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Post: 41221989_33 created on Thu Dec 04, 2008 1:56 amPosted: Thu Dec 04, 2008 1:56 am
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Welcome to my REALiiTY Munchin' on cookies... We do too have HEARTS blissfull~ Show me a SMiiLE o-o...omo My public THOUGHTS Um... Know what I WANT Louder music! 8D Know who I HEART No one! DANCiiNG 'n SiiNGiiNG to~ Answer--Flow ![]() ![]() ![]() ∴ ∴ ϖατεℜ ℵ dαη⊂εℜ ∴ is typing... . . . text text text ∴ |
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Post: 41221989_34 created on Wed Dec 17, 2008 4:42 amPosted: Wed Dec 17, 2008 4:42 am
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__.:s | t | a | t | u | s:.__Make way for my fiery entrance. And then I say I think I just felt the temperature rise. [[ Online | Offline & Status Message]] My heart says content but my mind thinks that I need to get something to eat [[ Feeling & Thought ]] I feel my face burning for n-no one but I really want some matches... [[ Crush & Wants ]] Dancing to the beat of the humm of the computer and my eyes reflect the image of the computer screen [[ Hearing & Sight ]] Just in case you were wonerin' I'm stuck at Castle Oblivion doing this online chat thing [[ Location & Activity ]] ![]() ![]() ɢøҭ ɨҭ--м ε м σ я ¡ z ε d is typing...
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Post: 41221989_35 created on Wed Dec 24, 2008 5:19 pmPosted: Wed Dec 24, 2008 5:19 pm
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[[ Name ]] I am currently online and happy [[ Status & Feeling ]] Of course there are chores to do such as washing clothes but they shouldn't take too much time. Besides, I'm at home right now. [[ Activity & Location ]] Ah, since you asked, I guess I would like some food but...at the moment my heart wants n-no one...aha.... [[ Want & Crush ]] My mind is saying "What should I cook today?" while my ears hear the sounds of birds... [[ Thought & Music ]] ![]() / ~¤~ / Text Here / ~¤~ / ![]() |
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Post: 41221989_38 created on Mon Jan 05, 2009 8:08 amPosted: Mon Jan 05, 2009 8:08 am
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. . . _________FACE TO FACE ° { Name. Originally known as Ivan Ji Jin; now known as Ivan Zephyr ° { Nicknames . Ven or Zeph...y. ° { Identification Number . Natural 02 ° { Age . 24 ° { Date of Admission . December 21, 2012 ° { Nationality . I vaguely remember where I was from...I know it was somewhere in the United States, a first generation as they say. My nationality was part Korean (about 2/3) and part Russian (1/3). ° { Talent . My craft is power over the wind. ° { Sexuality . I have never really explored it so I'm probably bi-"curious". . . . _________SHAKE YOUR MONEYMAKER ° { Height . 5' 6" ° { Weight . 124 lbs. ° { Body Type . AB ° { Pictures . head shot ° { Role. Natural 02 ° { Appearance . The headxxx There really isn't a whole lot to say about my appearance. All one has to do is look at a picture. However, I won't deny that there is some variety in my appearance. N-not that I can shapeshift or anything. Ha, no, I don't have any talents like that for I'm a craft user. Thus meaning that I don't exactly have a heel but I do have a weakness. But, you'll have to wait a bit to hear about that. Like any human, I like to have some kind of change at least in my appearance. My hair style, for example, likes to vary at times. Originally, I vaguely remember this, my hair had been cropped almost like a perfect bowl cut. It was a very dark black color (from my ethnicity) and the texture had once been fluffy and soft. Over the years the softness sort of died off due to various ways of messing up my hair. Only amounts of good smelling conditioner helps bring the "fluffiness" out of my hair. Anyway, I don't change everyday; just when I get bored of my hair style. What I think would be really cool was if my eyes could change color. But no, they're a bland, dull navy-blue color. Wait, isn't navy the same thing as blue? Oh well, anyway, I've got a somewhat round face save for a slightly pointed chin. The bodyxxx I have pale-yellow skin which leans on the more pale side. Some people that I knew since the beginning of my time here used to say that I looked "deathly pale". I think that was only true whenever I woke up. Waking up isn't the best part of my day. Every night I feel forced to wear a tacky pair of pajamas. The only reason why I even bother wearing them is because their comfortable. In the end, pajamas and hair becomes messed up. At least the bed is long enough to hold up my lanky appearance. Unlike how some may assume, I'm not deathly skinny. Sure I have curves but they're "healthy" curves and not something you would see from someone in a camp or some sorts. It's kind of unusual since, during my free time, I like to just sit around and read. To keep myself active, I don't mind bothering myself with little tedious activities that require one such as I to get up and run. After