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Hello, My Name Is: Of no real importance to you unless you're willing to read all of my work and research. But if you must know, it is Narissa Lovett. The last name sounds very corny to me so I usually drop it. When I sign anything I use "Narissa" instead of my new "Nobody Name". But, if I have to, I will sign whatever with my current Identity name.
Add An "X" And You Get: Arixsasn. I don't know what else I should really say about this category except that whoever created this name failed in making it pretty. Look pretty anyway. The extra s bugs me so whenever I write my name (which is rare) I use my Somebody's name. Since I'm not very fond of my full name, everyone usually calls me "Arixsa" and drop the "sn".
Blow Out The Candles: Which birth do you want to know of? Of my past self or my current? Well, I was born into the world the normal way which humans are born on October 13, with the sign Libra. Add about 14 years from then and you get my current age of 14. It was on this very day that I was turned into a heartless and soon, a Nobody.
I Like: So far I like guys. I haven't really met enough women to see if I'm attracted to them as well. For now, my sexuality is classified as "bi-curious" or just straight.
They're Hot: After being around Zexion for a while, I've begun to like people that are similar to him. Meaning, I have a fondness of intelligent, reserved people and a dislike for those that are generally loud and rowdy which is almost everyone in the Organization most of the time. It just those people who are always annoying that I don't like. Everyone else who has a time to be "mello". Such as Namine. Unlike Larxene, she's a fairly quiet person and isn't one who wouldn't hesitate to stick sharp objects into you. I tend to hang around her when I'm working since her "weapon" is similar to mine and how she sketches always mesmerizes me although the way she draws people is...abstract. Larxene kind of borders between the people I like and dislike. I adore how strong she is although I hate the fact that she's sadistic and because of the other mentioned reason.
For example, Demyx and his assistant (who is actually very helpful by the way). Okay, I'm mainly going to talk about Demyx for now. Everyone knows what a wimp he is when it comes to fighting, no offense or anything, but let me tell you something about that musician. Boy can he play. Music I mean. It what I like about him when he's not making everything wet. I've been informed at how important water is for the human body and how too much of it can kill said humans. But we are not exactly human so what good does water do us? Nothing but destruction perhaps...and food. Maybe Demyx should help Zexion in the kitchen one day.
Anyway, I digress, that was example one with his slightly mentioned assistant. One other is Marluxia. Odd choice right? He's oddly nice to hang around with. Especially with that nice scent of some flower (or cologne) following him around everywhere. Although he and Zexion don't seem to be on good terms with each other, the "Graceful Assassin" always leaves me in awe and a tad jealous. Weird right? But, who doesn't want such pretty pink hair? Although I'm not a big fan of odd hair colors, his bright pink do has an odd flow with the rest of him. I kinda like that. Of course, I try not to pay him much mind or "heart". I consider him more of an acquaintance than friend. It's much better than enemy or "dis likable". Like certain people.
Now I don't know why I'm mentioning him but I will to introduce a third "likable". Maybe he should be first since he seems to be oddly popular with everyone. I've noticed a lot of heads turning his direction as well as mine. That's not really a good thing. Now he's friends with a certain pyro who irritates me mainly because I'm Zexion's assistant. I'll rant on how I don't like him later because I apparently have to talk about people I like such as Roxas. Ah, this blonde should be on the bottom of the list but his friend was used as a nice bridge so I guess I won't move his description down. Mr. Keyblader Nobody sort of bridges the "likables" and the "dis likables" to me. My "feelings" for him are neutral. I like him because he doesn't appear as destructive as his arson friend. But I really don't like him because when he does become destructive, it's Zexion's work that he's destroying which is property of Organization XIII. He's similar to Axel if you think about it!
Ugh, thinking about the two bugs me. If only they were at least like Lexaeus. He's strong as one can tell form his appearance unlike Axel with his stick arms. Although he looks like the strong dumb type, I personally don't think Lexaeus is like that. Maybe it's because he hangs around Vexen and Zexion a lot. You're probably going to think I'm weird and all but I simply look up to Vexen. I know what a mad scientist he is and all but it's the fact that he's really smart. He creates replicas for pete's sake! No offense to Zexion but, that's pretty cool. However, I still have a spot for my master in that empty place within me which once held a heart. Ah, that sounds stupid doesn't it? Forget it then.
