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[Keely Que Linda]

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Adelaide Katrien D'Aramitz
ROLE x PATIENT

XXXXXXXXXWHAT BRINGS YOU TO THE HALFWAY HOUSE?

What are you asking me? Do you think I'm crazy? I am not crazy. You see all these questions you're asking me are the reason why I only trust Alice, Onyx and Thirteen. You don't see them, they're right here? I think you should be the one stuck in this hell hole of a place. I was always the girl who stayed in her room and played with her dolls, created her own little world. Who knew that it wasn't all in my imagination. My mom always bought me toys to play with. Never stuffed animals I hated stuffed animals. I always had dolls of different shapes and sizes. They were my friends because no one else wanted to be. I always brought at least one with me. Even in class, well I was home schooled so that was pretty easy to do.

Anyway, I guess the reason why I'm here is because of my father, ever since my mom was killed...I mean when she died. No I mean when she was killed. Umm...well about that. You see Sixx killed mom. Sixx was an old friend...well doll of mine and he wasn't really the nicest of people. See he didn't like my mother. He said she was bad for me. Sixx said she was one of them I don't know why I believed him. I means sure she yelled a lot and got a little aggressive when angry but everyone does that. He made it seem like she was one of them you know those cruel evil people that are trying to hurt me. Well anyway you see he left such a mess when he killed her. There was so much blood all over the kitchen, all over me. That was just before my sixteenth birthday. I didn't even get to celebrate, they blamed mom's death on me. Dad tried to cover up for me but it didn't work for long. In fact he didn't stay as sweet as he used to be. He became this cruel and angry man. And once I was sent to Sunshine Hills he only visited me twice.

I felt so odd with out Sixx, Bishop, Dakota and the rest but things got better. I got Alice, Onyx, and Thirteen when I was sixteen, Dad dropped them off for his second and final visit here. See they were a birthday present from my mother. She knew how obsessed I was with those Asian Ball Jointed Dolls. From the moment I opened their boxes I felt an ever lasting bond with them. They were an instant connection to my mother. They were so different from all my other dolls, they were a lot more real. I mean sure my other dolls, (well friends they were more companions than dolls) and I were close but not this close. Those three understand me in ways that no one else could, they were always there for me when I needed them the most. They're always with me, always. See they're not really dolls per-say, they're more like people. Even more people like than; Sixx, Bishop, Dakota, Luna, and the other twelve of my friends are. Our bond went deeper. They're just like you and me. The dolls are just a disguise I mean they do walk around like everyone else does.

The thing is they don't trust outsiders. No one outside of our little family is welcome. Well not when it comes to thirteen. He's such a sweet heart, he's always trying to make me let people in, but I'm not too sure if that's the best idea. Then there's Onyx, she doesn't really care what's going on, but she always has sort of rude sarcastic statement to say about something. Despite what everyone else things about her she's brilliant. And then there is Alice, she looks sweet but she's so mean. I blame that little stuffed animal she has with her. I think it's making her see things and act all crazy. Just don't tell her I said so.



XXXXXXXXXWHAT SHOULD I EXPECT OF YOU

How am I supposed to describe my personality? I have my moments, after all everyone does. I have a tendency to get too caught up in my head a tendency to remember things and get upset. That's normal I'm a girl, I have a right cry and be sad, it's not a crime. But then I look at the faces of my three best friends and everything is all right again. I don't trust people very easily because well who knows the kind of people that are out there. Alice says I should just stick with her and the rest because they're my real family and they're the only people that will ever love me. It's true you know, Daddy hates me and the doctors are never nice. I'm not social at all that's unless they force me to come out of my room, I don't like being forced to do anything. There are moments when I tend to be come a little bit on the hyper side. Sometimes I get too many sweets in my system. That's reason enough isn't it?

XXXXXXXXXTHE BASICS

I ENJOY Pansexual, I mean love is love, it has nothing to do with the gender, if you can make my heart skip a beat we're meant to be
SINCE MY FIRST BREATH Twenty years young
IN THESE JEANS Female
I STAND AT ABOUT 5 feet and 7 inches
DON'T LOOK AWAY ocean blue that sometimes becomes a frosty blue
IT PUMPS THROUGH ME A-

MY GOD
Keely Que Linda

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