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QUOTES/SONG LYRICS I LIKE


Love at first sight is easy to understand; it's when two people have been looking at each other for a lifetime that it becomes a miracle.

I am like a falling star who has finally found her place next to another in a lovely constellation, where we will sparkle in the heavens forever.

Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of witherings, of tarnishings.

Him that I love, I wish to be free -- even from me.

The heart has its reasons which reason knows not of.

Why love if losing hurts so much? We love to know that we are not alone.

You call it madness, but I call it love.

I love humanity but I hate people.

The love we give away is the only love we keep.

All love that has not friendship for its base,
Is like a mansion built upon the sand.

We need not think alike to love alike.

Love doesn't make the world go 'round; love is what makes the ride worthwhile.

Love is an emotion experienced by the many and enjoyed by the few.

Love must be as much a light as it is a flame.

There is no remedy for love but to love more.

If I am not worth the wooing, I am surely not worth the winning.

If I know what love is, it is because of you.

I think we dream so we don't have to be apart so long. If we're in each others dreams, we can be together all the time.

We can only learn to love by loving.
 
     
 
CELESTE ARIA DEAME
Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever.


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USERNAME
Princess Vampireska

AGE
Twenty One

GENDER
Female

OCCUPATION
Law student, Author of Fiction/Romance/Horror Novels, Mangaka (Manga Artist)

AFFILIATION
Civilian

EQUIPMENT
Knives, calligraphy pens, smoke bombs, lighter, small bottles of gasoline, sabercut saw, minimal amounts of food and water.


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        PHYSICAL DESCRIPTION

              Celeste is about 5'5, her figure is slim, but curvy, she is about 143 pounds in weight. Wavy, bright, red hair sits on top of her head and adorns her face with gentle waves, it reaches down to the middle of her back. She has clear green eyes that can shift color according to her mood, ranging from dark emerald to clear spring green. Her piercings exceeds those you would expect on a girl like her — sixteen in total. She has six on each ear, a lip ring and a belly button piercing. Though she use to wear a ring in her lip, once the epidemic started, she has not taken care of putting on any extra jewelery than that which she has on. She has hoops in her ears and a stud in her belly button. Only visible scar is one on near her left elbow, stretching down to her wrist, she had fallen on a wire fence during her wild years and impaled her arm in the barbed wire. She is not particularity athletic, or has very good coordination. Her stride could be described as sexy and feminine, elegance pours off of her as she walks by. Her legs are actually the longest part of her body, but is too shy to expose them. She holds herself with poise and confidence that even she is not aware of, tends to cringe away from people as if afraid of contact.


        PERSONALITY

              Celeste can be described by others as a stoic, serious person, her emotions rarely revealed in front of others. Rarely laughing, crying or smiling, people believe she is a cold, distant person who cares about no one but herself. Truth is, her shyness holds her back. Celeste is not the most outgoing person and definitely not the most confident, averting her green eyes and not speaking to people was the way she avoided having to confront her fear. Hating anything to do with public speaking, she chose to be an author and artist of both novels and manga, choosing this path gave her the comfort of not having to speak to strangers and having to face their criticism. After publishing several award-winning novels and popular manga series', she wanted to do something different with her life. So, she started going to law school, she had always had a strong sense of justice and wanted to prove both innocence and guilt of those who deserved it. Her sense of the just overcomes even her shyness and unwillingness to speak in front and to people, she stands up for what she believes in until the end and does not change her mind very easily. Celeste suffers from a severe case of OCD and tends to panic when things are not her definition of perfection, things that are not centered perfectly or stacked according to things like size and alphabet bother her and she will not be calm until she organizes things. She is amazingly intelligent, she was actually succeeding in her studies at law school before the epidemic struck. She is withdrawn and quiet, speaking only when forced to. She does not talk about her past much, and especially does not share her emotions. Feeling pity from other people bothers her and she tried to avoid that at all costs. She is the thinker — the strategist, always planning ahead and thinking of what to do in case something happens. Being cynical always helps her think out every possible situation, every possible error that could occur and she can plan ahead of those could-be faults.

              Celeste is usually a very calm person, even in the face of adveristy, she keeps her poise. Her mask that hides her emotions rarely slips, but sometimes, when the pain and sadness is too much, the wall crumbles. She is impossible to talk to in this state because she hides inside of herself and doesn;t allow anyone in. She has always doubted herself, her looks and anything to do with her. When people call her beautiful, she shrugs it off. People think i it's because she is arrogant and proud, but it's just because she doesn't believe. Celeste adores books and books are the only thing that can actually make her express her emotions, sad books make her cry and romance novels make her swoon and blush. She is brutally honest and will tell the truth during any occasion, no matter what. She doesn't like or believe in lies and tries to avoid telling them. She is an excellent listener because is is quiet and can sit through a person talking hours on end without interrupting. Not only that, but she gives advice that works almost every time. Her mind works so fast through real-life situations that she can tell them exactly what to do to get a good outcome. The only thing she is faulty in is math, she cannot stand numbers and complicated mathematical equations. Compassionate and caring, she tries to help everyone who needs it, though not a lot of people see this side because they do not take the time to actually get to know her. Instantly put off by her serious, skeptical, cynical and sarcastic attitude, people stray away from her. She actually has a sarcastic sense of humor and sees the dark side of things, her negativity can bring anyone down from the clouds instantly.


        BIOGRAPHY

              3-4 paragraphs about their past, and please include where they were/what happened during the outbreak of the Rage Virus (including deaths of family, how they avoided infection, where they went what they did etc etc)


DESCRIPTION :: this is just the description to be added to the character list on the front page. No longer than a paragraph, with a short summarization of your character. Include: one or two likes/dislikes, a couple personality points, where they are and what they are doing there, their occupation, any relationships (both with other characters or family, etc) and what this epidemic means for them. If you think it might be too long, trim it down. Clear and concise, that's it. Look at the other descriptions. This will not be included in your displayed profile!
     