They're Not: I don't really hate most of the people I know although I find most of them really annoying. The ones I don't like I mean. However, there is an exception to a certain some one, Axel. Sure, he can be nice but to me, it's rare. The pyro is just like his element, unpredictable especially when mixed with wind. Just to make sure the books and records are safe, I try to keep him away from the library so nothing will light up into flames. And there's Roxas too. The moron goes around destroying many things although he doesn't appear to be the kind of person to do so. Bah...this organization is just filled with destructive morons.
Shoot 'Em Up: Like I had mentioned earlier, my weapon is similar to Namine's..and Zexion's as well I guess. What I have is two large paintbrushes. Odd yes? The thing is I don't need ink. These paint brushes use the space and matter around them to create temporary physical illusions. Meaning, I can create weapons or walls for defense however I have to take them away after some time because if I keep them out too long, I begin to lose energy which I've already lost from creating the illusion in the first place. More shall be explained in the next section.
Do You Believe In Magic?: I don't really believe in magic. I've never really seen it with my own eyes. Everything has some sort of scientific explanation and magic does not. It least that's what I think. But, that though sort of contradicts with the special abilities we Nobodies have. The following are my abilities:
Matter Morph-This power is sort of like alchemy except I'm not exactly turning anything into gold. Unlike the next power, this takes up little energy and I don't need my paintbrushes to use it. What I do is I change my solid/liquid form and change it into another kind of matter. What I mean is that I can be normal, which is...solid I guess and then turn into a liquid form. Er, what I mean is that I could be water or air but I'd still be me. You don't get it do you? Okay, you know that X-men girl that could go through walls? Matter Morph is the same thing except for the fact that I can't really go through walls but I can go through their cracks by taking on a form that flows. Such as air! This power is great for spying. It's this power which I get my code name from.
Physical Illusions-This is used strictly by and with my paint brushes only. I don't use this power often because it uses a lot of energy and usually leaves me drained. To use this power, my paintbrushes take in my energy and mind and mix it with the energy and space around it. My mind creates images and my hand paints them out! As long as I keep my image in my mind, the illusions stays solid but as my mind begins to falter (usually due to my lack of energy) the illusions begins to falter.
My Element: Element you say? Well...does it really matter what it is? I guess you could say matter and energy. I'm not really sure.
Mood Swing: I really don't see the point in all of this. Unlike most of "our kind" we have personalities, character traits that may not have anything to do with our past selves. Why, I barely remember who I really was back then. All I remember was a store...but that's not important at the moment now is it? No. Right now I have to tell you about my "persona" which is kind of annoying cause I really have some work to do but I'm sort of stuck here doing some kind of interview. What the heck? To start off, I'm a pretty irritable person around people who I find very irritable. Sorry for the repetition of words. My brains about to go dead soon. It is true that I am quiet most of the time because I'm not one of those people who like to speak out of turn. When and how I answer depends on who I'm talking to and my "mood". My "mood" is just my reaction to my surroundings. It has nothing to do with any emotional feeling which I am currently deprived of like others that I know of. Back to explaining how my "mood" and the person which I am talking to affects my tone of speech. It's pretty obvious about what happens. If some one I don't mind or like talks to me although I'm in a bad "mood", I'll try to put on a straight and slightly optimistic face and answer them. If I'm in the same mood and some one I don't really have a fondness of speaks to me I'd probably snap back at them in a harsh sarcastic manner. If I'm in a good "mood" and the same person speaks to me then I'll just give them a blant reply which depends on how my "mood" is.
So my surroundings tend to affect how I act. When in the library and with Zexion, I'm quiet and usually serious about what I'm doing. I concentrate hard and try not to let things distract me which is pretty easy since I've developed a talent of ignoring people when I have my mind set on something. Did you know Nobodies have stress too? It's not the same as humans' because we dont' exactly feel tired and throw our guts up when we become too stressed. I don't really know how the others handle it. From what I observed, I'd assume violence. Me, I just read and study more...or rest. Sleep is something I don't really need but doing so helps me just a little. Oh and getting away from those that just bug me helps a lot too.
