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- » » [ Call Me This ] Lexine De' Cholmondeley
» » [ But Really You Can Call Me ] Lexy Or Lexi
» » [ I've Been Alive This Many Years ] Eighteen
» » [ Kingdom? ]Ouranos
» » [ Fear Me I Can ] Manipulate shadows around me and can use help of other creatures.
» » [ I'm Not Gonna Poke Myself In The Eye... ] Lexine doesn't believe in fighting but she learned fencing, so she uses a sword only if needed.
» » [ Ugh That Last Cookie Did Nothing For Me ]101 lbs.
» » [ I Hope I Got Taller ] 5'2''
» » [ This Is My Good Side! ] Is this Ok?
» » [ I Guess We're Family ] Ouranos is a different kingdom from the others since they don't really make any contact with the others if only if important meetings or such. So Lexine tries to be welcomed in every Kingdom as best as her can but some of them intimidate her, like the Ichijin and Abyss. But the others she is most likely to get along with.
» » [ Lookie Hurr, That's How I Am... ] Lexine tends to be very quiet around people because she was taught from a young age to only ask when needed too. She hates making people mad or irradiated if she did something wrong so she tends to think a lot about what she says at first or just stays silent and observe the people around her. Lexine likes to help around with people more than herself since she doesn't really think of herself as much important as to those around her.
Lexine is very secluded to those around her but its not like she thinks of herself highly but its rather that since her kingdom isn't as big as many of the others she mostly thinks of herself lower then them. Lexine doesn't really speak her mind and her words tend to get misused by her nervousness with others but its just that simply because she doesn't think she needs too. Lexine is always trying to act strong when around others but actually she is very much a bit of a coward. Sometimes she thinks about something strongly and she can't bring herself to fight so she lets others have what she wants but always gives a smile to let everyone know that she is fine.
» » [ Shocking, no? ] Lexine wasn't always social with others and maybe thats why her parents put her into Etoile. Not that her parents hated her or anything, it was the complete opposite. They loved her very much, since her parents had already four boys, both were praying for a girl. So after she was born, her family began teaching her types of different magics that she can have but only Lexine was gifted in shadow play. Lexine didn't go out as much and never talked to any of the others during childhood. As Lexine begun to grow older, her parents wanted her to visit other people and find someone to love so they sent her to Etoile. This way she can learn more about magic and find other people to hang out with.
» » [ Ooohh bebe bebe! ]
❤ Animals or Creatures
❤ Fencing
❤ Lotuses
❤ Pretty Eyes
❤ Blue Roses
» » [ Get It Away From Me Immediately If Not Sooner]
-Being crowded with lots of people
- Some of the Princesses
- Dancing or any big gatherings
- Expense Gifts
- Annoying People
- » » [ These Colors Will Do ] corn flower blue
» » [ Hey Hey I Think You'll Like This Song ] True Believer
» » [ Just Seeing Them... ]None of your business!
» » [ I've A Master! D: ] XxLOV3 is BROK3NxX
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◤ XXXXXXXXXXX ❀XX I don’t play well with the other kidsXXXXXXXXXXX ◥
XXXThey know that I’m dangerous
XXXXIt’s evident, I’m different
XXXXXXMy punishment is eminent
XXThey tell me that I’m no good
XXXThey say worse,
XXXXThat I’ve got a curse,
◣XXXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXAnd I know that it’s trueXX ❀XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX ◢
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✧Basic Info✧
✧Endowments ✧
✧Biography✧
⇒ " Please..Make the pain stop. Please..I'll do anything."
I wasn't like the others. I had a choice to come or not. But I wanted to go, even if I knew it was more then I can handle.
My father always wanted a boy, so that the baby may lead the name of " De' Allen " though the village and so God answered his prayer. My mother wanted a girl, a carefree little bundle of joy that would learn the wonders of life, not the hard working kind that my father was in and so God answered her prayer. They both got their wish and my mother give birth on February the Nineteen. Father was very hopeful that day and when he asked the doctors what it was, they stood in silence as my father was very intimidating when he didn't get what he wanted. Impatiently he took the baby from the doctors hands and gasped, almost dropping me in the process. My mother asked for her baby in her hands, holding me tight she cried as this was the greatest mistake in her life. No, both of my parents cried as if they never should have wanted any child at all. It was my fault. All my fault..
They both wanted to try getting used to me as I was growing up. Only it was Dad who never wanted to touch me inside or outside the household. It was highly rare I got any love from my father as he would only put a mask in front of people he knew like friends or business partners. To not have many rumors spreading, together they decide to make me dress like a girl since it was very noticing from my cheeky and silly smile people couldn't think that I was something since then a girl. On the other hand, my mom never looked at my outside body but rather she could see deep inside me that I was beautiful. I loved my Mother. She was a true mother but I never could be a good daughter for her.. Even if I was dressed as a girl or boy. It wouldn't be enough if Dad could at least look at me.
