♞ Can't you hear my sky shouting
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxClose, chasing after you
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxDeep, dark fear building up
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxIt's too strong for you
Donnitello James LeFierene b***h. Don't Forget It.
♞ You're written in her book,
xxxxxxxxxxxxYou're number thirty-seven,
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxhave a look.
Swaggle: My brother used to call me this all the time. I used to have a doll named Swaggle with a demented grin and creepy eyes. Soon I adjusted myself to look just like it, hence the nickname.
Donni; Some nick names are so unoriginal. I hate people who call me this because it shows just how idiotic you can be. Donny? Really? Ah, yes your definitely going to Harvard my dear fool.
Psycho: In my short time in the Orphanage I have gotten into three fights. In each fight I have cause damage beyond repair and have laughed at the bloody mess before me. I am childish. But I am not all there either. Though I admit that this is unoriginal I enjoy hearing people whisper it behind my head...
Jamie: YOU UNIMAGINATIVE BASTARDS!! YOU DISGUST ME OUT OF MY SIGHT! ...Hehehe.
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» The boys wanna fight
xxxxxxBut the girls are happy to dance all night
Hmmm...Lets look! ....AH HA! MALE! No s**t.
» When I grow up I'll be stable
xxxxxxWhen I grow up I'll turn the tables
My dear I am exactly Seventeen years, six months, eleven days, three hours and fifty-six minutes old.
» Why do I need anyone else,
xxxxxxwhen I can break the sky myself?
Five feet and nine inches tall. But don't take me lightly. I'll still massacre you. Smiles people. Smiles.
» If we sleep together
xxxxxxWill you like me better?
Boys, girls; nagging or complaining. You're all the same to me. Pansexual baby. Always will be.
» How can you stay outside?
xxxxxxThere's a beautiful mess inside.
Numero Seis, Liu, Roku, Sase and of course Six.
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✄ I’m not supposed to feel
xxxxxxxxxxxxI forget who I am
My brother was my life. My sun, my moon…my world. I would give my life just to see him. Just once more.
I was born in Russia on December twenty fifth. Jacob, my big brother, was born the day before me. He was nine years older than me but he never put me down. He always nurtured me and treated me like I was the most important thing in the world. Our world… My mother and father loved us equally and we were treated like gems in our home. We were well connected. My uncle worked in the Russian government and my father worked with the parliament of England. We had a comfortable living. There was never a day in my life where I saw them struggle to keep food on the table or fight to keep the house. No, our life was perfect. My mother and my father were the greatest. I know that if I ever chose a person to share my life with I can look back on their relationship for guidance. They had their problems; nothing in this world went without them. But they were happy. Never once were blows exchanged nor were there any verbal fights. Jacob always said that if they could our parents would solve all the problems in the world with simple conversation. At first I didn’t quite understand him but now looking back on it I know perfectly what he meant.
At a early age I was taught the ways of the world. Languages were plugged into my head; they ways around cyber world, the real world, how to hold a weapon if the need should arise. Oh the information my parents filled me with! I could quote things by just looking at them once; I can deduce all there is to a person by the simplest gestures. I know it sounds strange for my parents to do such a thing but it was in my best interest. With the enemies my father made there was no reason for him not to teach me and my brother all that we needed to know. I was glad to find that my mother retired as a FBI agent the moment that she conceived my brother. It would have been a pain always having to look over our shoulders for a threat. Then again I guess my father saw it as better safe than sorry. When I was six years old I took up martial arts with my father’s trainer. I think I made my brother happy by doing so; he would finally have someone else to beat up when I got older or so he thought. At eight years old I flipped him in the living room receiving laughs and giggles from my parents and my trainer. Jacob was just embarrassed. It was a good life. It was my life. My happiness with my family didn’t last too long...
When I was nine years old my mother and father were killed in downtown London at a riot. I really don’t remember the details too well. I’m glad I don’t… Jacob came straight to me and held me in his arms for the rest of the day. We didn’t speak, we didn’t console each other with any actions; we just laid there in each others arms crying silently. The house was passed down to Jacob along with me. I was glad that I wasn’t going to be ripped away from my brother. But that didn’t stop the nightmares. After my parents passed away I would get wicked nightmares of what had happened to them. Each one different, each one as gruesome as the previous one. It got to the point where Jacob was afraid to let me sleep by myself; I guess he thought I would end up having a panic attack… I would cling to him in sleep and sometimes I would wake up screaming, begging him not to leave me. He never did. Not once… They went away gradually, but I was never the same. Around people I became silent and cold. The only times I would speak was to insult someone. I didn’t have the time or patience for them. But I was never like that around Jacob. I think we both were the same in that sense. Around people Jacob used to glare a lot. He wanted little to do with them as did I. But when we were together there was never a sullen moment. We were always smiling. Always laughing. God how I miss him… We must delay with rising feelings though should we? No, there is more to this little tale of mines.