Turn Back The Clock: Ugh, I was dreading this moment. There's not a lot that I can really say. What I mean is that it's pretty fuzzy. I guess I'll just start with the obvious. October 13, I was born in a small part of Halloween Town. It was a pretty happy place which was ironic cause Halloween isn't really a happy looking holliday if you ask me. It has death written over it for pete's sake! Anyway, I had a normal childhood I guess. Parents owned some sort of Halloween shop. I'd help around like a good kid I was although I do remember getting a lot of cuts and bruises. Back then, I remember that I was a pretty clumsy person which was what led to my demise. Like most Nobodies that I know, my memory of my past isn't very clear. I've got some theories why this is so. I hypothesize that our memories are stored in the heart which explains Namine's power of screwing people's memories up. The stronger the heart, the easier it is to mess them up. Since we Nobodies don't have hearts the memories inside of them become fuzzy. Of course they're also stored in our brains but it's our hearts which makes it clear. So memory of our past selves is hard to remember because of lack of emotion which help make it clearer! Aha...there are probably a lot of holes in that but I'm working on it! OKay, back ot the past.
The clearest memory of being human were my final moments. I had just turned 14 and like most teen agers my age, I got bored really easily. I wanted some excitement although Halloween Town was a pretty exciting place. If you wanted you could get surgery at the doc's, go by the graveyard and play with the ghosts, or do something to mess around with Oogie Boogie if he's still around. Of course I know all of this from visiting the world in my current state. A little while ago, Jack Skellington had discovered the doors to various worlds similar to ours. I for one was curious and decided to venture out. A lot of my friends objected because of rumors they had heard about that forest. Ha, rumors. I never believed in them and I certainly don't belive in them now although at that time, it was a pretty fatal mistake. The only thing was that I didn't exactly die. You can probably figure out what happened after that. I ventured into the forest that was rumored to carry black creatures that ate your heart. Being carefree as I was then, I searched for the doors only to fail and get caught by a heartless. Damn thing was probably hiding behind a tree or something. Oblivious as I was then I don't really remember. And so that left me stuck in the dark abyss of nothingness. I felt something being sucked away from me. Fear struck my heart one last time before it disapeared. Er...then I became one with the darkness I guess. It was only until Zexion had found me..somewhere that I finally got out of that abyss of nothingness. Learning from him, taking on this random personality which I sort of adopted from one of the shortest members of the Organization, I began to blend in and "see the light" as one may put it, once again.
Look in the Mirror: Isn't the picture beside you good enough? Bah, I guess not. To see my full body, you'd need a 4' 11" long mirror that should have a good length to get the full image of some one who was about 110 lbs. I'm not saying that I'm extremely fat or antything just that I'm not a stick. Not that I really care about my weight like most girls my age. Back to the mirror, I'm digressing a lot am I? Imagine me standing before it. You'll see a pale girl with emerald green eyes. She usually wears a blank, monotnous or annoyed expression on her face since that is how her "mood" usually is. Seriously, I'm usually either seen as a blank, monotnous person or some one who's really really annoyed. Naps make me feel better by the way although they make my hair all messed up when I wake up. Anyway, my cheeks are usually tinted slightly with a bit of blush although I wear absolutely no make up. I see no point in it. Girls who wear make up are people who think they're natural beauty isn't good enough for the world. Whether mine is beauty or not, I don't care. At the moment, I'm troubling myself with some more important things. Now I don't run around naked. My usual attire is the ordinary bland Organization cloak. The sequins and chains or whatver don't really matter to me. It's still a cloak. Underneath is just an ordinary black top with matching pants. We look more like some sort of hoodlum gang than a civilized organization. If I could pick what I would wear then I'd probably be wearing what I have in the picture. A maroon and black night gown looking thing with a stand out white ribbon, black and white stripped socks and big black dress shoes. Ha, like that'll happen any times soon. I'd have to talk to Xemnas about his dark taste in fashion.
Puppeteer: The person who has created a cra--I mean, lovely explanation of myself is Currently-MentallySane. I suggest you treat her properly with kindness. I haven't been really nice to her in a while...and she's probably half asleep after writing this.