years of tests I've gotten pretty worn out. Oddly enough, I haven't really formed wrinkles which could be because I'm still "young". The general appearancexxx I'm not very good accessorizing. It's usual to not see random trinkets and jewelry hanging around wherever people like to pierce themselves these days. A collar or necklace, either together or by themselves, is pretty much all that I would wear around my neck. No, I'm not trying to be some kind of dog. Like the clothes I usually and like to wear, collars can be tight but not chokingly tight (and yes, that is now a word). On my wrists I like to wear maybe a watch or wrist band. I don't like rings or earrings or any kind of ring-like object. There really isn't anything wrong with them, I just don't like wearing them. When it comes to clothes, as mentioned before, I like wearing somewhat hugging shirts that vary from navy to almost white gray. They're not very comfortable to wear, especially when they're sleeveless, unless I wear some sort of jacket on top. For pants, I'll wear pretty much anything as long as it goes below the knee. I'm not like some people who want to show as much skin as possible in public. Knowing my heel, it's kind of fun how I don't really like loose clothing when I'm not very fond of very closed in places. . . . _________UNDER THE SKIN ° { Personality . Grinnin'xxxx Despite my appearance, I'm a pretty bright person. Although it may seem like it, I'm not on any kind of drugs that are illegal and dangerous to harm a normal human being. Heck, I am human...just not normal. No matter what people say, I like to think of everyone as equal...to some extent. Obviously I may be "better" than others because of my "ability". If that fact was supposed to make me frown down upon others then I won't I can be a bit rebellious at times. But if things seem reasonable, I'll do them without much question. Anyway, overall, I would say that I pretty happy fellow who has only a few cares in the world. Really, all those that I became close to were sort of taken away from me. Now the only one I really care about is myself and possibly the only other living Natural...for now anyway. Ah, I hope I don't sound too anti-social. Talking and making "friends", more like acquaintances, with people is something I like to do a lot. Now I don't mean going around and talking to every stranger on the street (maybe if I was drunk probably) but instead, talking to people I've known for some time in a friendly manner. Frownin'xxxx But, like everyone else, I can have a bit of a short temper. Only certain things can really make me mad easily. Of course after getting poked or made fun of after a long period time can get me "ticked" but it takes a while for me get annoyed because of a silly joke or two. Usually, I find them funny myself no matter who they're aimed at. I guess it could be a bit of a weakness to some extent...or more of a misunderstanding unless someone hears about it from the beginning. As I had mentioned earlier, somethings can make me angry quicker than others. An example would be how one is higher than someone else. I like seeing everyone as equals and if someone begins to feel "higher" than someone else and they're serious about them makes me not really like them after that... Lazin'xxxx Although I'm the talkative type doesn't mean that I'm the overly hyper excited kind of person. Being mellow and low wouldn't really explain my persona very well either. Especially after doing something tiring, I'm just plain lazy. I like sleeping in and doing activities that won't cause me to tire very easily. Usually, when I get tired I tend to get...cranky. Yes, by cranky, I mean something close to a little kid who wasn't able to take a nap. However, I won't go around throwing things at walls and other people. Instead, I become darker than usual and don't want to listen or have anything to do with anyone else no matter how important it is (unless my life depends on it anyway). It could possibly be from me getting older but I appear to be getting tired more than usual. Near the end of the day, I tend to become a bit light headed. I pay little attention to my surroundings (unless given some sort of caffeine) which includes the actual room and people around me. Sometimes I blank out of conversations and go into a "mind nap" of sorts. It's pretty much when my mind takes a nap and dreams random things. After a while I've noticed that they usually have something to do with what is actually going on in my surroundings. Smackin'xxx Just because I have a "talent" doesn't me I like to use it often for force. As much as possible, I try to avoid a fight. I suppose that it's my heel so to say. Although I'm not an overly quiet yet active person, I'm certainly not an overly violent person. I'm not the kind of person that likes to go around and beat someone to the ground to a pulp. However, under the right circumstances, everyone and everything becomes so unbearable that I'll do anything to get it away. For