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Post: 55960281_46 created on Sat Nov 07, 2009 4:59 amPosted: Sat Nov 07, 2009 4:59 am
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FR3AK0 MUSiCiAN http://pics2.vampirefreaks.com/x/xR/xRo/xRompKidx/21947355.jpg I'm not Emo! Swear! I just love the guyliner. <3 WRiTT3N 0N T3H BiRTH C3RTiFiCAT3 Zane Evan Foxx Butt M3H iLL3GAL NAM3 iS Foxx, Zae, Zef, or hey, just plain Zane. NUMBuh 0F CANDl3S 18, luv PR3SENT$ 0N February 29, 1990 (Pisces) I G0 T0 THiS B@THR00M Male T3Y S00 HAWT People try to tell me otherwise, but I like girls <3 M3H iiN3R S3LF Oooh... How to start this? Sometimes I wonder who even I know myself... Well I guess I need to give it a try <3 I am a very anomalous person. Big words equal love, oh, and anomalous means bizarre. In truth, if you needed one word to describe me by it'd be anomalous or a synonym of it. I don't really have a set personality. I simply have moods. In fact, I have named all of my moods and come to know them very well. My most common mood is the 'Me That Makes People Question My Sexual Orientation Mood.' Many individuals have gotten the wrong impression that I am homosexual. In all veracity that assumption is rubbish. I am not a homophobic or look down those who can not decide which gender they like, but I am not either. I like my women, despite how shy I tend to get around them. That's my next most common mood, 'Holy Crap, a Girl is in my Proximity Mood.' The female race terrifies me. The majority of them are harridans. Well in today's language, just big bitches. Bitchy girls tend to scare me, I can't understand how someone can have such little a conscience to purposefully discriminate anyone who is labeled as a 'freak' or 'outcast.' It really is sad. But other girls I can get along with once I get to know them a little better. Another mood that I tend to have a lot is my 'Song Mood.' I am a musical person so of course I sometimes just get in a mood where I can only think about my music. My best advice is to steer clear when it looks like those clogs are turning. I can be a little pissy when I'm in a 'Song Mood.' Any disruption might ruin an idea I have and when I loose an idea I just crack. My other moods are basically what one would call 'emotions.' Sometimes there is the 'Flirty Mood' or the 'Pissed Mood.' Then, very rarely the 'Depressed Mood.' I don't really enjoy being depressed. I'm simply wasting precious time that I could be doing something else when depressed. So yes, you know something really bad happened when I'm depressed. As for somethings that never change despite my 'Moods' are what we call characteristics. I'm a really creative person, probably have guessed by now though. I can be very tolerant and understanding, but my patience does tend to grow short fused after a while. I get a bit emotional and caught up with things when the people around me have really strong emotions going on. I can say that I am pretty book smart, but when it comes to life I can be rather... well... naive. I get annoyed with my naivety quite a lot since every time I start up a relationship the girls get annoyed with it too. Annoying naivety. So really, that's me. I'm an oddity. What else is there to say? M0MM3 & DADD3 SH0UlD KN0W Hm. Me? How can I go about explaining me? I guess in some eyes my life story is exciting, but in my eyes it's just what has happened to bring me to the present. I don't really remember all the bad and hurtful things that well. My mind is good at blurring out those moments and it keeps me happy. So I guess I could start with the most hazy moments in my life, I still can't decide whether they are hazy because I was young or because it was a sad time during my life. I was born on a Leap Day, oh joy. Apparently my parents found it funny and decided to call me Zane, since for some odd reason the came to the reasoning of Leap Day and and the letter Z. Don't ask me, I don't get it either. Father was apparently a musician himself and that kept our family going. Mother wasn't able to stay in any type of job for to long so really Father's income was the only money we were living off of. I know I don't remember the years 1-3, because really no one should be able to. It's be amazing if someone could though. I do remember 4 though. That was the year Father died. It was a car accident. He was driving a bunch of his drunk friends home, he hadn't had anything to drink, when suddenly some maniac ran a red light at an intersection, ramming right into the driver side door. He died on impact so thankfully he didn't suffer any. His death was a breaking point for Mother. She started going a bit... crazy. Sometimes she forgot to bring me to feed me and then other days she forgot about me completely. That was just the first stage of her lunacies though. Reaching my fifth birthday I was underweight and really unhealthy. The only