Sometimes The most beautiful things,
Can be the most useless...

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                                ARIA F A Y Aria recoiled slightly when she felt the familiar touch of the soft skin — Zane. Her mouth gaped slightly when he called her 'his Aria,' he was nothing of his. She could not be, he was a Pretty, she was an Ugly — that was the way it was meant to be. What really shocked her was when he pressed his perfect, full lips against her icy cheek, cooled by the breeze. It was obvious that something was going on between Zane and the generic Pretty that offered to take her out of there — Doria, Zane had called him, his voice was all sharp edges, but coated in a sweetness that was almost acerbic. Her steely eyes were as wide as they could possibly be, and when she looked over at Doria, his eyes matched her's. "Z-Zane? W-why are you so c-close to me?" she stammered a whisper, Doria's shocked look turned into a broad smirk, his flat, brown eyes glimmered with something indescribable. "It doesn't seem like she's yours Zane-la," he said mockingly, his smirk grew wider as Aria's eyes lowered tot he ground.

                                ARIA F A Y Aria glanced over at her reflection in the pool of water, the girl in the water had black hair that shimmered unnaturally in the party lights, she had eyes made of molten silver that were currently wide with fear and she had pale skin that changed colors with the lights. That can't be me... Aria thought in surprise, in the darkness she almost looked like... a Pretty. It seemed that New Pretty Town could make anyone look beautiful. Two more months Aria, then you can truly be beautiful. Her eyes slid across to Zane reflection and saw he was smiling, he looked somehow smug. Aria grimaced and turned away from her reflection, she knew her beauty was non-existent until she had the operation, and maybe so did Zane — was that why he looked so smug? Was it because he knew what Aria was thinking? Aria scoffed quietly and walked off into the maze again, trying to get herself lost in between the clinging vines and the blossoming wildflowers.



                                ARIA F A Y Aria was certain she had gotten herself lost. After wandering around in the Pleasure Garden for who knows how much time, she had seen more than enough acts of un-Prettiness to last her a lifetime. With a quiet groan, she kneeled in the middle of a small clearing, she had no idea where she had gotten herself into, but now she wanted out. She wanted to go back to her house and go to sleep in her warm bed. She wanted to feel like everyone else, here she felt dirty — unclean among the sparkling Pretties that littered the world around her. Somewhere out in the buildings, a feminine ringing laugh broke the silence Aria had settled herself into. She wondered if that Pretty launched herself off the roof of a building as well, and then she giggled quietly — it sounded vaguely like wind chimes. Aria scolded herself for being stupid, how could she be so naive and think she could get away with this? Zane was probably out there getting the Wardens and taking her back to Ugly town, back to her Ugly life — it was starting to sound better by the minute.

                                ARIA F A Y"How could I have been so stupid?!" Aria scoffed, her whisper sounded more like a hiss as she looked up at the sky. The star-littered sky looked the same as it did in Ugly town, small stars winked at her mockingly as she laid back on the cool dirt — even the stars were cruel tonight. Biting her lip, she forced back the tears that were threatening to spill out of her, she swallowed hard to bring down the lump that had formed at her throat, not letting her breathe. Settling herself on the ground more comfortably, she realized it was actually soft, she could easily sleep on it if she needed to. I might need to too, she thought bleakly as she gazed up at the sky, her eyes never wavering from a single star that glimmered brighter than the rest, it was beautiful and unique.

                                ARIA F A Y"Hello? Miss?" an unfamiliar male Pretty voice rang out from behind her and Aria shot up to her feet before they could get a good look at her face.
                                ARIA F A Y"Y-yes?" her voice was weak and quiet, she let her hair fall around her face and kept her silver eyes on the ground.
                                ARIA F A Y"Are you alright?" Aria studied the voice, it sounded no older than Zane's and she glanced up at him. He had feathery brown hair — whether it was light or dark, Aria could not tell, it was too dark for that.
                                ARIA F A Y"I-I'm fine... W-well, maybe a little lost..." her voice strengthened a little, though she kept it quiet enough so the Pretty could not tell if she had the rougher voice of an Ugly. Hearing a pleasant chuckle, a kind one at that, she felt someone tap her shoulder.
                                ARIA F A Y"A little shy and new huh? It's alright, I'll get you out of here," his voice was also kind and Aria glanced up him again, a smile lit up his Pretty features and made her blink. She almost squealed in happiness — she was getting out of there!



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Nobody loves a woman because she is handsome or ugly,
stupid or intelligent.
We love because we love.
 
     
 
CELESTE ARIA DEAME
Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever.


WhatxAxTangledxWebxWexWeavexWhenxWexPracticexToxDecieve

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USERNAME
Princess Vampireska

AGE
Twenty One

GENDER
Female

OCCUPATION
Law student, Author of Fiction/Romance/Horror Novels, Mangaka (Manga Artist)

AFFILIATION
Civilian

EQUIPMENT
Knives, carving pens, pipe bombs, lighter, small bottles of gasoline, sabercut saw, her iPod with an everlasting battery, minimal amounts of food and water.


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        PHYSICAL DESCRIPTION

              Celeste is about 5'5, her figure is slim, but curvy, she is about 143 pounds in weight. Wavy, bright, red hair sits on top of her head and adorns her face with gentle waves, it reaches down to the middle of her back. She has clear green eyes that can shift color according to her mood, ranging from dark emerald to clear spring green. Her piercings exceeds those you would expect on a girl like her — sixteen in total. She has six on each ear, a lip ring and a belly button piercing. Though she use to wear a ring in her lip, once the epidemic started, she has not taken care of putting on any extra jewelery than that which she has on. She has hoops in her ears and a stud in her belly button. Only visible scar is one on near her left elbow, stretching down to her wrist, she had fallen on a wire fence during her wild years and impaled her arm in the barbed wire. She is not particularity athletic, or has very good coordination. Her stride could be described as sexy and feminine, elegance pours off of her as she walks by. Her legs are actually the longest part of her body, but is too shy to expose them. She holds herself with poise and confidence that even she is not aware of, tends to cringe away from people as if afraid of contact.