example, mornings. Usually I'll try and bear with the idea of waking up for a sudden change in the schedule. After a large number of consecutive mornings in which I do not get enough sleep I become really angry. It is around this time that I get really angry and wouldn't mind shoving a few people into the wall so that they can shut up and let me sleep. Ack, I sound heartless. Of course after that I feel very bad for doing so and, if they're still alive, I'll probably do anything in my power to help them as a big apology. Really, I wouldn't even want to hurt a fly unless it decided to continue being an annoyance. ° { History . -written in 3rd person- Pre-birthxxxx A young woman and man saw each other then fell in love. They were able to get jobs in the United States where they had met. In the south of California, a Korean-born man had gotten the job as a computer teacher. For vacation, he headed to New York to visit a sibling who had also decided to settle in the land of dreams. Having settled with jobs, life was a bit easier for them since they hadn't started a family yet. Said New York sibling was dating a friend who worked on Broadway. Although she wasn't exactly an actress, she was still able to get some tickets for the sibling and our main man. At one play, possibly Chicago, there was a beautiful dark haired lady who played a minor part in the background. She apparently was a friend of the sibling's girlfriend. The four decided to meet up and the dark haired lady and Korean appeared to have...clicked. They talked and got together often before he had to return to California. The dark haired lady and her story stayed in his mind. Unlike him, she was born in the United States from Russian immigrants. Her English was very good although she could speak her parents' native language as well. She hoped to be a drama teacher after finishing up in Broadway and promised to go to California with him when she was done. Getting another vacation, a few years later, he met up with her again and they moved to California and got married. Upon her Honeymoon, she became empregnated with her first child. Post-birthxxxx Their one and only son was the middle child of three children. He had an older and a younger sister who, ironically, liked to gang up on him when they were little. Of course it was harmless when at home. The eldest child wanted her little brother to be tough and the youngest just followed her. The thing was that he was getting bullied at school and in the neighborhood. His siblings didn't really like anyone else bullying their target. He was supposed to be theirs to bully and no one else's. In hopes of stopping it, they would try and protect him. Sadly, their efforts made it worse. They group up in a sort of tough and rough neighborhood where the kids liked to run and play sports. As they got older, some began to start getting into physical fights. Since it was a new neighborhood, the parents were beginning to become concern about their children's adulthood. There was one kid that most did not worry about. His name was Ivan Ji Jin. As a child from a mix marriage and the middle of three, he was always picked on because of his like in quiet solitude activities such as reading and sketching. Too bad his sketches weren't really that good. Instead, he decided to just stick with reading. Such activities were one of the few that his drama queen sisters didn't bother him with. However, most of the other kids in his neighborhood began to call him names. As he went through grade school, he began to wear glasses thus giving him the name "four-eyes". To one older than him, such names would be silly. To little Ivan, they hurt so much that he liked to stay inside most of the time. Since he didn't like to fight and wasn't very athletic, the kids liked to chase him around while calling him names. This was only done when his sisters weren't in the way. A Fuzzy Pastxxxx Life for little Ivan appeared to get better as he entered middle school. Although he was very anti-social when he was younger, he began to become a bit mroe talkative. He had a couple of friends and began to get involved with more athletic activities. Like most boys his age, he began to grow and become tougher. His books were tossed away more often because almost all the books in his small library were alread read by him. Such a quiet past became boring and he wanted to be more with the community. While his sisters decided to follow their mother in the acting business, he decided to work a bit with computers like his father. When he wasn't out shooting hoops or reading something he found in the store, he was looking through ocmputer manuals and other booklets in his father's office. Life seemed good as he entered highschool. His elder sister was about to graduate and his parents still had their jobs so they could still pull their last child through middle school. This story, however, had to have a sad ending. When his eldest sister had finally graduated, she decided to go partying with a few friends. Being