Ultimate Cyclops
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I’m___________L i k e _______ A ___________ R i n g l e a d e r _______ I _________ C a l l __________ T h e __________ S h o t s __________. . . .

When I close my e y e s I’m going out of my [ h e a d. ]
aliasxx C y c l o p s

Kristen, now feeling a little bit better now that Jean was smiling, returned the hug tightly. Her own smile widened, her cheek nuzzling lovingly against the redhead’s as she held the embrace. She twisted their bodies back and forth slightly, swaying in the very light breeze that was coming off the lake. When she finally pulled away from the hug, the smile was still across her lips as she took her lover’s hands back into her own and led her around the rock. She took them a small ways around the large lake, to the slab of stone that hung over the body of water like a diving board on a pool. In fact, that’s what she and Jean had used it for back when they were teenagers. She walked up onto it, bring Jean with her as she stepped close to the edge, but not close enough to be in danger of falling if she happened to slip. She’d already been on the verge of hypothermia once; she didn’t need to have it again, especially not out at the lake! She dropped her fiancé’s hands then, rotating her body and standing behind her. She wrapped her arms around her waist, hugging her closely as she rested her chin on Jean’s shoulder.
”I’ve been waiting for that for so long,” she said, her voice soft, sincere, ”To hear that it was wrong, that it could be fixed. I never actually thought I would get that kind of news though, especially not while I’m still this young. I thought that, if I got the news, that it would come later, you know? After we got married and had k—“
Whoa, don’t get ahead of yourself, Sparks, she thought as she stopped herself, blinking beneath the shades. She tightened her hold around Jean’s waist and cleared her throat quietly, ”You get the idea.”
After a few moments she retracted her arms back to her own sides and moved back around the telepathic mutant, stepping to the end of the rock. She carefully sat down, letting her long, athletic legs hang over the side of it and dangle over the water. She gently tugged her lover’s hand to get her to sit down as well, and then both of her hands fell into her own lap. She looked out at the lake, her smile becoming smaller but still a noticeable smile nonetheless. Once Jean was at her side she reached over and took her hand again, her head turning slightly to face the love of her life.
”I feel bad all the time because I’m confined to these stupid glasses,” her voice had taken that quiet tone again as the smile twisted down into a small frown, ”Every time I see you trying to find my eyes, it kills me. It kills me that you’ve never seen my eyes, not even a glimpse at them.”
She swallowed hard, forcing down the lump that was trying to form there, taking a deep breath to discourage herself from crying again, especially now that Jean had smiled again, ”When we’re out in public and I see all the other couples standing around, looking at each other, looking into each other’s eyes…a part of me just feels awful. It feels like I’m being unfair to you, like I’m holding you back and that I’m not worthy of you because you’ve never been able to look at me, look in to me like other people can do to each other. Like I can do to you, even if it’s still a little messed up because of the shades, I can still look into your eyes.”
She took in another deep breath, blinking her eyes quickly to rid of the few tears that had collected. She dropped her gaze, concealed eyes falling onto hers and Jean’s hands. She felt that way every day. Or at least, almost every day. There was hardly ever a full 24 hours that passed without at least a small, single thought about it crossing her busy mind. But she hoped it wouldn’t be that way for much longer. She hoped that after this surgery, she would never have to go back to that mind set again. She would be able to look into her fiancé’s eyes with her naked ones, Jean would be able to look into her blue eyes—everything would be how it should have been from the beginning. With that thought, her frown slowly turned to a tiny smile, her hand squeezing the telepath’s as her attention went back to the other woman’s face, ”But it won’t be that way anymore. I mean, not that I want to be like everyone else in any other sense…but it would be nice to have that aspect, you know? It’s really important to me that you can see my eyes. It might sound stupid, but that’s really, really important to me.”
But before she could further fantasize about what it was going to be like after the surgery, she knew she had other things to do. For one, she needed to make a solid decision; a well thought out decision. They were talking about brain surgery, risky surgery, and she needed to be completely sure that she was willingly to go through with it, ”The Professor didn’t want me to say anything because he wanted me to think it over first, but…I don’t want to make this decision without you. This is a big deal, a really big deal, and your opinion, your input…it’s really important. I wanted to talk to you about it first, I wanted to make sure you’re okay with it. It’s great that it can be done, and I’m excited, but it is brain surgery. I’d like you to make the decision with me, Jean.”