" My what a cute daughter you have! She could play with my son anytime. "
One of my father's business partners favored are family and agreed to work with him under one condition. That I would marry his son. My father feared the worst and drank alot that night, deciding over the situation if it was worth it. So, he called me to a private meeting in his study and begged me on his knees to say yes. He was to scared of what was going to happen to him if they found out that I was actually both, so he therefore asked me to make a good friendship with the boy and then build it up during the time we spent it together. It was all to tempting and confusing at the same time for a ten year old. If I did this my father would finally notice me and give me the love I cherished beyond I ever dreamed and if I didn't? No, it was impossible to think at it now since I pulled my father to face me and gave him a nod with a silly smile. " Of,course..Father. Anything for you. "
" I Love You, Only Val..Please just this night? "
I couldn't remember the boy's name or his face. Maybe it was after he found out that all I could think about was his face. Those horrified deep blue eyes right above me. I can just remember that night when we came back from the party and we started to take the long way out back home. It was easy to tell that he was in love with me. And me? I was too, or so I thought. This together a dream and a foolish dream to for both I and him. But only I knew the ending. We walked hand in hand and kissed but it was never enough for him, he wanted more and I didn't know what to give him but just only tempt him more and more with my smile. Only this night, he was going to get me by force. His hands ripping the silk dress and clawing at the fabrics until he really saw the true me..That night would never be the same for either of us.
Both families clashed at each other and I could only huddled up to my mother hugging her for comfort. My father was ruined and he blamed it all on me. His pride was trashed and never again could he look at me the same anymore. No, family could look at me the same anymore.
The purple and blue marks didn't last long in my home as I begged my father to stop my mothers pain and blame it all on me. I called him out to punish me instead and not her. All the screaming at my mother for giving birth to me was not good for her. She was too fragile and could break easily. Never again did I want to let her remember pain but leaving her and going to the Orphanage. I never thought that was a mistake, nor it wasn't their choice. I wanted to go.
So no one can ever remember me, a mistake to the village.
The Orphanage was a joyous place at first and it wasn't long until I witnessed the doctors true intention. I wanted them to stop it. I wanted to pain to the little ones to stop. The screams were not at all pretty or joyful like the place it self. It give me nightmares just thinking about it. So when they were getting one more child for their failed research, I offered them me instead. I knew I wasn't going to be their answer for this children but I wanted it to stop. I was even willing to give my life up because whats the use of living if you know you can't spend it happily with people that loved you for you..?
When I finally thought I was dead, I woke up in the same room with every body part still attached. The only thing was I could pass through walls and still have my human body intact. I was dead but I could still walk on Earth's surface..
✧Personality✧
⇒ Honestly I'm still the old me inside. A hermaphrodite still trying to live up to her father's exceptions. I tend to show everyone and every thing a kinder side of myself but when they ask but the personal stuff I shut up and gave them a excuse to talk about something else. Even though, I have a tough side too. Like a guy, I'm strong for what I look like on the outside and get cocky if theirs any type of challenge with someone. I'm sarcastic at times and can say really blunt things to others. If I see their a chance to call someone out, then I may take it or just walk away if I don't feel like it. I like any type of attention really even if its teasing me or something, I love it cause its the only way I know that some one will notice me.
✧Likes✧
✧Dislikes✧
✧Fears✧
⇒Ⓦε Ӊαѵε Ⱦҕεɱ ʘɳ Ɍεϲσɾɗ...xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx✧✧✧✧
✧Basic Info✧
- ⇒ Nicknames: Val, Vallen , or Just plain Valerie
⇒ DOB: February Nineteen
⇒ Age: Fifteen
⇒ Gender: Hermaphrodite
⇒ Sexual Orientation: Indifferent
⇒ Height: Five feet and Nine inches
⇒ Build: Slim and has some feminine figures (Like in the chest part..)
⇒ Hair: Dark Pink or any kind of Pink, you count it as..
⇒ Eyes: Grayish Green
✧Endowments ✧
- Strengths
- - Handling tough situations
- Persuading people
- Weaknesses
- - Sadness
- Being judged by first sight
⇒Ⓜɣ ϩʈσɾy Dσεsɳ'ʈ Bεgiɳ Ϣiʈh 'ʘɳcε Ʉҏσɳ Ѧ Ҭiɱε'...xxxxxxxx✧✧✧
✧Biography✧
⇒ " Please..Make the pain stop. Please..I'll do anything."
I wasn't like the others. I had a choice to come or not. But I wanted to go, even if I knew it was more then I can handle.
My father always wanted a boy, so that the baby may lead the name of " De' Allen " though the village and so God answered his prayer. My mother wanted a girl, a carefree little bundle of joy that would learn the wonders of life, not the hard working kind that my father was in and so God answered her prayer. They both got their wish and my mother give birth on February the Nineteen. Father was very hopeful that day and when he asked the doctors what it was, they stood in silence as my father was very intimidating when he didn't get what he wanted. Impatiently he took the baby from the doctors hands and gasped, almost dropping me in the process. My mother asked for her baby in her hands, holding me tight she cried as this was the greatest mistake in her life. No, both of my parents cried as if they never should have wanted any child at all. It was my fault. All my fault..
