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HeiRyungEunPaek
нσℓყ ɱσℓεყ ! ɩт's Hei Ryung !
◤ нεყ Sτяαηgεя ! ◥
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Sαყ ιτ ∂ση'τ Sρяαყ ιτ !xoxo»xoxo Hei Ryung Eun Paek
Sнσяτ 'η Sωεετxoxo»xoxo I'll answer to Hei or Eun.
нεყ вαвყ !xoxo»xoxo I prefer men, thank you very much.
нσω мąηy Can∂ℓεs?xoxo»xoxo eighteen
◤ ℓσσк ατ мε ! ◥
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ι'м ηστ Sнσяτ !xoxo»xoxo five feet, even. That would be sixty inches, or 152 centimeters. And people think I can't do math.
τσσ мαηყ Sωεετs?xoxo»xoxo One hundred pounds, or forty-five kilograms.
ωнατ ρяεττყ εყεs ყσu нαvε !xoxo»xoxo Espresso brown
ℓσcks σƒ ℓσvε xoxo»xoxo Ah, it tends to vary. Right now, it's black; my natural color, though it will change soon enough.
ωнατ ℓιττℓε Gιяℓs/βσყs αяe мα∂ε σƒxoxo»xoxo 100% Korean
◤ ℓετs вε вεsτ ғяιεη∂s ! ◥
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ι'ℓℓ Gιvε αη αям αη∂ α ℓεg ƒσя 'εмxoxo»xoxo
★•★High heels
★•★Red lipstick
★•★Baseball
★•★F5
★•★High Places
★•★Short skirts
★•★Rainy days
★•★Expensive things
★•★Snakes
★•★Rich, handsome men..
★•★Cellphones
★•★Diamonds
★•★Fast cars
★•★My brothers
★•★Shopping
★•★Spicy food
★•★Being the best
нuη, ყσu Cαη Kεερ τнατxoxo»xoxo
✖•✖ Anything second-rate
✖•✖ Bugs
✖•✖ Ugly shoes
✖•✖ Sweets
✖•✖ Tacky clothing
✖•✖ Leather
✖•✖ Gold jewelry
✖•✖ Homework
✖•✖ Being in the background
✖•✖ My Parents
✖•✖ Computers
✖•✖ When people touch my things
✖•✖ Crowds
✖•✖ Traitors
εεk ! нσℓ∂ Mε !xoxo»xoxo
☢•☢ Being mugged or raped
☢•☢ Bees
☢•☢ Dirty places
☢•☢ Ghosts
☢•☢ Blood
◤ ℓσvε мε ησω ℓσvε мε ηστ ?¿ ◥
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╒αιяყταℓεs? мσяε ℓιkε τяαgε∂ιεs..xoxo»xoxo
My past was fairly normal. I was the second-youngest in a family of four; I have a younger brother, Dong-Yul, an older sister, Ae Hwa, and an older brother, Min Ryung. The only thing that made us special in any way was the fact that our parents were both incredibly rich, incredibly powerful people. Mother was part of the administrative staff at a hospital, and Father was part of a company that created medical supplies. I suppose that was how they met. Though Ae Hwa likes to think that theirs was a romantic relationship, I imagine more that it was a marriage of convenience. Then again, we'll probably never know. In any case, they had only been married for about eighteen months when Min was born. And eighteen months later, Ae Hwa followed.
You would think that two children would have been enough for them, but perhaps my older siblings were just experiments. They settled down for a while, working on their careers. And then, when Min was twelve, I was born. By that time, Mother and Father had both made it to the top of their respective ladders; Mother was the president of the hospital, and Father was CEO of his company. At this point, I suppose they had enough time to consider the idea of spoiling me. So, from the time I was born, I had everything that I wanted. Toys, pretty clothes, everything that a little girl desired. And all the while, my parents told me that the world was mine for the taking.