times I was able to go outside and get some exercise was when I was able to sneak out, but even then I couldn't do much since there was barely any food in the house. By that time my hair had really darkened. When I was born I had really pale yellow fuzz. As I grew more hair it started turning darker and darker until I had pitch black hair. I've been told that with my pitch black hair I might have well been a miniature of my father. Her turn for the worse happened one day when she was under the illusion that Father was still alive and she needed to get breakfast ready for the family. Those days were my favorite since I actually got to eat a real meal. The lights were on in the kitchen for once and when I sat down at the table Mother looked up at me and pretty much dropped everything she was doing. She walked up to me and hugged me close. Then she whispered my father's name under her breath. Shakily I asked Mother if she was alright. That was when she flipped. "You aren't Richard! Give Richard back!" She started screaming like a banshee and threw me to the ground. I ran like hell. Now just imagine being a little innocent five year old and your Mother just attacked you. Of course the little five year old feels guilty and doesn't know what they did to make Mother mad. I was devastated. I couldn't grasp the fact that Mother was psychotic. I really did believe I did something wrong. When I made my way home there were many police running about. It was no surprise the neighbors heard Mother screaming like crazy. Now I look back and wonder why no one had tried to get me away from her earlier. But what done is done. As I came up to the house Mother was sitting in one of the police cars, talking to the man, and suddenly leaped up to pounce on me the second she saw me. That was the sign I needed to be removed from her and she needed help. Into foster care it was. I was a lucky one. The very first family I stayed with fell in love with me. Mom is a very bubbly person and just gobbled little 5-year-old me. Dad and Mom had been wanting a child of their own, but weren't having much luck. So they had signed up for the Foster Program. They were lucky ones too. I was the first kid to stay at their house. After only a couple months all three of us were really close and I became an permanent part of the family. It was there I found my love for music. Mother hated music ever since Father died and had burned any and every CD, radio, and instrument in the house. But in my new home there was a large piano in the main living room. One day I sat down and started playing around with different sounds when Mom and Dad weren't home. I figured out which keys sounded good together and which didn't. Every time Mom and Dad went out I was on that piano trying to make everything sound right. I found a music sheet for the piano as well and started placing notes with the symbols on the paper. Soon I had self taught myself to play the piano close to perfection. I had most definitely inherited Father's musical talent. Once I had memorized the composure I dragged Mom and Dad, very proud of myself, and played it for them. Mom went fanatical and smothered me in hugs. Dad was very impressed and bought me more sheet music. After that music became my life. When I turned 8 I started trying out different instruments, self teaching myself of course. That added guitar, drums, keyboard, and trumpet to my list of musical instruments. Sadly I have a rather weak immune system since I lived in one house barely doing anything to build it up for almost two years when a child should be getting hurt and sick. I remember being sick almost the whole first year of living with Mom and Dad. My body was overcome with so many new things to interact with it was going crazy trying to figure out what was good and what was bad. I still have a horrible immune system and get sick a lot, but it's not as bad as it was for the first few years at home. In my neighborhood there were three boys I met one day. All three of them were so nice. One of them had the most amazing voice, the other was made to model, and the third was a total drama king. We became friends very quickly. -Will fill out all this once other boys are made so we can agree on a background for the four of them- So now, here we are, to spread our publicity to the states. I just hope American High School won't be that different from home. YU$$ -Music-Stuffed Animals-Good Books-Red and Blue-Hearts <3-Girls-Cute Things-Animals-Spicey Food-Sweet Food-Strange Combinations of Soda-Foriegn Things-The Environment-Mom and Dad-Friends-Awesome Bands- GRAWR -People Who Act Like They Know Everything-Animal Abusers-Literers-Inconsiterate People-Boring Foods-Horror Movies-Rude Teachers-Insects-Drugs-Alchohol-Yellow-Jocks-Bad Music- 3EK -Failing at Life-Death-Mother-Spiders-Getting Sick- |
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