        PERSONALITY

              Celeste can be described by others as a stoic, serious person, her emotions rarely revealed in front of others. Rarely laughing, crying or smiling, people believe she is a cold, distant person who cares about no one but herself. Truth is, her shyness holds her back. Celeste is not the most outgoing person and definitely not the most confident, averting her green eyes and not speaking to people was the way she avoided having to confront her fear. Hating anything to do with public speaking, she chose to be an author and artist of both novels and manga, choosing this path gave her the comfort of not having to speak to strangers and having to face their criticism. After publishing several award-winning novels and popular manga series', she wanted to do something different with her life. So, she started going to law school, she had always had a strong sense of justice and wanted to prove both innocence and guilt of those who deserved it. Her sense of the just overcomes even her shyness and unwillingness to speak in front and to people, she stands up for what she believes in until the end and does not change her mind very easily. Celeste suffers from a severe case of OCD and tends to panic when things are not her definition of perfection, things that are not centered perfectly or stacked according to things like size and alphabet bother her and she will not be calm until she organizes things. She is amazingly intelligent, she was actually succeeding in her studies at law school before the epidemic struck. She is withdrawn and quiet, speaking only when forced to. She does not talk about her past much, and especially does not share her emotions. Feeling pity from other people bothers her and she tried to avoid that at all costs. She is the thinker — the strategist, always planning ahead and thinking of what to do in case something happens. Being cynical always helps her think out every possible situation, every possible error that could occur and she can plan ahead of those could-be faults.

              Celeste is usually a very calm person, even in the face of adveristy, she keeps her poise. Her mask that hides her emotions rarely slips, but sometimes, when the pain and sadness is too much, the wall crumbles. She is impossible to talk to in this state because she hides inside of herself and doesn;t allow anyone in. She has always doubted herself, her looks and anything to do with her. When people call her beautiful, she shrugs it off. People think i it's because she is arrogant and proud, but it's just because she doesn't believe. Celeste adores books and books are the only thing that can actually make her express her emotions, sad books make her cry and romance novels make her swoon and blush. She is brutally honest and will tell the truth during any occasion, no matter what. She doesn't like or believe in lies and tries to avoid telling them. She is an excellent listener because is is quiet and can sit through a person talking hours on end without interrupting. Not only that, but she gives advice that works almost every time. Her mind works so fast through real-life situations that she can tell them exactly what to do to get a good outcome. The only thing she is faulty in is math, she cannot stand numbers and complicated mathematical equations. Compassionate and caring, she tries to help everyone who needs it, though not a lot of people see this side because they do not take the time to actually get to know her. Instantly put off by her serious, skeptical, cynical and sarcastic attitude, people stray away from her. She actually has a sarcastic sense of humor and sees the dark side of things, her negativity can bring anyone down from the clouds instantly. She doesn't really care of anyone else's opinion of her but her own.

              The one thing that Celeste detests with a passion are backstabbers. Those that walk around saying one thing to your face and another behind your back. She does not usually hold a grudge, but she will if you back stab her. It is actually very easy to befriend her and get on her good side, just give her something like candy or roses, and actually take the time to get to know her and she will be a trusting, reliable friend who will give her life for you. Her favorite thing in the world besides books is music. She adores it and could not live without it. She thinks the military and the renegades are overrated, but is so scared she would rather stick to them than to be alone again. Celeste has a killer aim and her main weapons are ten knives she always carried with her, to avoid losing them, she always gets them after the job is done.

              LIKES
              ♫Books
              ♫Music (heavy metal, rock, classical mostly)
              ♫Candy
              ♫Romance
              ♫Animals
              ♫Honesty
              ♫Drawing

              DISLIKES
              ØLies
              ØBackstabbers
              ØOveruse of religion
              ØBlood
              ØThe Dark
              ØSmall, enclosed Spaces
              ØNeedles
              ØThe Infected


        BIOGRAPHY

              Born in raised in Venice, Italy on October 11th to a mother and a father who believed in nothing more than God, my childhood was restrained and more than a little boring. My family was made up of devoted Catholics, going to mass more than twice a week and giving half of our salary to the collection plate it isn't necessary to say that we lived a less than luxurious lifestyle — barely getting by and having a little more than what was needed to eat. I grew up a devout and God-fearing child — it didn't last too long. When I turned thirteen, I began to show my wild streak, getting an extreme amount of piercings and tinting my hair obnoxious colors that cannot be natural more than once. Every time I did something like that, my parents practically disowned me and called me a spawn of the Devil. It made me laugh and do it more, in school, I was known as the anti-social freak who got excellent grades — I'm sure that they called me something much shorter but I can't remember. My shyness made it practically impossible to make any good friends, and I as far as I can remember I only had one true friend — a guy named Romano who always followed me everywhere and tried to go out with me, I liked him a lot but I was too shy to ever accept his invitations.

              High school went by in a breeze and I started going to law school, Romano one step behind me, I had become a popular novelist by the age of sixteen and becoming a mangaka by the age of eighteen. My parents finally admitted that no Devil spawn could ever be this gifted. My writing and my drawing was my life, allowing music in as my muse mostly, I had no time for anything else. I was so busy that people never really questioned my withdrawn personalty, thinking I was too absorbed in my work to think of anything else — which in a way, was true. A year ago, I got sent to Norway to continue my studies. I boarded the plane, bags in hand and got on the plane. My trip lasted a total of a day in a half before an event happened. It was an event I wish I could forget. Someone on the plane screeched, no, not screamed screeched. It sounded like a bird, only... different, inhuman. The screech was followed by a pained scream, a female. A sharp ripping sound tore through the cabin and the gurgle of liquid spurting out of a space. Screams began erupting around me as I leaned over and saw a woman in the grip of a man, he held her head back as he ripped savagely into her throat. Dying gurgles could be heard from the woman as she breathed her last breaths. Or so I thought.