I was four years old when Dong-Yul was born. I had already grown very attached to my oldest brother by that age, even though he was twelve years older than me. When Dong-Yul was old enough, Min would take us to watch baseball games. He would take me for rides in his car, and he was largely responsible for my headstrong nature later in life. While Mother and Father would insist that I was their Princess, and that all I had to do to get my heart's desire was demand it, my older brother had a very different message for me.
"You know, Hei, you can have the world at your fingertips..but you've got to recognize what's important, and be willing to work for what really matters to you."
Min told me that throughout my childhood, trying to ward off the spoiled nature that my parents were nurturing just as much. I wonder if I would have been different if I had listened more to those words.
I was ten when my sister got married .Her husband was nice enough, but she wasn't much more than a trophy wife. My mother was proud of her for being able to catch herself such a wealthy, attractive husband. I guess she thought I should be able to do the same. She began to take extra care in my 'grooming', making sure that my manners were impeccable and that I was growing into a proper lady. And, to be honest, I fought that for a while. I gave in eventually, and let myself be molded. Well, at least, that's what I let her think.
When Mother wasn't paying attention, I was going with Min, cutting loose and just having fun in general. I guess it had to end eventually. That end came when I entered high school. Mother and Father insisted that I be sent to the most prestigious school in the country, so that I could have the best education. It was easy enough to fit in; my parents were rich, I was spoiled, and I was no pushover. People were quick to learn my expectations, and that their own expectations mattered very little to me. It was a wonder I made friends, but I did. Although, there was really only one reason why I ever met those 'friends'.
My sophmore year, I became very interested in a group of boys known as F5. Maybe it was just my teenage hormones, but I fell hard. I wanted them..I would have been happy with just one of them, but that's beside the point. The point was, it was easy to see that those boys were the best, and I wanted them. But it was different than what Father said. I could have demanded it, really, demanded that I get what I want..but it wouldn't have worked. They were untouchable. And yet, somehow, that made me want them more.
This 'fan club' that I am the leader of is most likely feared just as much as it is admired on campus. In the social hierarchy, at least in this world of teenage women, I am at the top. And I fully intend to stay there until my time at this school is done.
ℓσvε мε нατε мεxoxo»xoxo
Spoiled // b***h
Oho, you've never really seen a b***h until you've met me. I am spoiled, superficial, and a snob to boot. From the time I was young, I've had the world at my fingertips. If I wanted something, I got it. My parents told me that I deserved the best, and that's what I came to expect. Though I could be appeased more easily when I was younger, now..now I have to put in an effort on occasion. I won't settle for normalcy, and I most certainly won't stand to settle second-rate. I deserve better than that; I deserve the best, because I am the best. The Queen of the Academy. That's who I am, and you would do well to remember it. When I want something, I get it, and you should never try to stand in my way.
And just like your typical 'Queen bee' in high school, I am a b***h. I'm not afraid to admit that. Don't ever expect that I will be sweet to you just because you're you. If you get on my bad side, if you try to weasel your way into -my- territory, then I will bury you. I can be a sweet, innocent little freshman girl's worst nightmare, and I have no problems with being that. I can be completely hateful for no other reason than because I don't like your shoes or your purse. And if you remember nothing else about me, remember this; if you touch my things, be it something material or those beautiful boys I am so fond of, I will destroy you. I use people, especially people who like to think that if they are my 'friends', they will be spared my wrath.
That, my darlings, is what people expect of me. And I never let anyone down.
Sophisticated // Drama Queen
Maybe it's because I had to grow up quickly, but I am somewhat mature when it comes down to it. I -am- spoiled, and I -am- bitchy, but I am not a bratty child anymore, throwing fits when I don't get my way. When I do not immediately get what I want, I will go to lengths to get it, rather than screaming and crying until I get my way. After all, while it's normal for a child to behave in such a way, people do expect me to be a bit more sophisticated than that. Unless you are on my 'hate-list', then I can be well-mannered. Well, no..saying that I can act cultured would be better. I do have a pretty good idea how the world works. Money makes it go round, and if you act like you deserve to have the world cupped in your hands, then people are more likely to respect you. I think my older brother would consider that line of thinking arrogant. Am I arrogant? Certainly. I act as if people are not worth my time, because half the time, they aren't.