They both wanted to try getting used to me as I was growing up. Only it was Dad who never wanted to touch me inside or outside the household. It was highly rare I got any love from my father as he would only put a mask in front of people he knew like friends or business partners. To not have many rumors spreading, together they decide to make me dress like a girl since it was very noticing from my cheeky and silly smile people couldn't think that I was something since then a girl. On the other hand, my mom never looked at my outside body but rather she could see deep inside me that I was beautiful. I loved my Mother. She was a true mother but I never could be a good daughter for her.. Even if I was dressed as a girl or boy. It wouldn't be enough if Dad could at least look at me.
" My what a cute daughter you have! She could play with my son anytime. "
One of my father's business partners favored are family and agreed to work with him under one condition. That I would marry his son. My father feared the worst and drank alot that night, deciding over the situation if it was worth it. So, he called me to a private meeting in his study and begged me on his knees to say yes. He was to scared of what was going to happen to him if they found out that I was actually both, so he therefore asked me to make a good friendship with the boy and then build it up during the time we spent it together. It was all to tempting and confusing at the same time for a ten year old. If I did this my father would finally notice me and give me the love I cherished beyond I ever dreamed and if I didn't? No, it was impossible to think at it now since I pulled my father to face me and gave him a nod with a silly smile. " Of,course..Father. Anything for you. "
" I Love You, Only Val..Please just this night? "
I couldn't remember the boy's name or his face. Maybe it was after he found out that all I could think about was his face. Those horrified deep blue eyes right above me. I can just remember that night when we came back from the party and we started to take the long way out back home. It was easy to tell that he was in love with me. And me? I was too, or so I thought. This together a dream and a foolish dream to for both I and him. But only I knew the ending. We walked hand in hand and kissed but it was never enough for him, he wanted more and I didn't know what to give him but just only tempt him more and more with my smile. Only this night, he was going to get me by force. His hands ripping the silk dress and clawing at the fabrics until he really saw the true me..That night would never be the same for either of us.
Both families clashed at each other and I could only huddled up to my mother hugging her for comfort. My father was ruined and he blamed it all on me. His pride was trashed and never again could he look at me the same anymore. No, family could look at me the same anymore.
The purple and blue marks didn't last long in my home as I begged my father to stop my mothers pain and blame it all on me. I called him out to punish me instead and not her. All the screaming at my mother for giving birth to me was not good for her. She was too fragile and could break easily. Never again did I want to let her remember pain but leaving her and going to the Orphanage. I never thought that was a mistake, nor it wasn't their choice. I wanted to go.
So no one can ever remember me, a mistake to the village.
The Orphanage was a joyous place at first and it wasn't long until I witnessed the doctors true intention. I wanted them to stop it. I wanted to pain to the little ones to stop. The screams were not at all pretty or joyful like the place it self. It give me nightmares just thinking about it. So when they were getting one more child for their failed research, I offered them me instead. I knew I wasn't going to be their answer for this children but I wanted it to stop. I was even willing to give my life up because whats the use of living if you know you can't spend it happily with people that loved you for you..?
When I finally thought I was dead, I woke up in the same room with every body part still attached. The only thing was I could pass through walls and still have my human body intact. I was dead but I could still walk on Earth's surface..
✧Personality✧
⇒ Honestly I'm still the old me inside. A hermaphrodite still trying to live up to her father's exceptions. I tend to show everyone and every thing a kinder side of myself but when they ask but the personal stuff I shut up and gave them a excuse to talk about something else. Even though, I have a tough side too. Like a guy, I'm strong for what I look like on the outside and get cocky if theirs any type of challenge with someone. I'm sarcastic at times and can say really blunt things to others. If I see their a chance to call someone out, then I may take it or just walk away if I don't feel like it. I like any type of attention really even if its teasing me or something, I love it cause its the only way I know that some one will notice me.
⇒Ⓑε Ҫαɾεfʋɭ ʘf Ϣɦαȶ Ɏσʋ Ѡiѵε Ѧ Ҏεɾʂσɳ...xxxxxxxxxx✧✧✧
✧Likes✧
- ⇒ Caring for People
⇒ Roses
⇒ Books
⇒ The color pink
⇒ Taking care of the Children
✧Dislikes✧
- ⇒ Very Pretty Girls
⇒ Annoying Guys
⇒ Knifes
⇒ Blood
⇒ Seeing others treated badly
✧Fears✧
- ⇒ Being judged by others
⇒ Rejection
⇒ Failure
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xxxƬнɛʏ ƨαʏ ωσяƨɛ,
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xxxxxΔи∂ Ɩ κиσω тнαт ιт’ƨ тяʋɛ
xxxƬнɛʏ ƨαʏ ωσяƨɛ,
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