              Moments later, the woman straightened and stood up, her throat still spilling blood over the seats of the plane. Someone shot a gun and both of the Infected went down in a heap, blood spilling out of their bodies like a faucet. The pilots had to make an emergency landing in Limerick, Ireland. Stranded, with nowhere to go and more than a little panicked, Romano and I headed for the nearest hotel. My profits from my books and drawings had racked in quite a big amount of money. Our peace lasted a little more than three days before the hotel staff had the contracted the mystery disease. Romano and I packed up supplies and ran, as far as we could and got as far as Galway before we got caught. An Infected sneaked up behind us and managed to get Romano, taking a clean chunk right out of his neck. A horrible scream echoed through the empty town as Romano fell forward into the ground. At first, I had no idea where the scream had come from, then I realized that it was issued by me. Seconds later, Romano stood up, his hair matted with blood and body drenched. I tried talking to him as I backed up, my voice faltering with begging. He didn't hesitate, launching himself at me, I threw a knife at his head, sticking in with a sharp thunk, I finally knew how serious this problem was. I've been alone since then, wandering Ireland alone, hoping to find more people out there who have survived, just like me. So far, no such luck, my negativity is getting the best of me, but I hold on to that thin thread of silver lining. I no longer hesitate to throw knives or my carving pens that I used for my toning in my mangas at the heads of anyone who dares approach me.


DESCRIPTION :: With a sexy air and quiet confidence, 21 year old Celeste was a regular bookworm. Lacking grace and coordination, she has excellent aim and no hesitation that makes up for her faults. A civilian that thinks both Renegades and Militia are overrated, but prefers them than to being alone. Originated from Venice, Italy and has a habit of cursing in Italian, has a mother and a father in Italy but has no idea how far the disease has spread. She lost her best friend to the Infected and has a deep fear of them ever since. She hates liars and backstabbers and always responds with intense honesty that sometimes hurts people. She adores her iPod and all of her music, loves novels and drawings. Wants to find someone to work with. A quiet listener and a cynical skeptic, she doesn't care of what anyone thinks of her.
     
The Voices Say, Schizophrenia.

          I was born with the name...
          xxxxxxxAila Uriel Cora
          But call me...
          xxxxxxxAila, Uri
          My memories tell me...
          xxxxxxx I was supposed to be my parent's perfect first child. Born in October 15th to Lili and Adrian Cora, I was their first daughter — the child that was suppose to become the first female President. I was expected to make them proud, make them able to say "that's my daughter!" to the people they knew. Too bad it did not turn out that way.
          My childhood could be definitely be called normal without a single moment's hesitation, I was the cutest baby and toddler on the block. Neighbors stopped by regularly just to see me — at least, that's what my parent's told me. I was too small to make a sufficient memory of anything. When I turned thirteen, everything changed. I began to hear echoes of whispers, not very loud mind you, just barely there. Then, it progressed to the point where sometimes my parents had a hard time understanding what I was saying. My words spewed out of my like a faucet without any meaning — that they could understand at least. At that point, the voices grew louder, sometimes shouting at me to do things that I didn't want to do. break my mother's vase, throwing knives at the wall, eat the chemicals under the sink, you know, things like that.
          My mind started thrusting me into things that could not possibly be real, pushing me into voids of blackness that had monsters with scales and sharp teeth or sometimes places with rainbows and sunny skies. It all depended on my mood, which in itself was very unreliable. One day I was pushed into the dregs of depression, the next, out into the air of joy — it was very unusual. Those were the doctor's exact words when my parents took me to the hospital when I turned fourteen, they asked me what I felt like and my words came out all mushed together. then I couldn't think of what i wanted to say. My parents asked, "Is that normal?" the doctor said, "No, it is possible she has Schizophrenia." So much for the first female President.
          My loving parents thought that they could handle me, my strange moods and confusing sentences, it was not so. The next year was littered with suicide attempts, it was during this time that I started listening to the persistent voices in an effort to make them go away. "Drink the chemicals," they told me. "Slice your wrist," they whispered. "Wrap the electrical cord around your neck," they hissed. I tried every one of those suggestions so they would just shut up. Every one of them failed. That's when my parents had enough, they took me to the Institution, now on medication, I no longer listen to the voices, or stir up my words — very often at least. Last I heard, my parents had another baby girl — maybe that one will become the first female President, now that their hopes for their first sixteen year old daughter crashed and burned.

          I love to be...
          xxxxxxxAn actress, hiding behind the fragile mask that covers up my real thoughts and emotions. I am naturally very shy, speaking only when I am spoken to, and even then, hoping my words don't come out as an incomprehensible blob. I guess I can be described by others as a stoic, serious person, my emotions rarely revealed in front of others. Rarely laughing, crying or smiling, people believe I am a cold, distant person who cares about no one but myself. Truth is, my intense shyness holds me back. I am not the most outgoing person and definitely not the most confident, averting my steel gray eyes and not speaking to people is the way I have avoided having to confront my fear. I do not talk about my past much, and especially do not share my emotions. Feeling pity from other people bothers me and I try to avoid that at all costs. I have had enough of that when i was younger, feeling people's pity when they heard me speak or the doctor's pity when i tried to kill myself. It is enough for me.
          I am usually a very calm person, even in the face of adveristy, I keep my poise. I adore books and books are the only thing that can actually make me express my emotions, sad books make me cry and romance novels make me swoon and blush. I am brutally honest and will tell the truth during any occasion, no matter what. I don't like or believe in lies and try to avoid telling them. I an excellent listener because I am quiet and can sit through a person talking hours on end without interrupting. All that practice of listening to the voices, I guess. Instantly put off by my serious, skeptical, cynical and sarcastic attitude, people stray away from me. I actually have a sarcastic sense of humor and see the dark side of things, my negativity can bring anyone down from the clouds instantly. Music is the only thing that can keep the voices quiet and keep me calm and relaxed, I have high tension and get stressed out very easily.