I have been called a 'drama queen' before, and I guess it's true enough. If you were to look and see the reasons why I become hateful with several of the stupid little girls around the academy, you would say that I overreact. That's probably true, but I'm not in any mood to change that. I'm rather happy, being what I am. My moods can swing from one end of the spectrum to the other pretty easily. If I am truly unsettled and upset by something, then you can bet that you'll see a reaction. It isn't hard to get me to react, really. It's even easier to make me overreact. Perhaps, in a way, I am still a spoiled child in the end.
Hotheaded // Daredevil?!
You know, there's a couple of sides of me that most people don't get to see. The most daring side is one of them. From a young age, I've loved playing with fire; getting burned is only half the fun. My brother encouraged this behavior from me, to the point of helping me get a driver's license without our parents being explicitly aware of it. I'm one of those people who enjoys an adrenaline rush semi often. I like going to the extreme, moving fast, keeping at things until I simply don't have any more energy. My..rambunctious streak is something I don't get to indulge much anymore. People expect me to be my superficial, mean self, and that's fine...but I don't spend much 'me' time being rebellious and living on the edge now that Min Kyung has left to study abroad.
A side of me that will appear on occasion for my 'friends' and everyone else to see is my hotheaded side. I have a mile-wide stubborn streak, and if I say I'm not having something, then I am not having it. I threw some amazing tantrums as a child when I didn't get my way, and even now, it isn't hard to goad me into a screaming match. I can be very impatient, although you won't usually know it unless I am explicitly angry with you. I can stay very tightly bound within the image I present for people, but that doesn't mean that my short temper doesn't flare up often.
Lonely // Actress???
If you've never been there at the top, I suppose you'd never know how lonely it can be. With my personality, I have no trouble recognizing the fact that people hate me. Even my own 'friends' hate me. Is there anyone really loyal to me? Of course not; I would probably turn on my 'friends' as soon as they would turn on me. I don't turn on them because..well, every queen needs her followers, doesn't she? Maybe, one day, I'll get kicked out of the group that I created, but let me tell you; stabbing me in the back wouldn't be an easy task. It's every girl for herself, in this tiny world of women. That's what my big sister taught me, and I live up to that. I'm sure, if I weren't so intimidating, so intent on clinging to my place at the top, I'd rather like making friends. However, for now, I will simply enjoy the fact that there's no one around to pick around in my brain to figure out what I'm thinking.
Who is the real me? I wonder that myself, sometimes. I imagine that the spoiled, sophisticated, yet hotheaded sides of me are the truest ones. Maybe that's wrong. I don't think anyone will be figuring out my innermost self anytime soon. After all, for all that people say that personality matters most, they never try to see to the core of anyone's being, to see why they are the way they are, to see what sides they may be hiding. So, I rely on my looks, rely on the fact that I am untouchable to get me what I want from people. Maybe I'm an actress, in the end. Am I the beautiful, but cold hearted socialite that everyone sees? Am I the scared little girl who still needs her brother's hand to cling to? Maybe I'm I the warm-hearted big sister to the little brother who thinks he knows everything? Or perhaps..perhaps I'm all of that. or perhaps none of it is true. Whatever the truth is, only one thing is for certain.
You won't be figuring out the 'real me' any time soon.
Sнн! ∂ση'τ τεℓℓ !xoxo»xoxo ..So help me, if you tell a soul..
My older brother used to take myself and my younger brother to watch baseball games. I'm still in love with that sport, and I'll go watch games during the season when I can.
On the note of my older brother..he's the only one who knows that I have a license to drive.
...I'm very superstitious..
The boa constrictor that my younger brother is somehow allowed to keep is actually mine. Most of my 'friends' would have heart attacks if they saw him, so he stays in Dong-Yul's room.
σηℓყ нαvε εყεs ƒσя ყσu...xoxo»xoxo I'm rather fond of..well, all of those F5 boys. I will get one of them to notice me this year, guaranteed...
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Love You,
C 4 r t 0 0 n M u f f i n
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