My uncle, yes the same one that worked for the Russian government obviously, came to our house one day and offered a proposition. He didn’t want us to waste away in our home so why didn’t put our brains to work and come work for the government. Jacob was quick to respond but I wasn’t. If being in the government was what tore mum and dad from us I wanted nothing to do with it. But…If Jacob was willing… I agreed hesitantly and we’re quickly taken away from our home and put into training. Of course because he was older my brother was placed into the field more than I was but when I turned fifteen I was able to stand at his side. We were shipped all over the place but it didn’t matter to us. We got every job done with success but it really didn’t mean s**t to us. We were together. That was all that mattered. I loved my brother and he loved me. If there was a mission that we were asked to take without each other we would refuse. We were a team. Always a team…
One day I came home and found that my brother was off on the field without me. Boy was I mad… I remember cursing his name to the depths of hell and threatening to smack him one the next time he came near me. I wish I hadn’t. An hour after I arrived home news came. Jacob was in the hospital. How and why didn’t matter to me. It still doesn’t. My heart the moment I heard those words… I rushed to his side holding in tears and telling myself that nothing was going to happen. This was Jacob; my idiotic big brother who could take on anything. My idiotic big brother who promised that nothing would ever separate us. I ignored my gut feeling. Nothing bad could happen to him. It just couldn’t. When I entered the room he laid in the bed looking at the ceiling as if it was the most interesting thing in the world. He called me over and I came. The moment I was in view he smiled. He asked me how did he looked and I forced a grin. “Never better.” I stated attempting to hold back my own tears. But one escaped me. He reached up and wiped it away smiling softly. He apologized. He didn’t have to explain I already knew he wouldn’t be able to keep his promise. He moved over on the hospital bed and I slipped beside him.
At sixteen years old, my brother Jacob Marcus LeFierene died. They found us just like that; Jacob smiling with his arms wrapped around me and me clinging to his shirt crying heavily ad I begged him not to leave me. My family was gone. Not soon after my brother’s death, I was shipped back to my mother’s country in order to leave in an orphanage. If you asked me why I was sent here I wouldn’t have an answer. If you asked me what happened to my family I would just look at you. With my world gone I have no reason to play by the rules. All I need to do is survive until I am able to go back home. Until I am able to rest once more in Jacob’s arms. I have developed a two-face personality due to my past. Or so it is said. Actually I have always had this trait to me. I can be your best friend one minute and the next your worst nightmare. I know how to make people fear me it just isn’t worth the effort however.
In this orphanage I was shown right off the bat who is superior and who is not. For a few days I just watched everyone but then it became clear that I wanted nothing to do with the upper classes. You know what sets me apart? I am intelligent. I can knock heads with the wise prince and still come out victorious. Oh he doesn’t like to be wrong. I know this and yet it is fun to infuriate him. As for everyone else? Their nothing to me. I act childish to through them off and play pranks on those who deserve them. I do play rather nasty pranks if you mess with me though. Like once I set someone’s head on fire. Hehehe~. Don’t worry she lived. Stupid b***h. Haha!
In this orphanage I was shown right off the bat who is superior and who is not. For a few days I just watched everyone but then it became clear that I wanted nothing to do with the upper classes. You know what sets me apart? I am intelligent. I can knock heads with the wise prince and still come out victorious. Oh he doesn’t like to be wrong. I know this and yet it is fun to infuriate him. As for everyone else? Their nothing to me. I act childish to through them off and play pranks on those who deserve them. I do play rather nasty pranks if you mess with me though. Like once I set someone’s head on fire. Hehehe~. Don’t worry she lived. Stupid b***h. Haha! It was so much fun to see her cry. Oh and if you have noticed, though childish and wild I may be I am also quite cruel and sadistic. I can’t help it. I don’t like people, after my family died I never have. And now that I am forced to be bothered with them I might as well make them the source for my entertainment. I am lovable and adorable to those I like however. I like to see people smile and will do anything to get them too. There are times where I let my childish veil slip and reveal the true monster behind this mask. Shush~ Don’t tell. These morons are too stupid to figure things out on their own my loves. Let my game begin.
✄ Happiness
xxxxxxxHow'd you get to be
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxHappiness
✓Pranks: My dear let us make this clear. I can play pranks that will make you laugh, and then I can play pranks that will leave you in the hospital for ten days and have you in therapy for years. It all depends on if I like you or not. And if I don't like you I will make sure that you are in pain. Pure, horrid pain that will have Diablo singing my name...
✓ Being Two Face: Hey! Hey look here! I'm am just so silly and adorable aren't I? I am childish and playful. Ha No one takes me seriously... That's right. No one takes me seriously. Keep it that way. I can turn friends into enemies and achieve a ultimate goal all with my charm. Thats right, I'm a child. Keep thinking that poppet.