smart, she called her parents after the party was over. Like the teenager she was, the poor girl was feeling a bit drunk and knew that she couldn't drive. Since the father was the best and most careful driver and his mother wasn't feeling well, he decided to pick her up. Quickly with a small kiss, he left his wife and two children and drove to the party. Minutes after leaving with his daughter did they get hit by a drunk driver. Around that time, Ivan's mother had become ill and soon after, died. Their deaths left Ivan and his little sister stuck with their uncle in New York. He apparently wasn't doing very well financially to keep both children and sent Ivan to the orphanege where he was found by the scientists at Vinci Genetics. A Clear Presentxxxx He had been placed in the orphanege when he was around 14-years-old. Being one of the eldest in the local orphanege, Ivan was known as someone who liked to fight for leadership no matter what activitiy it was. He was very active as he had been in his middle school years. However, there was a difference; this was the fact that he still liked to be secluded from everyone else. Especially when he found out that his remaining family died in a fire one day. As sudden as it was, he didn't feel surprised but confused. As he got older, he began to wonder why nothing had happened to him yet. Soon, he began to feel paranoid. He didn't want a sudden horrifying death to take him away quickly. He wanted to live unlike his family who had been taken from the world of the living so quickly. Around his 19th birthday, Ivan began to experience oddities that were similar to what he feared. As the 19th year of his life progressed, the scientists came for him. It was odd and annoying since he was very close to leaving and starting his own life. At first he wanted to tell them that they were too late to adopt someone like him. Of course, he was rebellious out of fright. After some negotiating, he was taken from said place and into Vinci Genetics. There, he began to develop his power under the supervision of scientists and experiments. As an experiment, he felt pain both emotionally and physically. However, after meeting so many people, he didn't really care and accepted the pain. Even after having his memory "wiped" he had a feeling that he was meant to go through something like this and being labled as something other than human. ° { Likes . -- Collars... Not because I'm a dog. -- Wind... It's kind of obvious right? -- Books... A nice way of passing the time. -- Sleep... My favorite way of passing time. -- Night... When one can truly have the peace and quiet for a good rest. ° { Dislikes . -- Claustrophobia... Closed places tend to "urk" me and send me to a twitching frenzy... -- Mornings... I'm not a morning person. -- Coffee... It has an odd taste but I only drink it if I have to wake up. -- Pride... It can ruin you; that is all. ° { Flaws . Because no one is perfect...wasn't that a song? Anyway, my flaw would probably be the fact that I usually don't think decisions clearly when I'm annoyed or angry. It's very dangerous when you think about it. Plus, I don't like closed in areas as mentioned above. It's my one weakness besides mornings. ° { Quotes . "It doesn't really matter what anyone is...he's still the same to me." ° { Misc . My mind likes to be fuzzy. Uguu-dinoS O A R #0099ff #3399ff |
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Post: 41221989_41 created on Mon Jan 19, 2009 2:31 amPosted: Mon Jan 19, 2009 2:31 am
《Narissa Marie Benson 》〈The Reserved n' Shy Girl〉 『I climb to fall, to begin again, to begin again, to begin again』 ____________My I.D. My Names»» 【Rissa】- I feel that my full name is too...elegant for my liking. Besides, it's easier to type than Narissa by...two letters.【Benny】- Actually, people like to call me this just to make fun of me...it's kind of annoying.. My Day»» _____ Seventeen,17 → April 1st My Choice»» ____bi-curious Female. ____________My Life My Mirror»» Better a witty fool than a foolish wit.My Looks»» I've got medium brown hair which ends at the very bottom of my shoulders so it isn't really too long. It's usually up in a messy bun to keep most of it out of the way with an exception to my bangs. I like allowing my bangs to get in the way with my face although my parents are always bugging me about keeping my face clean away from all hair that may fall upon it. To "comprimise" I keep most of my hair "up" but allow my bangs to get in the way. When I feel bored and want to "pretty" myself up, my hair may be in braids. When I was little I liked to braid my dolls before I threw them away. Back when I was little, I liked dressing up like those dolls. This meant semi-skimpy tops and skirts with a dazzle of pink everywhere. As I got older, that obviously changed. Now I wear more "modest" clothing. My outfit when I'm not wearing my school uniform usually consists with a stripe patterned top and jeans. I try not to get tight jeans or else people will begin to think I'm emo or something! Anyway, my top usually consits of a graphic tee and a stripped hoodie of some sort or the other way around. My Type»» 【Funny】- It seems logical to me to like someone with a good sense of humor. Someone who was always quiet and solemn sounds like a very boring person if you ask me. Yes, I was sort of describing myself in the last sentence. Wouldn't it sort of level out if I were with some one who seemed to have much more personality than I? Besides, people who are good at cracking jokes at the right moment seem like fun to hang around and are maybe good cheer-uppers...if that is a word. 