrid? Oh bloody hell, I was dumped in this place and I have no idea what to do. Hey, my name is Adriel and I am a mythomaniac, thanks for asking. Jeez, How much do you want to know? Well, you can call me a sarcastic cynicist — but that might be sugar-coating things. I'm a pretty down-to-earth girl, but needless to say, my rose-tinted glasses have long ago broken. After my mother died, well, I've just been an empty shell, going through the daily-motions of life without any enthusiasm. The small comfort I take is in lying, pretending I'm happy and okay with my life. The side-effect through is looking at everything with a steely, gray edge that makes me quite rude and snappy — a b***h sometimes if you get on my nerves. Most of the time though, I'm pretty shy, quiet and easily flustered — unless you do something to piss me off. Then I will get back at you anyway I can — I hold a grudge, and when dealing with grudges, lying can be the most powerful weapon and I have a razor-sharp tongue for bringing up shameful secrets. My nicer side is easier to get along with, I'm pretty withdrawn and my smiles are hard to tease out. Laughing is my favorite thing to do, but not many people can make me laugh. I blush easily, especially around guys and they get me tongue-tied and mind-rattled. Sometimes I say things I don't mean, but I'm always quick with an apology. If you're on my nice side and earn some brownie points, I'm nice and sweet. Always taking care of those I love, and will always try to do what's best for them when they're too blind to do it themselves. You know, you are really nosy. Anything else? Hmm... Well, I have one hell of a sweet tooth. Any kind of candy you want to give me I will probably accept. I adore music, any kind except country, opera and rap. Those three genres just grate on my last nerve! I have a knack for spinning what people say into things they don't mean, twisting and turning their words until I get a meaning that I like. I love romance movies and romance novels, though I do not believe that love will ever happen to me, I still like the concept of devoting yourself entirely to one person with all your heart and soul. I adore animals and will do anything for them, I am a vegetarian. Eating things that once thrived, lived, breathed and shared our world just doesn't do it for me, thanks. The one animal I can't be around is cats, sadly, I'm allergic to them. I hate guavas, bananas and Pepsi — they all taste like nothing to me, and eating things that taste like nothing grosses me out. I hate arrogant people, the ones who think they are better than you. They piss me off. I am currently 21 and I am straight as a ruler, I only like the guys thank you. I'll let you in on a little secret — I actually hate my lying, but I can't stop. I feel dead without it and it gives my life a bit of spark. Isn't that sad? I suffer from chronic insomnia, so instead, I spend my nights crying. I hate what I have become, but I just can't transform into something else. Isn't self-pity such a wonderful thing? "ωнαт ωє нανє тσ ∂σ, ωнαт αт αηу яαтє ιт ιѕ συя ∂υту тσ ∂σ, ιѕ тσ яєνινє тнє σℓ∂ αят σƒ ℓуιηg.” ρяιηcєѕѕ ναмριяєѕкα ™ |
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