✓Sweets: It is probably the only thing that will get me to listen. I love sugar coated anything. Except words.
✓Sleep: It is so wonderful to dream of everything you can't have in the real world. It is also wonderful to dream about people you don't like blowing up...
✓Makeup: It just makes me look so damn pretty. It is also a plus that I look better then some of these tramps. Oh excuse me, I should use the correct term for people like that. I look better then some of these whores. That's better.
✓Piercings: It hurts but it hurts so good~. I have many piercings my love. Some you can see and some you can't. Perhaps I'll let you see them one day if your worth the dirt you walk on.
✓Affection: It makes me feel oh so wonderful to be touched. To be held, kissed and adored is what I long for no matter how small the chances are for me getting that kind of attention is. I wish that I could have it but with some of these...beings in the orphanage I am just glad no one had tried.
✓ Languages: I was raised learning Russian. At four my parents added on Japanese and after that the list goes on. I know 5 at the moment but it is hard to finish learning Latin in a orphanage...
✓Singing: Though I do have a pretty decent voice, the songs I love to sing are childish and demented. At first people laugh at them but once they truly listen, some of the lyrics may make them want to throw up. How amusing no?
✓Music: Stops me from listening to your mouth all the time. With music I can ignore your blabbering about how you are the best and how I should listen to you. When I am in my room alone I will often play my guitar and sing in order to clear my mind.
✄ The trick is to keep breathing
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxThe trick is to keep breathing
✖ Women: Yes they are good to fill my lust for affection and attention when there are no men present but all in all I can't stand them. They are so dull and redundant. Why would I want some harlot constantly hanging over me? Ugh. It makes me sick just thinking about them.
✖ Being Teased for Looking Feminine: Yes your right, I do look like a girl sometimes. But I am a male and if you find it so amusing to keep pointing out my similarities with the opposite sex I will take away the very important item that makes you a member of your gender. Get it, got it, good.
✖ Being Caught: I hate being caught because it end in a fight and with that fight I show my two faced persona and beat the living crap out of that person that confronted me and with that I continue on to go berserk finding fun in their pain and then the old man comes out and BAM- more therapy sessions. I hate therapy...
✖ Being Ignored: If you ignore me I will just have to make you listen to me no matter what the cost. I can be a little imp when I want to be heard. Don't ignore me my dear. Or you just might regret it severely.
✖ Cold: Coldness is how I felt when my world was ripped away. I will not go out side in the winter and will do everything in my power to stay warm.
✖ Remembering: I don't like to remember my past. But oh the memories. The times... I hate remembering cause it reminds me just how much I have lost..
✖ People Touching His Guitar: If you are ever caught touching my most prized possession I will kill you. I know more then one way to dispose of a body. Trust me.
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✉ My old friend,
xxxxxxxxxxxMy old friend,
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxCome close to me.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxI want to talk about the sunny day.
Who can I stand? My dear unlucky ones of course. Not because of reasons you think. I find them the most amusing out of everyone you see. And that in itself is a feat all on its own. Now when you ask me who do I like I have to laugh. Why I have no emotions for anyone here. You're all gonna die eventually. Why waste the time?
✉ Shut your mouth
xxxxxxxxTry not to panic
xxxxxxxxxxxx Just shut your mouth
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxIf you can do it
My dear, I hate you all. Allow me to explain, mmkay? Here we are with out family or parents and instead of finding peace in the one place we have you are all making life hell. I hate you all individually for one thing or another and if I could I would scratch your eyes out. But lets go a little deeper into the story shall we?
The Aristocrats. Oh please. I won't fear any being alive who is proud that they are the head of a o r p h a n a g e. Apparently you're not that powerful if you can't get your asses out of here now are you? Oh that's right my dears hide behind you oh for perfection and trample those who are beneath you. Just remember that when I am outside in the world and safe you will be here. On your thrones ruling over the untouchables of the world. I guess since you have no control over your own pitiful existence you feel the need to take charge of others. You pathetic waste of life.
The Poor. You poor fools in deed. You fear those above you and you have no backbone in sight. You disgust me. Its no wonder you weren't adopted already, look at you! You might think that you are above my class my dears but let me assure you you are the scum of my shoes and the trash that needs to be taken out. You are just a pawn in my game my dears. That is all you will ever be to me. The moment you grow some courage however you should contact me. You might prove useful if not less useless.
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★ Hey baby can you bleed like me?
xxxxxxxxxxC'mon baby can you bleed like me
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★ You'll exhaust your lies and remedies, you will
xxxxxxxxxxBut with your voice and melodies you kill, you kill
★ Don't say nothin'
xxxxxxxxxI'll speak for two
xxxxxxxxxxxxxI'll do the lying
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxYou just walk through
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