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Matthew Brian Reed
❝Dream as if you'll live forever. Live as if you'll die today❞
For Future Reference
What's in a name? Matthew Brian Reed
Don't have a nickname? I'll give ya one. Matt, Brian, Bri
You'd be surprised to know that I'm Eighteen
I put my mother through hell on November 19th
Do you need glasses because clearly I'm a Testosterone Build
Flirting is a perfected art of mine As straight as the horizon
Don't lie, we both know you were checking me out.
Jeepers Creepers, where'd you get those peepers? Green
Did you do something with your hair? light brown
I'm not short, I'm fun size! 6’1”
God! You're such a fatty! 158 lbs
That tat is so BAMF none
A few holes in your head never hurt none
Getting to Know You, Getting to Know all About You
You know me so well!
✓ Sunsets
✓ Swimming
✓ Guitars
✓ Knives
✓ Music
✓ Jack Russel Terriers
✓ Chicks
✓ Asian Food
What on EARTH were you thinking!?!?
✓ Mexican Food
✓ Alarm clocks
✓ Chocolate
✓ The people who try to act like they know everything about what they're talking about.
✓ Dancing. [any kind]
✓ Rap
✓ Being bored.
✓ People who have to put others down to make themselves 'better'
HOLY @%#&!!! you scared the crap out of me!
✓ Bees/Wasps
✓ Public speaking
✓ Being brought down by someone who takes my secrets and makes them worse.
Betcha can't do this!
✓ I cut my fingers on odd things, like spoons.
✓ I play the piano like a beast :]
I'm more than just a pretty face baby.
Generally, I'm a pretty laid back kind of guy. I've had teachers tell me my entire life that I've got so much potential, and really, I used it at some point, but most of the time, I don't see the need. Why would I have to show someone else that I can do something when I know that I can? I'm definitely not a show off, although maybe I'm taking the meaning a bit too far? Who knows, maybe I am. All I know is that I know what I'm capable of, and if anyone else realizes it or not, is not my problem.
Anywho, other than that, I tend to be a pretty caring guy. I don't interrupt people when they're talking [it's a pet peeve of mine when others do it to me] and I generally just stay in the background, let others have the limelight. Some people say I'm really sarcastic, but I think that's just because I know what life really holds, and I know what 'could' happen in the blink of an eye. I'm not big on risk taking, but I don't like to be bored so sometimes, rarely, I'll do something out of the blue to make sure I'm still alive.
✓ Sunsets
✓ Swimming
✓ Guitars
✓ Knives
✓ Music
✓ Jack Russel Terriers
✓ Chicks
✓ Asian Food
What on EARTH were you thinking!?!?
✓ Mexican Food
✓ Alarm clocks
✓ Chocolate
✓ The people who try to act like they know everything about what they're talking about.
✓ Dancing. [any kind]
✓ Rap
✓ Being bored.
✓ People who have to put others down to make themselves 'better'
HOLY @%#&!!! you scared the crap out of me!
✓ Bees/Wasps
✓ Public speaking
✓ Being brought down by someone who takes my secrets and makes them worse.
Betcha can't do this!
✓ I cut my fingers on odd things, like spoons.
✓ I play the piano like a beast :]
I'm more than just a pretty face baby.
Generally, I'm a pretty laid back kind of guy. I've had teachers tell me my entire life that I've got so much potential, and really, I used it at some point, but most of the time, I don't see the need. Why would I have to show someone else that I can do something when I know that I can? I'm definitely not a show off, although maybe I'm taking the meaning a bit too far? Who knows, maybe I am. All I know is that I know what I'm capable of, and if anyone else realizes it or not, is not my problem.
Anywho, other than that, I tend to be a pretty caring guy. I don't interrupt people when they're talking [it's a pet peeve of mine when others do it to me] and I generally just stay in the background, let others have the limelight. Some people say I'm really sarcastic, but I think that's just because I know what life really holds, and I know what 'could' happen in the blink of an eye. I'm not big on risk taking, but I don't like to be bored so sometimes, rarely, I'll do something out of the blue to make sure I'm still alive.
Behind The Scenes
[indent]Dear Diary,
- Born into a really, really big family. I've grown to be a little bit of all my siblings. Technically though, I'm an only child. See, mom and dad were both divorced a few times before they met each other, started a business, and had me all in the same year. Dad has a son from a previous marriage, and some daughters that...I've never met. And mom had three sons. Yeah, that's right. It's a huge guy family. Tyler, dad's son is gone and married now, but he's like the super smart genius of a guy working at NASA, you know? Messing with the space time continuum? Josh, mom's first son had leukemia when I was seven, he was only ten years older...and, didn't make it. It's a touchy subject, just letting you know. Shane's the lucky one, he got cancer too, but somehow we got lucky and didn't lose him. Now he's just kicking back on the outskirts of town, living life how he wants. He's hella laid back. Tommy, well... Tommy was Shane's identical twin for what seemed the longest time. They're three years apart but you couldn't tell the difference between the two of them until their senior year of high school. He lost weight, cut his hair and moved on. He's working for Mom and Dad at the accounting firm, bookkeeping like a good boy.
And me? Well I'm just....here. I'm pretty smart, on top of things anyways, though no where near as smart as Tyler. I've got a bit of Shane's laziness, and Tommy's weird habits of being super demanding. But all in all I'm just...I don't know, different. Growing up, I had quite a nice life. I mean, the whole accounting thing brings in so much that I get a lot of what I want...which really, isn't that much. I've never liked to 'show off' or whatever. It's just not who I am. More or less though, I got the piano lessons and the guitar lessons when I asked for them back in sixth grade. It was pretty amazing, and though it bothers the rents when I practice because they can't really handle the whole idea of playing with an amp, I love my guitar. More than that though, I prefer the piano. It can be all sorts of things; happy, sad, upbeat, soothing, jazzy, anything. I like that aspect of it. And it kind of describes my life. Being that I've gone through so many things that most people would probably only ever read about in books...
I don't know though, it's hard to imagine all the things that have happened in my life, with Josh passing away, and Shane getting cancer a year later, and then Grandma died last summer, and I don't know. I mean it's not all glum and gloomy. And I've seen a lot of the world cause of my parents and how they liked to travel. It's just when you look at me, it's hard to see what's beyond the happy smile and musical aura. It's almost like a facade, except I know better than to try it because I'm horrible at hiding things. It's hard to explain I guess, but because of how many times I've been let down in life by things that I couldn't control, I just tend not to ever bring those things up. I have this fear that someone will take my shortcomings and my pains and then make them worse.
Screw you! My music is the shizz!
Sunshine In A Bag - Deltron 3030
Whatever It Takes - Lifehouse
The Tempest - Pendulum
Love Story - Taylor Swift
Give Until There's Nothing Left - Relient K
Whatever It Takes - Lifehouse
The Tempest - Pendulum
Love Story - Taylor Swift
Give Until There's Nothing Left - Relient K
Voice in my Head
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