Turn the [ l i g h t s] on.
namexxK r i s t e n S p a r k s
As long as you’re here I’ll be [ f l o a t i n g ] on [ a i r ]
doingxxA p o l o g i z i n g T o M y F i a n c é
Clouds filled with [ s t a r s ] cover the s k i e s .
locationxxA l k a l i L a k e
Lost in a f a i r y t a l e can you hold my [ h a n d ] and be my [ g u i d e? ]
lovexxT h e B e a u t i f u l J e a n G r e y
namexxK r i s t e n S p a r k s
As long as you’re here I’ll be [ f l o a t i n g ] on [ a i r ]
doingxxA p o l o g i z i n g T o M y F i a n c é
Clouds filled with [ s t a r s ] cover the s k i e s .
locationxxA l k a l i L a k e
Lost in a f a i r y t a l e can you hold my [ h a n d ] and be my [ g u i d e? ]
lovexxT h e B e a u t i f u l J e a n G r e y
When I close my e y e s I’m going out of my [ h e a d. ]
aliasxx C y c l o p s
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Kristen, now feeling a little bit better now that Jean was smiling, returned the hug tightly. Her own smile widened, her cheek nuzzling lovingly against the redhead’s as she held the embrace. She twisted their bodies back and forth slightly, swaying in the very light breeze that was coming off the lake. When she finally pulled away from the hug, the smile was still across her lips as she took her lover’s hands back into her own and led her around the rock. She took them a small ways around the large lake, to the slab of stone that hung over the body of water like a diving board on a pool. In fact, that’s what she and Jean had used it for back when they were teenagers. She walked up onto it, bring Jean with her as she stepped close to the edge, but not close enough to be in danger of falling if she happened to slip. She’d already been on the verge of hypothermia once; she didn’t need to have it again, especially not out at the lake! She dropped her fiancé’s hands then, rotating her body and standing behind her. She wrapped her arms around her waist, hugging her closely as she rested her chin on Jean’s shoulder.
”I’ve been waiting for that for so long,” she said, her voice soft, sincere, ”To hear that it was wrong, that it could be fixed. I never actually thought I would get that kind of news though, especially not while I’m still this young. I thought that, if I got the news, that it would come later, you know? After we got married and had k—“
Whoa, don’t get ahead of yourself, Sparks, she thought as she stopped herself, blinking beneath the shades. She tightened her hold around Jean’s waist and cleared her throat quietly, ”You get the idea.”
After a few moments she retracted her arms back to her own sides and moved back around the telepathic mutant, stepping to the end of the rock. She carefully sat down, letting her long, athletic legs hang over the side of it and dangle over the water. She gently tugged her lover’s hand to get her to sit down as well, and then both of her hands fell into her own lap. She looked out at the lake, her smile becoming smaller but still a noticeable smile nonetheless. Once Jean was at her side she reached over and took her hand again, her head turning slightly to face the love of her life.
”I feel bad all the time because I’m confined to these stupid glasses,” her voice had taken that quiet tone again as the smile twisted down into a small frown, ”Every time I see you trying to find my eyes, it kills me. It kills me that you’ve never seen my eyes, not even a glimpse at them.”
She swallowed hard, forcing down the lump that was trying to form there, taking a deep breath to discourage herself from crying again, especially now that Jean had smiled again, ”When we’re out in public and I see all the other couples standing around, looking at each other, looking into each other’s eyes…a part of me just feels awful. It feels like I’m being unfair to you, like I’m holding you back and that I’m not worthy of you because you’ve never been able to look at me, look in to me like other people can do to each other. Like I can do to you, even if it’s still a little messed up because of the shades, I can still look into your eyes.”
She took in another deep breath, blinking her eyes quickly to rid of the few tears that had collected. She dropped her gaze, concealed eyes falling onto hers and Jean’s hands. She felt that way every day. Or at least, almost every day. There was hardly ever a full 24 hours that passed without at least a small, single thought about it crossing her busy mind. But she hoped it wouldn’t be that way for much longer. She hoped that after this surgery, she would never have to go back to that mind set again. She would be able to look into her fiancé’s eyes with her naked ones, Jean would be able to look into her blue eyes—everything would be how it should have been from the beginning. With that thought, her frown slowly turned to a tiny smile, her hand squeezing the telepath’s as her attention went back to the other woman’s face, ”But it won’t be that way anymore. I mean, not that I want to be like everyone else in any other sense…but it would be nice to have that aspect, you know? It’s really important to me that you can see my eyes. It might sound stupid, but that’s really, really important to me.”
But before she could further fantasize about what it was going to be like after the surgery, she knew she had other things to do. For one, she needed to make a solid decision; a well thought out decision. They were talking about brain surgery, risky surgery, and she needed to be completely sure that she was willingly to go through with it, ”The Professor didn’t want me to say anything because he wanted me to think it over first, but…I don’t want to make this decision without you. This is a big deal, a really big deal, and your opinion, your input…it’s really important. I wanted to talk to you about it first, I wanted to make sure you’re okay with it. It’s great that it can be done, and I’m excited, but it is brain surgery. I’d like you to make the decision with me, Jean.”
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