          I cant get enough...
          xxxxxxxHeavy metal, rock, and classical music, books, my family, silence, sarcasm, candy, roses, romance, people who care.
          I cant stand...
          xxxxxxxThe voices, spewing words, my shyness, dark places, my delusions/hallucinations, suicide, being alone and abandoned.
          I usually fall for...
          xxxxxxxThe guys, if any actually get near me.
          Ive currently fallen for...
          xxxxxxxI can't say. No one really.
          I forgot to mention...
          xxxxxxxI am slim, but curvy. Weighing in at about 140 pounds, I am average height, about 5'5 the last time I checked. I have snake bites, an eye brow piercing and six piercings in each ear. I have no tattoos.
          Im controlled by...
          xxxxxxxPrincess Vampireska
 
     
 


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{ }——————{//Celeste Aria Deame\}——————{}





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L I F E for you, has been l»e»s»s than K | I | N | D |

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{ }——————{//Celeste Aria Deame}——————{}



                                    [T]he quick pounding of feet echoed through the empty parking lot, the rough sound of someone's hard breathing filled the silence that stubbornly clung to the once populated places. This particular lot was in the front of a Starbucks that was combined with a Target, shopping carts littered the parking spaces among the abandoned cars. Weaving through the various vehicles was a young woman with wild, unkempt copper hair that hung to the middle of her back. Ratty and with various leaves in it, it was obvious that she had not taken the time to clean herself up in a while. Wearing a flowered, cream t-shirt with dirt stains on the front and black skinny jeans that were ripped in more than one place, she looked more or less presentable. The knee-high, black flat boots were part of her survival wardrobe and the only things that kept her from sprawling face first into the unforgiving pavement. The harsh, gurgling breathing of a creature that looked like it came out of a nightmare was right behind her, it's hot breath practically burning the back of her neck. She reached into her pocket and got out a thin knife with it's own plastic cover so she would not cut herself. With a sharp groan, she took off the cover with one hand and threw it right at the Infected, it hit home in the middle of it's forehead with a sharp thunk and the thing collapsed to it's knees. Celeste gasped for air and turned back for her knife, she only had ten, so she took good care of them. Wiping it off with the Infected's clothes, she smiled slightly, this one had been particularly tough. It had followed her all the way from a residential area ten miles back, Celeste had not stopped running all the way and a sharp pain was developing in her side. "Merda!" she cursed rather vulgarly in Italian, it echoed around the lot.

                                    [W]ith a huge sigh, Celeste placed the knife back in her pocket, it was now free of the sticky blood that clung to it. Grimacing, she kicked the Infected angrily and watched as it fell face first into the hot pavement. Rubbing her eyes, she looked out to the horizon and stared at the pale red streaks that were laced with yellow that had a golden hue run through the sky. Sunset. Celeste groaned and turned back around, gasping as a shadow lumbered towards her, it's steps severely uneven and was more of a limp than a walk. "Cazzo! Can't I get a damn break?!" Yanking out one of her toning pens, she uncapped it and tossed it across the lot. The Infected let out a startling, human-like groan as it collapsed, the pen inserted in it's chest — straight in the heart. Celeste froze, her mind working at twice it's normal speed — what if it had been a human? Celeste ran to the body, though she had quite enough of the strenuous activity and saw with relief that it had indeed, been an Infected. Her heart wrenched, it had been a child — no older than eleven. A young girl, her pink dress torn and the ribbons in her hair untied, but still hanging on. Celeste bit her lip and turned away, guilt residing deep inside her. Her eyes then focused on the sign that was ahead by no more than a few blocks.

                                    Welcome to Menlough.



                                    [M]enlough? Had she really traveled that far from Limerick? The mere thought of Limerick made Celeste remember Romano and tears sprung to her emerald eyes, death by knife to the head was a horrible way to die. Celeste had to laugh at herself, she had been the one to throw it, but he was also not even himself anymore. Then why, why did she feel so immensely guilty? With a sigh, she picked up her pen and cleaned it off, regretting having to smear even more blood on the child's dress. She began to walk to the place called Menlough, her steps were slow and tired, she had not quite regained her breath from the long run — but she was not going to stop, no matter what. The street was empty, just as the parking lot had been. But the buildings were giving her at least, some sense of protection. The sunset was turning into a dull shade of red with a thin film of purple lurking beneath it, night was approaching quickly. Celeste kept on route, or at least, she would like to think so. Running a hand through her hair and pushing it out of her face, she saw a figure on top of a roof. The shadow was poised and calm — obviously not an Infected. Celeste almost yelled at them, trying to bring their attention down. That's also when she saw a person standing in front of a building a couple of yards away. With a quiet gasp, Celeste ducked behind one of the dilapidated buildings — she was not sure if this was human, or one of the nightmarish creatures that littered Ireland.