【Comfortable】- I personally wouldn't want 【Kind】- Describe. 【Understanding】- Describe. My Story»» Put your Life Story here. _________My Secrets My Likes»»Sweets Fruits Gifts Books Music
Cliche What it means to be "corny" Sudden loud noises Ghost Stories Pride Corruption Money My Extra»» Anything else. ___________My Soul My Colors»» Posting ColorsMy Master»» Currently-MentallySane |
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Post: 41221989_42 created on Sat Jan 31, 2009 9:00 pmPosted: Sat Jan 31, 2009 9:00 pm
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n o r m a l for its own good. Not that I'm going to do a n y t h i n g about it. Because in my head I'm trapped in w o n d e r l a n d. ![]() You're very own Alice in Wonderland ⌠Narissa Ann Marie Benson⌡ ![]() As usual, her parents weren't home to wake her up. Years have passed since that old woman's voice once reached her ears and that voice was long gone. She wasn't sure if her old tutor had died from talking to much or was still poking a whining kid to get out of bed and ready for school then to bug them about homework. Nor was she sure if the loud annoying beep of her alarm was worse the old croon's voice. Either way, the blonde teen had headed out of bed to the silence of the early morning in the Benson household. With a stretch and a yawn, she headed out of the room to participate in the usual morning routine. |
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Post: 41221989_43 created on Tue Feb 24, 2009 11:38 pmPosted: Tue Feb 24, 2009 11:38 pm
![]() Hello, my name is Iven Lee Lovett I have this many candles on a cake. Eighteen years old It was on this day that I was born February 16 Standing means that I must be a Male I feel warm on the inside when around No one in particular although I'm interested in both guys and girls my age. Never mind that; here's a biography I am one of the most fortunate people to be born in the Lovett bloodline. If only I was older then I would be guaranteed to take over my father's medical supply company as soon as I reached the age. If I had talent then I could have been sponsored by my super star singing mother and debuted. The thing was that I was the youngest child in the family and probably the blandest. My intelligence went unnoticed as my parents hoped to find a place for their special child to be and placed securely from their definition of harm. As their first two sons grew, the eldest became engrossed with work that he barely had time to visit and the second eldest...well, he just isn't viewed a lot on television anymore. To sum it up, he was successful through song but not personality. I've been going through my school years by gaining popularity and high marks without much of a care of the outside world. Why my parents decided to second the motion of this program is beyond me. Maybe they had decided that it was time for their little boy to "grow up". Anyway, their growing over protectiveness caused me to be a bit more...annoyed. Currently, my "persona" would be an easily annoyed person. Only my friends who I've known since I was little have seen my "innocent" and not so serious side. The previously mentioned side of me has not been shown in a while and my parents have noticed. Maybe that's another reason why they went ahead with the program. Moving on, I like to think of myself as a leader or at least 2nd best. I can be humble when one doesn't annoy the arrogance out of me. Most of the time, I like to "keep my cool" which I like to do by keeping to myself. I probably sound and usually appear as one of the most boring intellectuals known to man. Just so that I can keep friends and acquaintances, I allow emotions and expressions to slip from my face now and then. However, the situation and the person depend on how and if I bother allowing emotions to seep through my usually solid stature. You'll find me near the back Academy Student Signed by my curious friend Uguu-dinoS O A R |
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Post: 41221989_44 created on Sat Mar 07, 2009 3:49 pmPosted: Sat Mar 07, 2009 3:49 pm
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HIATUS
11/13 - 11/18
Because paan fears failure in school and needs to do well in exams.
Wish me luck please [ I'll need it ]
11/13 - 11/18
Because paan fears failure in school and needs to do well in exams.
Wish me luck please [ I'll need it ]




















