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FANNY PRICE//FEMALE // SEVENTEEN // TELEPATHY
❝“We have all a better guide in ourselves, if we would attend to it, than any other person can be.” ❞
tab tab tab tab tab tab well behaved- steadfast- nobleNo one has ever seen you for what you're worth, and you've never attributed any value to yourself.
You're a hidden gem whose kindness and gentility is often overlooked.
Moral and tolerant to a fault, you would never do anything untoward and unkind.
You've grown up with other trying to convince you that they know what is best for you,
and sometimes you'll give in, but not with anything that truly matters.
No one can change your mind once you decide to be firm.
You're calm and seem emotionless, but deep inside you hide a passion.
Keep your dignity or fall into desire
MANSFIELD PARK
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“WE HAVE ALL A BETTER GUIDE IN OURSELVES, IF WE WOULD ATTEND TO IT, THAN ANY OTHER PERSON CAN BE.” ❞
No one has ever seen you for what you're worth, and you've never attributed any value to yourself. You're a hidden gem whose kindness and gentility is often overlooked. Moral and tolerant to a fault, you would never do anything untoward and unkind. You've grown up with other trying to convince you that they know what is best for you, and sometimes you'll give in, but not with anything that truly matters. No one can change your mind once you decide to be firm. You're calm and seem emotionless, but deep inside you hide a passion.
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CHAPTER I
What are the lies you tell others?
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MY NAME IS FANNY PRICE. I WAS BORN 17 YEARS AGO
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CHAPTER II
If there was ever a time to be honest, it's now.
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I've always been proud to be a female, and although I do not have many suitors, I hope to meet a man who loves me for who I am. I'm somewhat small and skinny. I've stopped growing at 5'2" and I weigh 47 kilograms (105 pounds).
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CHAPTER III
I guess it's about as likely to be as true as any story.
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Born into a poor family in a port city, I am the eldest daughter of nine children. The financial burden of nine children was too much for my parents, and my aunt offered to take me in to help out. Isolated from my family from a young age and placed in a foreign home, I grew up timid and careful to not offend my richer relatives. I was given a great burden to adjust and learn how to behave like a lady. Although I frequently write to my family, I cannot relate to them anymore as I have spent seven years away from them.
I'm very grateful for my aunt and uncle for taking me in, but at the same time it is very lonely. My cousins look down upon me except one, Edmund. To be truthful, I adore Edmund very much, maybe more than a cousin should, but I will not speak on these feelings as it is improper. So I have hidden and locked away my feelings for love away. I feel it is more important to act moral and upright, than to fall into a life of sin and being over indulgent in pleasure.
I've been attending Evington for a year, and I have gotten used to it. I do not have many friends however, since my cousins proclaimed my status as a lowly adopted daughter and the financial status of my family. I can understand why people will not approach me since I merely managed to enter this school through my Aunt's good graces, and others have the money or talent to have made it in.
Since I spend a lot of my time alone, I've spent more and more time studying in the library. I am getting used to my lonely and repetitive life, and I will have to harden my heart to accept my fate.
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CHAPTER IV
I've only ever wanted to know about you.
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Perhaps it was due to my situation which caused me to mature faster than my cousins, but as an outsider, I have always had a good insight to people's motivations and desires. I am always cautious to how I respond, and never try to give people to wrong idea. This is not to say that I act as a sycophant, but I always make sure to choose my words carefully and never act untowardly. I'm quite shy and sort of a pushover. When I hear people insult me, I'm more likely to stay silent or walk away. I'm not a fighter and physical exertions tire me. I am very passive in nature, and if something bothers me I'm not likely to speak out or trouble others to fix it.
When it comes to the way I conduct myself, I think it is best to not do anything you'll regret and follow the rules. I try to be as moral as possible and although I will not look down on those who would prefer to behave whimsically, I wish they would try to see things my way.
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CHAPTER V
I can think up better dreams of you and I.
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I've always been very smart and I am always ranked top 3 in my class. Well, what else can I do when I spend all my time in the library?
I love riding horses, which is the only exercise I enjoy.
I can sing pretty well, and have been told I have a sweet voice.
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CHAPTER VI
If that was supposed to scare me start again.
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I will update this as I go through school, but I hope to make more friends soon.
So far, these are my collection of thoughts for the people I've met and not met yet.