                                    [C]eleste took out her bottle of water, it was filled to the brim with clean water. Coming across a well earlier, she had taken the time to fill up all of the gallons she had with her, along with her bottle of water. The cool liquid ran down her throat and refreshed her, she was lucky to have come across the well and she knew it, she was also willing to share with whoever needed it. She peeked around the corner, her keen eyes watching the shadow on the ground. It was a man, the build was strong and wider than a woman's would be — what she did not know whether it was a friend or a foe. With quick and quiet steps, she went from alleyway to alleyway, approaching the man. A knife securely in her grasp, her hand tightened to the point where the skin was turning white. Celeste reached him quicker than what she expected, sliding up beside him, she put the knife to his throat, wrapping her arms around his neck. If he moved without caring, he was an Infected, if he froze, he was human. Just to make things more dramatic, she whispered, "Don't you dare move, unless you want me to slice your neck," it was more of a hiss than a whisper, hatred leaking out of her acerbic words, disdain staining her sexy, Italian-accented voice. Now it all depending on him, whether he lived, or died.










     


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                          [Λ]ila stood patiently at the entrance of the lunchroom, her steely eyes scanning the room. She had been at the Institution for more than six months, and by now, she knew this place by heart. A tray was suddenly handed to her by a reluctant looking nurse, soft, brown hair fell from beneath her cap. She looked kindly enough, were it not for the unwilling expression to get near Aila plastered on her face. None of Aila's nurses stayed very long with her, her apathy usually scared them off. In effect, Aila never knew one of the nurses' names. Aila had been down in the lunchroom for a few hours now, she would rather be in the empty lunchroom than in her empty room. Her roommate was who knows where, and Aila did not like to be alone for very long."Thank you," Aila said shyly to the nurse, who walked off quickly. You should kill her you know... She's not very nice for a nurse, and thus, she has no purpose... Aila grimaced, the voices were returning — but she was not going to listen to them. Pulling out a book from her bag, she looked for a place to sit.

                          [Ή]er gaze did not travel very far. Aila found a young man who sat impassively in his chair, sitting all alone at a table. Biting her lower lip lightly, she approached and sat down with unnerving silence. She placed the book in her hand and began reading, her eyes glued to the page in front of her, It was a story of a wonderful Prince and Princess. There was nothing wrong with the Prince and there was nothing wrong with the Princess, they were both perfectly normal. You'll never be normal Aila, never. You're a freak, and no one loves you! the voices all cried out in a single chorus, making a deafening wave in her head, Aila winced and closed her eyes, she hated when this happened. She needed her medication, but she could not have it yet — it was all scheduled. Awww! How cute! You think the medication will shut us up! Not true Aila, you know what will make us go away... Of course Aila knew, and she had tried it before as well. Not that she had ever succeeded, otherwise, she would not be stuck in the infernal Institution, but at least the medication quieted them a bit and made it easier for her to resist.






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                          [Λ]ila jumped with surprise, nearly dropping her book. Her eyes shot open and the voices silenced, at least for the time being. Before her, stood a young man with light brown hair. Aila had to suppress a smile — he looked like he was about to take off running any moment. Averting her gray eyes, she went back to her book and spoke without looking at him — it helped her with her shyness a bit. "I-I'm Aila," her words were said in a tone that was no more than a soft whisper. "W-who are you?" she bit her lip, she had expected a spew of words — if the voices were returning, why would that not return? Closing her book gently, she placed it back in her bag and looked around for the boy that was there before — he was gone. Aila shrugged, making her raven black hair fall back from her shoulders. "Could this boy be taking in interest in me?" HA! Don't be stupid Aila, you're doomed to be alone. Even your parents abandoned you in this place! Aila winced and placed a slender hand to her temple in pain, why wouldn't the voices shut up?

                          [Ө]pening her book again, Aila began reading, the Prince was rescuing the Princess — how very gallant of him to risk dying on the journey just to be with his beloved Princess. Could love really be like that? Aila sighed and pushed her hair of her face, sliding over farther next to the young man so she could see better in the sun. She tried to do whatever it took to get rid of the insistent voices, that usually meant reading. Or her music, either one. She loved doing both, so it wasn't like she minded. Her thoughts kept drifting back to her family though, the little girl would be just born. Maybe a month or two old. How she wished she could see her little sister, to hold her and to hug her. It was not like they would let Aila near though, being a Schizo and all. You don't trust someone who tries to kill things with a newborn baby, Aila held no ill will though. In fact, she wished for the girl to be normal and have a happy life. A familiar knot formed at her throat and she she cleared it, swallowing and trying to get rid of it. She would not cry, she held no weaknesses here.






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f you see me as just the princess then you misunderstand who I am and what I have been through.


[ΥӨЦ DΛЯΣ ΛƧΚ] [?] [!]


[This | is | something | everyone | should | know]
 
     
 



» who am i



Curiosity Killed The Cat, But Satisfaction Brought It Back




xx » x-x-x-x- xx letters of my a l p h a b e txYou know, I'm pretty certain that on my birth certificate, you'll see Aila Uriel Cora. Don't hold me to it though! These things change sometimes.
xx » x-x-x-x- xx a l t h o u g h, i preferxAila is just fine thank you. Maybe I can let slip Uri, but that is it.
xx » x-x-x-x- xx what`s in the p a n t sxYou just had to ask didn't you? Well, I suppose if your eyesight isn't what it use to be, I am very much female. And more female than you could ever handle.
xx » x-x-x-x- xx beat b e a t beatingxYou know, as curious as I am, you would expect me to say I'm curious about both, but no no! I am indeed straight as a ruler!
xx » x-x-x-x- xx i`ll stay this way f o r e v e rxI am seventeen, though I am unsure how this matters. I am older than this in Wonderland, but suit yourself, everyone has the right to be curious sometime.
xx » x-x-x-x- xx i hail fromxWell, I am from Wonderland if you a curious about the truth. If you decide to be placated by the lies, I am from from England — either one is fine by me.
xx » x-x-x-x- xx you`ll k n o w me asxThe Mock Turtle. Speaking of which, you haven't seen any hunters in this world have you? They are still after me to make me into 'Mock Turtle soup'!




