I want a lover I don't have to love
I want a girl who's too sad to give a ********
Really, he was no little boy for god sake! There was no need for Lucrezia to travel all the way from Italy with him.. It was not like Damian will get lost or something... Though the more sane and coherent side of him knew that Lucrezia was just acting like any other worried and loving mother, after all, who knows when they will see each other again? No more Sundays spent together,helping her with her shopping.. And isn't it always hard for mothers to see their babies leave the nest? Ugh. The raven haired boy mentally shivered at those words. He hated sounding sappy, he wasn't one for emotional stuff even if he was supposed to, but that doesn't mean that he disliked Lucrezia, his mother, Damian just had a terrible time saying it. That woman was one of the very few people the boy actually showed any signs of affection. Icy blue eyes glanced to his right to a pretty woman on her thirties with long curly black hair, plush red lips, long lashes that brushed against porcelain cheeks and warm loving green eyes, ah Damian had to admit that Lucrezia is quite a beauty, and without him noticing his own rosy lips curled up into a smile. The woman was sitting on his right, both sharing a cab to what will be the raven haired boy's new home for the next few years. Feeling her son's eyes on her, Lucrezia turned to look to her baby boy and smiled back, though Damian was able to see the hint of sadness behind emerald eyes. "You know, it is not the end of the world, I will come back to visit you, and write of course so don't worry about me Lulu, you go on be happy and get me a nice, handsome and hopefully rich stepdad okay?" Damian said lips stretching up into a grin as he saw his mother let out a soft laugh. That was much better. " First of all, It is Mom, Mother or Mommy not Lulu, second of all, you better keep in contact young boy or I will hunt you down! And third.. We will see about that stepfather.. Please Dee, be a good boy.. For me okay? Just... Try to not cause any problems.." She said, voice soft and sweet like always that it made him impossible for Damian not to smile and nod, letting his lips move and utter the words 'I will be a good boy' though his fingers where crossed, and by the look of Lucrezia's face she probably knew that was hardly going to happen, but it was alright..
The school come closer and closer to view, growing larger and more intimidating, and to be honest, Dee was slowly but surely having second thoughts about this whole thing, after all. who will take care of Lucrezia while he was gone? ..What? He is quite aware that he is a momma's boy and have no problem with it. Motherly love being so far the only type of love that Damian believes. And the time came to say goodbye, Damian sharing a particularly long hug with his mother, and while his body was screaming to get away from the warm and loving arms from his mother since he was not used to such things as displays of affection, knowing that this was going to be the last time he will be able to do this simple act was enough to force himself to endure it. Waves, kisses, soft chuckles and 'love yous' were exchanged and taking hold of his two decent sized bags, Damian marched his way into his new school, grinning and winking at the people guarding the gates on his way just for the fun of it, well now. With each step he took the deeper he shoved and locked that side of him that was more caring, slipping quite easily back into his normal self, if it should be called that, the same face he displayed through all those years back during his time in human schools.
Now, if he was correct and he knew he was, his dorm was the number 'Three' and it won't be too difficult to localize. Ah, dorms. It was going to be Damian's first time living in dorms, it was an interesting idea, specially since he will be getting a roommate. Hopefully the other demigod will be interesting enough and a horror movie fan like himself, if not, well too bad for the other guy because Damian plans on staying up late at night to enjoy some good horror films. " Three, three, three... It should be somewhere around... Here.. Yeah." Damian mumbled to himself as he keep dragging his bags around the dorms building halls, turning right at the end of one of the halls. And lucky him there was his room! Great, now he could steal the best bed and then go take a look around the rest of the building, the cafeteria looked like it had some promising food. Plus he also wanted to see what kind of demigods where around, he had already seen a few during his search for his dorm, some looked a bit entertaining others plain boring. Dropping one of his bags the handle slipping from slender fingers, he reached into his deep blue pant's pocket to fish out the key that had been handed to him during his brief stop at the office so to unlock the door, pushing it open with his free hand that was then used to reach for the bag, and the boy disappeared into the room, throwing his bags over the bed on the left, claiming it as his. Well now.. Lets take a look around.
And with that last thought Damian was out again, stopping for a second to get his key before rushing down the halls and to the cafeteria. He was hungry and in need of something that will give him enough energy to support some serious unpacking. " Agh, dunno what I want.." He mumbled again, icy blues scanning the various delicious items displayed there for the students while chewing lightly on his right thumb.
I want a lover I don't have to love
I want a boy who's so drunk he doesn't talk
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Love's an excuse to get hurt
And to hurt
"Do you like to hurt?"
"I do! I do!"