» about my life




xx » x-x-x-x- xx sometimes t h e y say i`mxQuite curious. Actually, they say that I'm that all the time, no exceptions. But don't you dare think this little quirk makes me nosy! Fine, you caught me in that lie. I am very nosy and won't stop prying until my insatiable curiosity is satisfied. Sound impossible? It pretty much is, which is why no one can seem to placate me with small tidbits of information, I insist on knowing the whole story. backwards, forwards, sideways, any way you can think of. This brings me to the fact that most people find me quite annoying, always bugging them about something or other, this or that, tomato or tomahto. Well, you get it. I'm am naturally very hyper, tending to babble a bit there and a bit here, always seeming to veer off into different topics and blending them together — a lot of people have a hard time understanding what I'm talking about. I hope this doesn't bother you. One thing I cannot stand is meeting strangers, I always seemed to get tongue-tied and shy — strange huh? Strange indeed.

I have this little habit of talking to myself, rather, it really isn't talking to myself because someone always hears me. Speaking of someone else, I kind of like the Gryphon, but you must keep this hush-hush! You know, on the down-low? A secret? I am a very calm person, nothing ever frazzles or angers me too much. Oh, except those God-awful hunters! Enough, I am not to be made into soup! In this world, it would be called cannibalism, you know. I am a nice person, but somewhat of a loner. The only one who truly knows me is the Gryphon, but he is too busy ordering me around to even pay attention to what my feelings are! The nerve! Of course, i never minded much, my love for him blocks out such unpleasant emotions, I would do anything for him. The one thing I can never figure out is how he feels, and it frustrates me. i get easily frustrated when my curiosity is not satisfied — is that selfish of me?

I could also be called naive, I really am not aware of the bad things in life. I mean, I know they exist, but I don't think it will ever happen to me. Except, they have happened. I try to be optimistic and see only the sunny side of things, but that is almost impossible when the darkness looms all around you like an unbreakable cage — the bars pressing against you, squeezing the very life from your lungs until you are nothing but an empty sheel, devoid of life. See? I'm not always as happy-go-lucky as people think I am, sadness if rough on me too, but I choose to be strong for those I love. I try to never let anything get me down in the dumps, though sometimes, it's all too much. I tend to retreat into myself and stay silent for hours, days. even weeks on end. I guess, no one can really hold in everything they feel forever without reaching their breaking point once in a while. Speaking of feelings, I am a sucker for anything romantic. Roses, chocolate, poems, you name it. Romance novels really get my heart thumping.

xx » x-x-x-x- xx i`ll w r a p it upxNow, now. For someone so naive, i don't give out information so easily. All I can tell you is that I was born in England, it was rainy — as always — there was pain, blood and a whole lot of tears. My father was there and of course, my mother was there. Not sounding so interesting now huh? My childhood was as boring as boring could ever possibly be. School was a bore, learning how to subtract apples from oranges made my head hurt and the mere fact that if you mix two incorrect chemicals you get a small — possibly hazardous to you health, explosion. The only subject i enjoyed was literature, English, whatever. I only cared for the books, the books that reminded me of Wonderland at that. Things with wonderful stories of great, imaginative thing! Anyway, besides that, I had loving mother, a doting father, oh yes, all well indeed — except, I knew of a better, more interesting place that I ached to go back to.
Wonderland? Oh Wonderland is a wonderful place, full of things only your imaginations could comprehend, a Queen there, a Rabbit here, A Mouse hiding underneath a cup of tea, oh it's all very dandy indeed! I live with my true love, the Gryphon. Doing the things he says, "go clean this!" and "Go fetch me that!" it's all quite tiring at the end. I have done them all without a complaint though, the reason? I'm sure I have mentioned this before. I wish I could say this all ended well, but not at all. We need Alice to go back and fix things up there, and now I'm in the real world — go figure.





» it`s that simple




                                  xx » x-x-x-x- xx o n ex
                                  ❥How many times must I say it? I love the Gryphon! Though I fear that my care for him exceeds that which he has for me.
                                  ❥I am a pushover, though this could hardly be called a secret.
                                  ❥I have an extreme sweet tooth, gimme candy and I'll do whatever you ask.

                                  xx » x-x-x-x- xx t w ox
                                  ❤Books
                                  ❤Candy
                                  ❤Gryphon
                                  ❤Roses
                                  ❤Romance
                                  ❤Wonderland
                                  ❤Music
                                  ❤Pressing people for information
                                  ❤Optimism
                                  ❤My Imagination

                                  xx » x-x-x-x- xx t h r e ex
                                  øRap music, speaks of too much violence and sex.
                                  øCountry music, who wants to hear about the yellow line on the road?
                                  øMath, apples and oranges don't interest me.
                                  øScience, too many chemicals.
                                  øStrangers, talking to them makes me nervous.
                                  øMeeting people's eyes, it makes me too nervous to even think straight.
                                  øDoing errands for Gryphon, too tiring.
                                  øSilence, ever heard of music?
                                  øThis Real-World. Too many things that are not as they should be.
                                  øThose hunters! I hope they aren't in this world.

                                  xx » x-x-x-x- xx f o u rx
                                  ☓Elevators, the thought of being trapped in there makes be sweat.
                                  ☓The Dark, too many things can hide in there.
                                  ☓Needles, the very though that they can pierce your skin is terrifying!
                                  ☓Small, enclosed spaces, I don't do good in crowded places either.

                                  xx » x-x-x-x- xx f i v ex“May the love hidden deep inside your heart find the love waiting in your dreams. May the laughter that you find in your tomorrow wipe away the pain you find in your yesterdays.”- ANONYMOUS



Princess Vampireska
     

If You See Me As Just The Princess Then You Misunderstand Who I Am And What I Have Been Through.


[ΥӨЦ DΛЯΣ ΛƧΚ] [?] [!]


[This | is | something | everyone | should | know]
      If you don't know my name, I suppose you must be very dim indeed. I am known here as the Vampire Princess, but you know, since you asked nicely, my real name is Celeste Aria Deame. Each name has a special meaning, not that I am going to tell you.


[Must | I | have | an | alias | ? ]
      A nickname? Well, I suppose you can call me Princess. That's not a nickname? Oh well, I guess you can call me Celeste or maybe Aria but nothing else. You are warned now.


[A | lady | never | reveals | her | age]
      My age? What an insolent question! You need it? Well, I guess if you truly require it... I look like I am sixteen, still young and beautiful. Of course, appearances are nothing when you are a vampire. I am actually five hundred and twenty two years old. Of course, that is nothing compared to my dear older brother.


[What | is | beneath | my | lovely | dresses]
      Ugh, how vulgar! Your questions get worse as they progress! If it isn't quite obvious, or if your eyesight is less than passable — I am female. You know, I sit to pee?


[From | where | do | I | lurk | ?]
      Ha! I am sure I have mentioned this before! I am the Princess, the one who rules alongside my brother! What? Still don't get it? Dim one aren't you? If I must spell it out for you, I assure you, I am a Vampire Master and a DEEPPiNK one at that. What? Do I need to show you my fangs for proof?


[Blow | out | what | candles | ? | !]
      Well, here is a reasonable question. I was born on October fifteenth. If you know what's good for you, you'll give me gifts!


[Who | catches | my | immortal | eye | ?]
      I can tell you this, I am as straight as a ruler. I love the guys who roam around here. So, this makes me heterosexual, I would rather play with the boys.



[BӨЩ DӨЩП ƬӨ ЯӨΥΛᄂƬΥ] [!]



[Pull | away | my | fragile | mask]
      I am... rather difficult to get along with. Or so they say, they say that I'm demanding, ruthless, whatever. I don't believe in such foolish things as love or mercy, I am a natural skeptic. I don't believe things very easily, for me, you have to give me concrete proof before you decide to open your big mouth and tell me something. Well, I didn't believe in love, that is, until I met [h]him. A slave owner like myself, he is the most intriguing person I have ever met. To be friends with me, you must be smart. Or at least, have some common sense about you.

      Of course, if you didn't know it already, this cruel, ruthless thing is just a ruse — an act. Inside, I am a kind, caring person who wishes to tend to anyone who is hurt. Sounds impossible doesn't it? For a person who doesn't believe in love, I adore romance novels, or anything the slightest bit romantic. A rose there, a poem here and you'll set my heart thumping. Well, figuratively of course. I am a hopeless romantic for such silly things like that. I try to keep up my act, though sometimes, I just can't. An injured slave makes me feel so guilty I have to tend to them, after, I swear them to secrecy — I can't have my reputation ruined now can I?

      I am naturally very calm and very quiet, speaking only when spoken to and even then, my responses are shy. Perhaps it developed from being hidden in my brother's shadow all the time, no one really cared for me and addressed me so I retreated inside of myself. Silence though, annoys me, at that moment, I must fill it with music. Music is my life and soul, it is the only thing that unlocks me from my shell and allows people to see the real me. In a close second, books do that too. They make me express my emotions, which does not happen too often. With the exception of anger and annoyance of course.

      Speaking of anger, here's a piece of advice :don't make me angry. Disobedience and lies really grate on my last nerves and I will chew you out for even thinking of these two things. I hate liars and anything to do with them, and they really make me mad. I can't stand anyone speaking behind someone's back, especially mine, and i will have you punished for it without a moment's hesitation. I suppose this is where they get the ruthless notion of me. It really makes me laugh, the twisted way that people view me. But, whatever makes them happy.

      I use to be really docile, sweet and kind. I still am, but on the exterior I mean. After years of living in my brother's shadow, I decided that being nice never got me anywhere. That's when I developed the act. It has worked really well for my by the way, I have gotten ahead in life — though no where near my brother, as always. Though he is so much better at me in things, I harbor him no ill will. In fact, I love him as the great brother he is and could not wish for a better one.

      I adore writing, allowing my thoughts and emotions spill out across an empty page is one of the best ways I have always relieved my guilt, or sadness. Being the Princess, I could have no visible weaknesses, no chicks in the impenetrable armor that I was said to wear. That is all a lie, I feel emotions just like any other person, and I cry and I laugh. The only one who has ever seen me do either is my brother, though he is coming dangerously close to revealing my true self. Truth be told, I am scared. Scared that he won't like me anymore. Is this even reasonable?


[Look | into | the | looking | glass]
      My life? Well, it isn't very interesting, I warn you. I was born into a family of four. Me, my brother, my father and my mother. My parents were the King and the Queen. See? It's very boring. So, let's fast forward a bit until the takeover. now that was fun. Teaming up with the Lycans was more than trying, but it all worked out in the end. The puny humans, with their puny armies thought they could bring us down as nothing more than another one of their insignificant human threats. HA!

      After we took over, it has been boring. Now the humans are our slaves, we own them, they clean up after us, and so on. It's been excruciatingly dull around here though, that is, until I met him.


[What | do | I | adore | ?]
      ✔Roses
      ✔Romance
      ✔Immortality
      ✔Writing
      ✔Music
      ✔Books


[I | wish | I | could | condemn]
      ☓Lies
      ☓Backstabbers
      ☓Disobedience
      ☓My Ruse/Act
      ☓Injured Slaves


[Even | a | vampire | princess | fears]
      ☁Needles
      ☁Knives
      ☁Small Enclosed Spaces/Crowds
      ☁Being Alone
      ☁Being Forgotten


[Play | the | forbidden | lullabies | ~]
 
     

Every time a child says, "I don't believe in fairies," there is a fairy somewhere that falls down dead.
TRAGiCDiViNiTY
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